{"id":28095,"date":"2018-04-24T09:02:54","date_gmt":"2018-04-24T08:02:54","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28095"},"modified":"2018-04-24T09:02:54","modified_gmt":"2018-04-24T08:02:54","slug":"kompisvaldet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28095","title":{"rendered":"Kompisv\u00e4ldet"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Idag s\u00e5…<\/p>\n

ja tisdag, en stor tugga har tagits av veckan. Jag skall till G\u00e4vle imorgon. Tid som g\u00e5r bort. F\u00f6rloras. Men. jag f\u00e5r se m\u00e4nniskor. \u00c4lskar att studera m\u00e4nniskor. Man undrar ibland varf\u00f6r jag valde programmerarens yrke. Just i det avseendet i alla fall.<\/p>\n

Avicii tillh\u00f6r ocks\u00e5 den d\u00e4r klicken av de som k\u00e4nner varandra i musiksmeten redan innan hans l\u00e5tar er\u00f6vrar v\u00e4rlden. En liten v\u00e4rld av kontakter som lyfter varandra. Lite franskt hov innan revolutionen, den k\u00e4nda franska,\u00a0 \u00f6ver det hela. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l lika med allt. Synd hur som helst, en ung man som borde f\u00e5tt leva ett fullt liv \u00e4r borta. Som hade saker att ge. Ja har inte alla det? Dokument\u00e4ren om honom \u00e4r definitivt sev\u00e4rd.<\/p>\n

Tjugosju grader n\u00e4r jag kommer ner till kontoret. Kallt, regn och sn\u00f6v\u00e4der ig\u00e5r s\u00e5 jag shuntar upp innan jag g\u00e5r och l\u00e4gger mig. \u00d6verdrev antagligen. Ja eller \u00f6verdrev helt s\u00e4kert. Har l\u00e4tt f\u00f6r det s\u00e5klart. \u00c4r ju s\u00e5dan.<\/p>\n

Amerikaner utesluter Kinesiska leverant\u00f6rer pga av misst\u00e4nkt spioneri genom (spion)firmware och annat. Jag antar att man l\u00e4ttast kommer fram till ett s\u00e5dant beslut om man sj\u00e4lv till\u00e4mpat metoden. Kanske.<\/p>\n

Men vad vet jag?<\/p>\n

Jag vet \u00e5tminstone att v\u00e4rlden inte \u00e4r svart och vit. Att alla ryssar inte \u00e4r onda, att alla Amerikaner inte \u00e4r goda. att vi oftast \u00e4r ganska lika allesammans. Har samma dr\u00f6mmar och m\u00e5l. Man beh\u00f6ver bara tr\u00e4ffas och prata med varandra f\u00f6r att f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det. Afrikan, Svensk och Eskim\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Men som sagt, vem bryr sig om vad jag tror mig veta.<\/p>\n

Fast det var s\u00e5klart l\u00e4nge sedan man var ledsen \u00f6ver en s\u00e5dan sak. Kompisv\u00e4ldet \u00e4r kanske sv\u00e5rare att ta till sig dock. Att acceptera. De s\u00e4nker s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga och h\u00f6jer s\u00e5 f\u00e5. Jag har sett s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga unga ge upp trotts enorm talang och lovande framtidsutsikter.<\/p>\n

Allts\u00e5, webseminarier, man kunde h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 med s\u00e5dana p\u00e5 heltid. Det bara dr\u00f6sar in inbjudningar. Deltar i n\u00e5gra stycken, men oftast \u00e4r de r\u00e4tt bortkastad tid att vara med. Ja i 19\/20 fall skulle jag gissa. Men det rasar ju in skit i alla annan form ocks\u00e5, hur mycket som helst. De mesta inneh\u00e5ller bara luft. Det \u00e4r s\u00e4llan numera som nyhetsbreven kommer med nyheter.<\/p>\n

Lite sugen p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r dagarna p\u00e5 Google i oktober \u00e4r jag \u00e4nd\u00e5. Men vafan, pitcha… inte ett dugg sugen p\u00e5 det. S\u00e5 det blir nog inget. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 d\u00e5ligt i Los heller. ha ha<\/p>\n

Aprop\u00e5 det s\u00e5 l\u00e4ste jag en unders\u00f6kning som kom fram till att snygga m\u00e4nniskor ofta tillskrivs en massa egenskaper som att man kan mycket, intelligens, \u00e4r kapabel, kan litas p\u00e5, och annat positivt. Jaha, \u00e4nnu en anledning att medelst video pitcha till Google. Det omv\u00e4nda l\u00e4r v\u00e4l ocks\u00e5 g\u00e4lla d\u00e5 \u00e4ven om det var outsagt i unders\u00f6kningen.<\/p>\n

\u00c4r man snygg och kompis med r\u00e4tt g\u00e4ng (ja f\u00f6ds in i r\u00e4tt milj\u00f6) s\u00e5 \u00e4r allts\u00e5 ens lycka gjord.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6r oss andra b\u00e4r den h\u00e4r texten<\/a> p\u00e5 sanningen.<\/p>\n

Sen har vi notch d\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Liksom.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r gott att leva. I slut\u00e4nden \u00e4r v\u00e4l det \u00e4nd\u00e5 det, den k\u00e4nslan som r\u00e4knas.<\/p>\n

Liksom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Idag s\u00e5… ja tisdag, en stor tugga har tagits av veckan. Jag skall till G\u00e4vle imorgon. Tid som g\u00e5r bort. F\u00f6rloras. Men. jag f\u00e5r se m\u00e4nniskor. \u00c4lskar att studera m\u00e4nniskor. Man undrar ibland varf\u00f6r jag valde programmerarens yrke. Just i det avseendet i alla fall. Avicii tillh\u00f6r ocks\u00e5 den d\u00e4r klicken av de som k\u00e4nner […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-28095","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":42715,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=42715","url_meta":{"origin":28095,"position":0},"title":"Sorgen och jag","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2022-09-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Serkan G\u00f6ktay on Pexels.com Jag m\u00f6ter Sorgen ibland n\u00e4r jag \u00e4r ute och g\u00e5r p\u00e5 en av mina morgonpromenader (t\u00f6rg\u00e5r). 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