{"id":28476,"date":"2018-05-17T09:04:28","date_gmt":"2018-05-17T08:04:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28476"},"modified":"2018-05-17T09:04:28","modified_gmt":"2018-05-17T08:04:28","slug":"termometern","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28476","title":{"rendered":"Termometern"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Det \u00e4r torsdag och termometern kryper ner mot tre grader under natten. Ovant. Varningar f\u00f6r nattfrost. Det blir inget av med det dock.\u00a0 Men kanske \u00e4r det j\u00e4rnn\u00e4tter, K s\u00e4ger att det \u00e4r f\u00f6r tidigt, och det kan s\u00e5klart st\u00e4mma, deras tid \u00e4r juni. Men inga \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret idag. Strumpor av dock. Fast det \u00e4r p\u00e5 gr\u00e4nsen att det g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n

En ny underbar dag i mitt liv. Jag \u00e4r tacksam f\u00f6r den och skall f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka ta till vara p\u00e5 den s\u00e5 bra det g\u00e5r. Hedra dagen liksom, man vet inte hur m\u00e5nga till man f\u00e5r. Det d\u00e4r sj\u00e4lvklara. Att man vaknar upp imorgon ocks\u00e5. Att man alltid skall finnas. Efter sextio \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvklart l\u00e4ngre. \u00c5tminstone inte f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n

Lundell \u00e4r ljuvlig att l\u00e4sa. Kan egentligen inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5 varf\u00f6r. Alltsammans \u00e4r inte mycket mer annorlunda \u00e4n det jag vr\u00e4ker ur mig h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen, ja formatet \u00e4r ungef\u00e4r detsamma det ocks\u00e5. Men gillar det, det g\u00f6r jag. Vill f\u00f6rresten l\u00e4sa mer fr\u00e5n bloggar. Om vardagslivet. Men ingen skriver n\u00e5got p\u00e5 de jag f\u00f6ljer. Jo T\u00e4ppas. F\u00f6r \u00f6vrigt \u00e4r det tyst. man har v\u00e4l annat f\u00f6r sig. Eller ocks\u00e5 tycker man inte vardagsbeskrivningar r\u00e4cker. Men det g\u00f6r det ju. Det \u00e4r ju det lilla som \u00e4r det stora.<\/p>\n

L\u00e4ngtar efter elektronik och hands-on uppgifter. Men sitter fast i mjukvara. Allt det d\u00e4r fast jag egentligen \u00e4r fri som f\u00e5geln.\u00a0 Men man s\u00f6ker sig hela tiden mot “klar”. Den d\u00e4r punkten som har m\u00e5nga likheter med att vandra i fj\u00e4llen. Man t\u00e4nker att bara man g\u00e5r \u00f6ver den d\u00e4r bergskammen s\u00e5 \u00e4r man framme, och s\u00e5 kommer man upp p\u00e5 berget, ser att det \u00e4r en till bergskam att ta sig \u00f6ver. S\u00e5 man upprepar det d\u00e4r. “Efter den s\u00e5…”\u00a0 S\u00e5 d\u00e4r h\u00e5ller det p\u00e5. “Klar” \u00e4r virtuellt. Bara idioter blir verkligen “klar” med en uppgift. Alla vi andra kallar saker f\u00f6r “klara” fast vi vet att de inte \u00e4r det. Antagligen \u00e4r vi idioter vi med f\u00f6rresten. Bara den som tror sig inte vara det \u00e4r v\u00e4l en. Som vanligt. Sj\u00e4lvinsikt \u00e4r den sv\u00e5raste konsten av alla.<\/p>\n

L\u00e5tsaskontoret \u00e4r s\u00e5 otroligt r\u00f6rigt. Borde rensa upp. G\u00f6mma saker i l\u00e5dor. Japp. Ner med sakerna. S\u00e5 att man inte hittar grejer sen. Ett r\u00f6rigt kontor m\u00e5ste tyda p\u00e5 en r\u00f6rig hj\u00e4rna. Men kanske ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 kreativitet. Jag blir alltid r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r m\u00e4nniskor som sitter vid tomma skrivbord. Det \u00e4r n\u00e5got kusligt med de d\u00e4r typerna. Jag v\u00e4ntar mig nedsl\u00e4pningar i k\u00e4llare, fastkedjande i betongv\u00e4ggar och elchocker fr\u00e5n s\u00e5dana m\u00e4nniskor. Ryser. Aktar mig noga f\u00f6r att vara ensam med dem i samma rum.<\/p>\n

Nu, dags att ge sig h\u00e4n. Tr\u00e4ning f\u00f6r h\u00e4nryckningens tid. Borde byta glas\u00f6gon f\u00f6rresten. Ser d\u00e5ligt. Men dyrt. F\u00f6r dyrt. Men h\u00e4nryckningstr\u00e4ning var det. Tjing.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Det \u00e4r torsdag och termometern kryper ner mot tre grader under natten. Ovant. Varningar f\u00f6r nattfrost. Det blir inget av med det dock.\u00a0 Men kanske \u00e4r det j\u00e4rnn\u00e4tter, K s\u00e4ger att det \u00e4r f\u00f6r tidigt, och det kan s\u00e5klart st\u00e4mma, deras tid \u00e4r juni. Men inga \u00f6ppna f\u00f6nster p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret idag. Strumpor av dock. 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