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S\u00e5ja, en dag, en bra dag, eller snarare \u00e4r det v\u00e4l s\u00e5 att jag inte hunnit t\u00e4nka efter, fast bl\u00e5tt, djupbl\u00e5tt, det v\u00e4rker inuti, men det \u00e4r d\u00e4r i det d\u00e4r jag jobbar som b\u00e4st, s\u00e5 n\u00f6jd. Konstigt.<\/p>\n
Men lunchen ute \u00e4r s\u00e5klart h\u00f6jdpunkten. Ja fiberbrevet kommer s\u00e5klart inte l\u00e5ngt efter som h\u00f6jdpunkt.\u00a0 Annars tyst h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Jag pratar med katten. Som inte svarar. Pratar med bj\u00f6rktrastarna. Som faktiskt verkar lyssna. Jag pratar med hackspetten. Som skiter i mig. N\u00e5gon bj\u00f6rn syns inte till h\u00e4r. Hade den gjort det hade jag sjungit f\u00f6r den. Sist jag sj\u00f6ng offentligt kr\u00e4ktes hunden. Kanske skulle funderat p\u00e5 att prata med den ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6rresten. Varnat f\u00f6r skyddsj\u00e4gare.<\/p>\n
Livet tuggar allts\u00e5 p\u00e5 h\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 kullen. Stenar har lagts p\u00e5 andra stenar ocks\u00e5 idag. Livet, som k\u00e4nns kort,\u00a0 har \u00e4tit upp \u00e4nnu en dag.<\/p>\n
“President KD” pratar “fritt” i en kvart f\u00f6re Rapport. Det \u00e4r hemskt tamefan. Vad h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att h\u00e4nda med det h\u00e4r landet?<\/strong><\/p>\n Jag har Lundell kvar d\u00e4r uppe. Den \u00e4r tjock. Jag hinner n\u00e5gra kapitel per kv\u00e4ll. Det blir \u00e4nd\u00e5 ett g\u00e4ng kvar. Gn\u00e4lligt just nu. Ungef\u00e4r som h\u00e4r. Men jag l\u00e4ser vidare. Kanske som straff f\u00f6r det jag skriver h\u00e4r t\u00e4nker jag. Men natt\u00f6ppet f\u00f6nster, den boken och s\u00f6mnen helar mig. I morse vaknade jag till f\u00e5gels\u00e5ng i tr\u00e4det utanf\u00f6r det \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nstret.\u00a0 Jag kan om\u00f6jligt t\u00e4nka mig ett uppvaknade som kan vara b\u00e4ttre \u00e4n s\u00e5. Att de f\u00f6rsta man h\u00f6r i en ny dag \u00e4r en f\u00e5gel som spelar i ett tr\u00e4d utanf\u00f6r ens f\u00f6nster.<\/p>\n I n\u00e4sta liv skall jag bli fj\u00e4ril. Ja jag tror jag har n\u00e4mnt det h\u00e4r f\u00f6rut. Men det \u00e4r inge br\u00e5dska. Jag beh\u00f6ver lite mer tid att tr\u00e4na in det d\u00e4r fladdrande s\u00e4ttet p\u00e5. Larv och puppa delen klarar jag. Men finalen, metamorfosen och sen fj\u00e4rilstiden, k\u00e4nns som en viktig del i det d\u00e4r. Efter det kan jag \u00e5terf\u00f6das till lastbil eller vad som helst.<\/p>\n Jag ger mig med det f\u00f6r idag. Seglar iv\u00e4g upp f\u00f6r trapporna. Hoppas p\u00e5 en ny dag imorgon. Sol utlovas. Hoppet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" S\u00e5ja, en dag, en bra dag, eller snarare \u00e4r det v\u00e4l s\u00e5 att jag inte hunnit t\u00e4nka efter, fast bl\u00e5tt, djupbl\u00e5tt, det v\u00e4rker inuti, men det \u00e4r d\u00e4r i det d\u00e4r jag jobbar som b\u00e4st, s\u00e5 n\u00f6jd. Konstigt. Men lunchen ute \u00e4r s\u00e5klart h\u00f6jdpunkten. Ja fiberbrevet kommer s\u00e5klart inte l\u00e5ngt efter som h\u00f6jdpunkt.\u00a0 Annars tyst […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28538","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":16959,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=16959","url_meta":{"origin":28538,"position":0},"title":"Europa och livet","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2015-03-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag skjutsar K till jobbet vid pass sju h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. 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