{"id":29179,"date":"2018-07-04T22:08:47","date_gmt":"2018-07-04T21:08:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29179"},"modified":"2018-07-04T22:08:47","modified_gmt":"2018-07-04T21:08:47","slug":"det-heter-inte-andtrupen","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29179","title":{"rendered":"Det heter inte “andtrupen”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Skall st\u00e4nga ner snart. Andtruten fortfarande. Har alltid trott att det hetat “andtrupen” f.\u00f6. Man l\u00e4r sig ocks\u00e5 som gammal gubbe. Hur som helst finns hopp om livet.\u00a0 Tror jag. Men \u00e4r inte helt s\u00e4ker.<\/p>\n

Borde dricka whisky. Rensa systemet. Egentligen. Liksom.<\/p>\n

K har sin sista arbetsdag f\u00f6r s\u00e4songen imorgon. Sen fem veckors semester. Det minns man ju hur det var. F\u00f6rr. Sk\u00f6nt liksom. Som l\u00e5tsasarbetare \u00e4r det inte riktigt samma upplevelse. Men om en vecka skall ocks\u00e5 jag s\u00e4lla mig till de semestrande. Om man nu kan vara en verklig s\u00e5dan i min situation. Ja l\u00e5tsassemester f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l kalla det.<\/p>\n

Min f\u00f6rsta riktiga semester sedan 70\/80 hade jag n\u00e4r jag jobbade i G\u00e4vle 2009. En underlig k\u00e4nsla. Som f\u00f6retagare inneb\u00e4r ju ledighet att inga pengar ramlar in s\u00e5 det blir l\u00e4tt ingen semester alls eller i alla fall ingen riktig. Men det d\u00e4r \u00e5ret. Tio veckor ledigt. Fyra inarbetade. Fem semesterveckor. Man visste att det skulle komma in pengar p\u00e5 kontot varje m\u00e5nad fast man inte gjorde ett endaste litet n\u00e5got. En mycket underlig k\u00e4nsla. Jag tror jag aldrig k\u00e4nt mig mer fri \u00e4n jag gjorde under den sommaren.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart inte nu. Men det f\u00e5r g\u00e5 \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Fast nu sova. Eller l\u00e4sa. Det \u00e4r en guldstund det d\u00e4r varje kv\u00e4ll. Har best\u00e4mt mig f\u00f6r att beta av ett g\u00e4ng klassiker den h\u00e4r h\u00f6sten. Testa om jag tycker b\u00e4ttre om den nu \u00e4n f\u00f6rr, ja och l\u00e4sa dem f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen i m\u00e5nga fall. Nope, det handlar inte om att skryta om vad jag l\u00e4ser, l\u00e4sa “r\u00e4tt f\u00f6rfattare” liksom, f\u00f6r f\u00f6r vem skall jag skryta f\u00f6r. Det handlar ist\u00e4llet om att utmana sig sj\u00e4lv. L\u00e4ra sig n\u00e5got nytt. Drivkraften f\u00f6r liv.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli.<\/p>\n

Liksom.<\/p>\n

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Skall st\u00e4nga ner snart. Andtruten fortfarande. Har alltid trott att det hetat “andtrupen” f.\u00f6. Man l\u00e4r sig ocks\u00e5 som gammal gubbe. Hur som helst finns hopp om livet.\u00a0 Tror jag. Men \u00e4r inte helt s\u00e4ker. Borde dricka whisky. Rensa systemet. Egentligen. Liksom. K har sin sista arbetsdag f\u00f6r s\u00e4songen imorgon. Sen fem veckors semester. 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