{"id":28812,"date":"2018-06-05T22:56:35","date_gmt":"2018-06-05T21:56:35","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28812"},"modified":"2018-06-05T22:56:35","modified_gmt":"2018-06-05T21:56:35","slug":"blind-nastan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28812","title":{"rendered":"Blind, n\u00e4stan"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Till slut blir man blind. N\u00e4stan i alla fall. Man har suttit f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge. Blir tvungen att ge sig. K\u00e4nner att annars g\u00e5r det \u00e5t helvete. Fan liksom. Man \u00e4r ju inte “klar”. Det hade beh\u00f6vts n\u00e5gra timmar till. S\u00e5 n\u00e4ra \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Men man f\u00e5r lyssna. Lyssna p\u00e5 knoppen n\u00e4r den ropar “STOPP”. I min \u00e5lder. Ser man inte texten s\u00e5 \u00e4r det ett s\u00e5dant stopp. N\u00e4r man var yngre betydde det att det var dags att s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 kaffe. Sen k\u00f6rde man vidare. Kaffe l\u00f6ste det mesta.<\/p>\n

Men inte nu allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Strokevarning om man forts\u00e4tter.<\/p>\n

Kanske.<\/p>\n

\u00c5tminstone k\u00e4nns det s\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Men fyfan f\u00f6r maratondokumentation.<\/p>\n

Dubbel FYFAN f\u00f6r hj\u00e4rnd\u00f6d ditto som den jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med nu.\u00a0 Man borde bli en pratare. Skramla p\u00e5 med tom tunna. S\u00e4ga att man skall f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden och g\u00f6ra ditt och datt utan att jobba p\u00e5 det. Det g\u00e5r alltid hem. Numera.<\/p>\n

OK med mig.<\/p>\n

Men inte min v\u00e4g.<\/p>\n

Imorgon nationaldag. Eller \u00e4r det “Nationaldag”. Den betyder inget f\u00f6r mig. \u00c4nd\u00e5 gillar jag s\u00e5klart det h\u00e4r landet. Annars hade jag inte varit kvar. S\u00e5klart. Fast det d\u00e4r firandet k\u00e4nns \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6rbaskat krystat. Man kan fatta Norges och Finlands och kanske Danmarks firande. D\u00e4r finns f\u00f6rankring. Men h\u00e4r?\u00a0 Suck liksom.<\/p>\n

Fast nu f\u00e5r det vara med dag f\u00f6r Nationaldag. Steven King’s skriva ligger och v\u00e4ntar. Det har den gjort n\u00e5gra \u00e5r. Nu \u00e4r det slutv\u00e4ntat serr\u00f6.<\/p>\n

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Till slut blir man blind. N\u00e4stan i alla fall. Man har suttit f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge. Blir tvungen att ge sig. K\u00e4nner att annars g\u00e5r det \u00e5t helvete. Fan liksom. Man \u00e4r ju inte “klar”. Det hade beh\u00f6vts n\u00e5gra timmar till. S\u00e5 n\u00e4ra \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men man f\u00e5r lyssna. Lyssna p\u00e5 knoppen n\u00e4r den ropar “STOPP”. 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