{"id":28268,"date":"2018-05-06T20:11:58","date_gmt":"2018-05-06T19:11:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28268"},"modified":"2018-05-06T20:11:58","modified_gmt":"2018-05-06T19:11:58","slug":"ljumt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28268","title":{"rendered":"Ljumt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Vackert. Sommarv\u00e4der. F\u00e5gels\u00e5ng. V\u00e4xtlighet som drar ig\u00e5ng. Ja och s\u00e5 sn\u00f6h\u00f6gar som ligger kvar som strandade d\u00f6ende valar mitt i alltsammans.\u00a0 Men varmt. Vi v\u00e4rms upp n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r till strax under tjugo idag<\/a>. Men vindarna, de som letar sig runt sn\u00f6h\u00f6garna och drar fram \u00f6ver isarna som ligger kvar, kyler ner. Det blir aldrig riktigt varmt. Men ljuvligt \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Vi stannar ute. River lite gammal koja. Tappar sav ur tv\u00e5 bj\u00f6rkar. Tjugo liter p\u00e5 en dag. Ytsp\u00e4nningens magi. Sitter d\u00e4r p\u00e5 uttagna utem\u00f6bler medans hinkar fylls.\u00a0 Dricker kaffe. \u00c4ter glass. M\u00e5r gott. Dr\u00f6mmer om fem m\u00e5nader till med detta. Wow. OK fyra i b\u00e4sta fall. Men \u00e5tminstone och sannolikt inte sn\u00f6 under fem. Liksom.<\/p>\n

Kaffe ute… Visst \u00e4r det gott?<\/p>\n

Frasse, p\u00e5 bilden, en gamling p\u00e5 82 katt\u00e5r, sl\u00e4par in sork stor som en kanin. Orkar s\u00e5klart inte \u00e4ta upp, trotts den tydliga stoltheten \u00f6ver det f\u00e4llda bytet. Jag f\u00e5r den tvivelaktiga \u00e4ran att kasta ut bakdel. Det \u00e4r ganska \u00e4ckligt vill jag meddela, men man v\u00e4njer sig vid s\u00e5dant med \u00e5ren som katt-“\u00e4gare”.\u00a0 Vi har enorma sorkangrepp h\u00e4r i \u00e5r. Man skulle kunna tro att det \u00e4r mullvad vi har. H\u00f6gar med uppskyfflad jord i tr\u00e4dg\u00e5rd och p\u00e5 gr\u00e4smatta. Men mullvaden skall inte finnas h\u00e4r.\u00a0 S\u00e5 det m\u00e5ste allts\u00e5 vara vatttensork. R\u00e4tt vad det \u00e4r faller man v\u00e4l ned i ett h\u00e5l och kommer aldrig mer upp igen. Japp. S\u00e5dant \u00e4r livet p\u00e5 en pinne. Sp\u00e4nnande ocks\u00e5 till vardags.<\/p>\n

Mitt jobbande i den v\u00e4rld d\u00e4r man jobbar p\u00e5 riktigt inneb\u00e4r allts\u00e5 att jag g\u00f6r det mesta med v\u00e4nster arm. Om ni f\u00f6rs\u00f6kt spetta bort n\u00e5got med bara v\u00e4ster arm s\u00e5 fattar ni ungef\u00e4r vilken niv\u00e5 det handlar om. Jag \u00e4r allts\u00e5 r\u00e4tt v\u00e4rdel\u00f6s som arbetande person. B\u00e4ttre p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsasarbete. Definitivt. Kan s\u00e5klart inte l\u00e5ta bli att hj\u00e4lpa till lite med h\u00f6ger arm ocks\u00e5 vilket inneb\u00e4r v\u00e4rk s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 l\u00f6jligt och f\u00f6rnedrande s\u00e5 jag blir f\u00f6rbannat. Japp, jag blir f\u00f6rbannad av att inte klara s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r saker som var standardgrejer f\u00f6rut. Jag har aldrig varit r\u00e4dd f\u00f6r att ta i. Ja och s\u00e5 kan man helt pl\u00f6tsligt inte.\u00a0 Skit \u00e4r vad det \u00e4r. Men kanske r\u00f6r jag mig i den d\u00e4r k\u00f6n. Nittio dagar har passerats, v\u00e5rdgarantin, men \u00e5 andra sidan har jag g\u00e5tt tio \u00e5r s\u00e5h\u00e4r nu s\u00e5 n\u00e5gon omedelbar br\u00e5dska \u00e4r det inte. Jag kan fatta att det finns andra som beh\u00f6ver \u00e5tg\u00e4rdas f\u00f6re mig. Men gn\u00e4ller f\u00f6r att jag k\u00e4nner mig lite hj\u00e4lpl\u00f6s och v\u00e4rdel\u00f6s i vardagen. Blir irriterad med stort “I”.<\/p>\n

Kortvecka f\u00f6r\u00f6ver. F\u00f6r mig kanske inte helt bra. Beh\u00f6ver l\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5\u00e5nga veckor. Men jag accepterar s\u00e5klart det d\u00e4r lediga sen n\u00e4r det d\u00e5 verkligen intr\u00e4ffar. S\u00e5 om torsdagen bjuder p\u00e5 fint v\u00e4der s\u00e5 skall vi v\u00e4l kunna hitta p\u00e5 n\u00e5gon uteaktivitet. Besk\u00e4ra tr\u00e4d kanske. Spr\u00e4cka stubbe. Spika l\u00e5dor. Eller dylikt. K jobbar jag handr\u00e4cker.<\/p>\n

Nu skall jag ge mig in i \u00c5kes v\u00e4rld. D\u00e4r \u00e4r jag en av dem som \u00e4r \u00e4lskad och vacker. Alltid n\u00e5got liksom.<\/p>\n

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Vackert. Sommarv\u00e4der. F\u00e5gels\u00e5ng. V\u00e4xtlighet som drar ig\u00e5ng. Ja och s\u00e5 sn\u00f6h\u00f6gar som ligger kvar som strandade d\u00f6ende valar mitt i alltsammans.\u00a0 Men varmt. Vi v\u00e4rms upp n\u00e5gonstans d\u00e4r till strax under tjugo idag. Men vindarna, de som letar sig runt sn\u00f6h\u00f6garna och drar fram \u00f6ver isarna som ligger kvar, kyler ner. 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