{"id":27723,"date":"2018-03-25T21:52:21","date_gmt":"2018-03-25T20:52:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27723"},"modified":"2018-03-25T21:52:21","modified_gmt":"2018-03-25T20:52:21","slug":"hoppas-kan-man-alltid","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27723","title":{"rendered":"Hoppas kan man alltid"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Klockan h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret s\u00e4ger 21:15. Den har fel s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r sommartid. Icke normaltid.\u00a0 Man skall t\u00e4nka 22:15. Borde v\u00e4l ha st\u00e4llt om den. Men den h\u00e4nger strax under taket. Det beh\u00f6vs stol f\u00f6r att ta ner. Jag orkar inte. Inte just nu. Kanske imorgon.<\/p>\n

Seg h\u00e4r. Det g\u00f6r ont \u00f6verallt. Det hostas. Det ojjas. Det \u00e4r mosigt. Ger sig allts\u00e5 inte det d\u00e4r som finns i kroppen. Vad det nu \u00e4r. Kanske bara gammeln. Ja d\u00e5 kan man ju fatta. Men man hoppas ju p\u00e5 influensa. Hoppas kan man alltid. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6rutom den d\u00e4r klockan finns det fler klockor h\u00e4r nere att st\u00e4lla om. De andra n\u00e5r jag utan stol. Men orkar inte lik f\u00f6rbannat. Det \u00e4r en sl\u00f6het som tagit mig i besittning. Troligen. Ocks\u00e5. Eller ox\u00e5. Eller n\u00e5got. Liksom.<\/p>\n

Tror jag skall g\u00e5 och l\u00e4gga mig. Trotts den tidiga timmen. Bra bok finnes. Det lockar. Inspiration f\u00f6r annat finnes inte. Tydligen.<\/p>\n

Har ni sett en vit blodkropp (leukocyt<\/b>) f\u00e5nga in en bakterie n\u00e5gon g\u00e5ng? Det \u00e4r h\u00e4ftigt. Vi har\u00a0 alla massor av dem. Vi \u00e4r alla kungar i egna kungariken. Flera kilo goda bakterier i tarmarna.\u00a0 Allt det d\u00e4r som vi har ansvar f\u00f6r och borde t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 n\u00e4r vi g\u00f6r v\u00e5ra val. Som d\u00f6r med oss. Men kanske vill “leva”.<\/p>\n

Bra att datorklockorna st\u00e4ller om sig sj\u00e4lva i alla fall. Det fanns en tid n\u00e4r man fick st\u00e4lla om dom ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Sju grader varmt ute idag. Nu \u00e4r det sju grader kallt. Ned\u00e5tg\u00e5ende. Kung bore fajtas \u00e4nnu. Som vanligt. Det \u00e4r inte \u00f6ver f\u00f6rr\u00e4n det sista slaget \u00e4r avgjort.<\/p>\n

Nope, jag ger mig. Hulken, trappen, s\u00e4ngen. K\u00e4nns dessutom som en macka skulle kunna g\u00e5 i. Fast man borde l\u00e5ta bli just den.<\/p>\n

F\u00f6rresten b\u00f6rjar det bli br\u00e5ttom om man vill ha sig en semla…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Klockan h\u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsaskontoret s\u00e4ger 21:15. Den har fel s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r sommartid. Icke normaltid.\u00a0 Man skall t\u00e4nka 22:15. Borde v\u00e4l ha st\u00e4llt om den. Men den h\u00e4nger strax under taket. Det beh\u00f6vs stol f\u00f6r att ta ner. Jag orkar inte. Inte just nu. Kanske imorgon. Seg h\u00e4r. Det g\u00f6r ont \u00f6verallt. Det hostas. 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