{"id":28995,"date":"2018-06-19T08:53:56","date_gmt":"2018-06-19T07:53:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28995"},"modified":"2018-06-19T08:53:56","modified_gmt":"2018-06-19T07:53:56","slug":"blasten-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28995","title":{"rendered":"Bl\u00e5sten"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Underbar sommardag. H\u00e4r. P\u00e5 kullen. Ute. Jag borde ut och g\u00e5. Men stannar inne. Skall ta upp det d\u00e4r med mig sj\u00e4lv p\u00e5 eftermiddagen igen. Ge mig ut och h\u00e4lsa p\u00e5 kr\u00e5kan d\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 berget p\u00e5 hygget eller inte. Den som vaktar. V\u00e5rt. Sitt. Allt.<\/p>\n

Japp, det bl\u00e5ser. Vindbyar som ruskar om. Huset ruskar av sig dem. Den gamla damen h\u00e4r utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret som \u00e4r full av k\u00f6rsb\u00e4rskart likas\u00e5. Massor av k\u00f6rsb\u00e4r i \u00e5r. Det d\u00e4r sammanfaller av n\u00e5gon anledning med Sverige med i VM i fotboll. Varf\u00f6r d\u00e5? Varf\u00f6r s\u00e5 s\u00e4llan? Men det \u00e4r klart. Kan inte klaga de andra \u00e5ren heller. Den gamla damen sk\u00e4mmer bort oss varje sommar. S\u00f6ta b\u00e4r. Vi f\u00e5r v\u00e5rt. F\u00e5glarna sitt.<\/p>\n

Jag m\u00e5ste vattna blommor. Pelargonerna. Prata med dem. Det \u00e4r full fart nu. De v\u00e4xer. De lever fullt ut. Mina tanter. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 jag ser dem. Tanterna. Men inte som bj\u00f6rktrastarna. Inte tjattrande tanter. Dom h\u00e4r \u00e4r tysta och eftert\u00e4nksamma. Pratar bara n\u00e4r de har n\u00e5got viktigt att s\u00e4ga. Inte som jag allts\u00e5. Jag har att l\u00e4ra d\u00e4r. Bj\u00f6rktrastarna med.<\/p>\n

Fast lyssna kan jag.<\/p>\n

Det h\u00e4vdar jag best\u00e4mt.<\/p>\n

Om inte n\u00e5got g\u00f6r mig nerv\u00f6s. D\u00e5 pratar jag bara p\u00e5 utan att t\u00e4nka och mycket p\u00e5 vad som s\u00e4gs av andra.<\/p>\n

D\u00e5ligt. Jovisst.<\/p>\n

Ocks\u00e5 idag skulle jag kunna ta bilen och \u00e5ka iv\u00e4g, bort, l\u00e5ngt bort, utan m\u00e5l. Den d\u00e4r bristen p\u00e5 m\u00e5l k\u00e4nns viktig. Att ge sig ut och s\u00f6ka n\u00e5got man inte riktigt vet vad det \u00e4r. Brister kan vara sj\u00e4lva f\u00f6rdelen med n\u00e5got.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r dags att klippa sig. Definitivt. Annars \u00e4r det snart dags f\u00f6r h\u00e5rsnodd igen. M\u00e5ste ta tag i allts\u00e5. M\u00e5ste…<\/p>\n

Det finns m\u00e5nga m\u00e5sten.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6r m\u00e5nga.<\/p>\n

“Paradis\u00f6” – t\u00e4nker andra.<\/p>\n

Som flykt.<\/p>\n

Inte jag.<\/p>\n

Mer inne p\u00e5 skogskojan. Jag. En \u00e4lv. En bj\u00f6rk.<\/p>\n

Som flykt.<\/p>\n

Men handla idag. Verklighet. Allts\u00e5 ser jag m\u00e4nniskor. Andra. Det \u00e4r nog bra. Att se utanf\u00f6r \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld. En stund. Fast n\u00e5gra djupare akademiska diskussioner blir det s\u00e5klart inte.<\/p>\n

Men det g\u00f6r inget.<\/p>\n

Inte l\u00e4ngre.<\/p>\n

Nu skall jag ge blommorna lite vatten. Sen s\u00e5… ja d\u00e5 f\u00e5r vi se. Sten p\u00e5 sten antar jag. \u00c4r det inte s\u00e5 de flesta av oss \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e5ller p\u00e5?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Underbar sommardag. H\u00e4r. P\u00e5 kullen. Ute. Jag borde ut och g\u00e5. Men stannar inne. Skall ta upp det d\u00e4r med mig sj\u00e4lv p\u00e5 eftermiddagen igen. Ge mig ut och h\u00e4lsa p\u00e5 kr\u00e5kan d\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 berget p\u00e5 hygget eller inte. Den som vaktar. V\u00e5rt. Sitt. Allt. Japp, det bl\u00e5ser. Vindbyar som ruskar om. 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