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Strax. Ja alldeles snart nu. Jag skall trycka p\u00e5 avknappen p\u00e5 mina sk\u00e4rmar. Sl\u00e4cka och g\u00e5 hem. Upp f\u00f6r trapporna i mitt fall. Datorerna f\u00e5r snurra vidare. Suga i sig email och uppdateringar. S\u00e5dant som f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta p\u00e5 interaktiviteten.<\/p>\n
F\u00f6r bara tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sedan hade jag jobbat en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r kv\u00e4ll. F\u00f6r att det fanns s\u00e5 mycket kvar att g\u00f6ra och f\u00f6r att jag \u00e4lskade det jag gjorde. Idag ger jag mig snabbare. Beh\u00f6ver vila. Men \u00e4lskar fortfarande. Vill fortfarande. Har \u00e4nnu inte gett upp. Och det finns fortfarande lika mycket att g\u00f6ra. Kanske \u00e4nnu mer.<\/p>\n
Numera har jag varken b\u00f6ckerna eller kollegieblocket och pennan med mig d\u00e4r uppe. Nope. En film f\u00e5r vara en film. F\u00f6rr var jag alltid p\u00e5. Alla kanaler \u00f6ppna in. Att f\u00f6lja en film, fundera, skissa och vara skapligt social gick utm\u00e4rkt. Inte nu.<\/p>\n
Gammeln har tagit mig. \u00c5tminstone delvis. Det finns de i min \u00e5lder som \u00e4r “\u00e4ldre” \u00e4n mig. Men det finns de som \u00e4r “yngre” ocks\u00e5. Piggare. Olika \u00e4r det. \u00c4r vi. Framtiden tillh\u00f6r de unga. Har alltid gjort. Som sig b\u00f6r.<\/p>\n
Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Helg h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen from och med nu. Japp precis fr\u00e5n och med NU<\/strong>!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Strax. Ja alldeles snart nu. Jag skall trycka p\u00e5 avknappen p\u00e5 mina sk\u00e4rmar. Sl\u00e4cka och g\u00e5 hem. Upp f\u00f6r trapporna i mitt fall. Datorerna f\u00e5r snurra vidare. Suga i sig email och uppdateringar. S\u00e5dant som f\u00e5r v\u00e4nta p\u00e5 interaktiviteten. F\u00f6r bara tv\u00e5 \u00e5r sedan hade jag jobbat en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r kv\u00e4ll. 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