{"id":29085,"date":"2018-06-26T22:48:45","date_gmt":"2018-06-26T21:48:45","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29085"},"modified":"2018-06-26T22:48:45","modified_gmt":"2018-06-26T21:48:45","slug":"black","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=29085","title":{"rendered":"Bl\u00e4ck"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Man m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart f\u00e5 tycka vad man vill. Det \u00e4r en del av friheten. Jag kan acceptera det mesta av det d\u00e4r. Av tyckandet. Kanske inte det som tycks med avsikt att vara s\u00e5rande. Men det negativa. Helt OK. \u00c4r det konstruktivt dessutom – j\u00e4ttebra.<\/p>\n

Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart det negativa man samlar p\u00e5 i ett liv.\u00a0 Visst f\u00f6rekommer det en hel del positiva saker och ord ocks\u00e5 i ett liv, men just dom \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat sv\u00e5ra att ta till sig. Tro p\u00e5.\u00a0 Det d\u00e4r negativa, jod\u00e5, det g\u00e5r rakt in i en. Som pilar med skarpslipade spetsar och h\u00f6g hastighet n\u00e4r de n\u00e5r sina m\u00e5l. Ja och d\u00e4r inne v\u00e4xer det och v\u00e4xer det f\u00f6r varje dag som g\u00e5r det d\u00e4r svarta. Fyller upp och formar en. Tills man liknar en bl\u00e4ckbeh\u00e5llare.<\/p>\n

Fast tyckande s\u00e5klart. Funderar man, anv\u00e4nder logiken, s\u00e5 betyder det ingenting. Men d\u00e5 betyder \u00e5 andra sidan inte det positiva ett skit heller. Logiken \u00e4r inget vidare p\u00e5 det viset. Oftast slutar det med att man som mest\u00a0 \u00e4r ganska lika alla andra. Man har brister och fel och man har talanger och f\u00f6rdelar. S\u00e5nt som alla andra har ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Vi \u00e4r r\u00e4tt lika. Fast en del har tr\u00e4nat mer p\u00e5 saker. Jod\u00e5, det finns dom som har talang ocks\u00e5 Men de flesta av oss m\u00e5ste l\u00e4gga ner tid. K\u00e4mpa. Sen n\u00e4r vi g\u00f6r det s\u00e5 kommer ingen att tycka att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 m\u00e4rkv\u00e4rdigt i alla fall. Or\u00e4ttvist om man t\u00e4nker efter. Men sen inser man att vad andra tycker f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrar inte mycket. Man \u00e4r liksom den man \u00e4r. S\u00f6tsur s\u00e5s. Fast positivt och negativt i salig blandning. Ja s\u00f6tsur s\u00e5s \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 pj\u00e5kigt om man t\u00e4nker efter. G\u00e5r liksom att leva med.<\/p>\n

Japp.<\/p>\n

Liksom.<\/p>\n

PO: “Svammel”<\/p>\n

AKHE: “Ja verkligen!”<\/p>\n

PO: “Va!?”<\/p>\n

AKHE: “Godnatt!”<\/p>\n

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