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Jag sover i princip en hel dag. Japp. Ser p\u00e5 film, tv, l\u00e4ser och sover. Borde b\u00e4ra in pellets, men skiter i det. Orkar inte. Beh\u00f6ver en vilodag. Passande nog blir det en s\u00f6ndag. Han\/hon\/det\/gud blir lycklig att jag h\u00f6rsammar order fr\u00e5n de sju himlarna eller var gudomar nu h\u00e5ller till.<\/p>\n
Fast nu sitter jag s\u00e5klart h\u00e4r igen. Efter \u00e5tta. Det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det suger. Man vill k\u00e4nna tyngden av en sten mellan sina h\u00e4nder. K\u00e4nslan av att ta en och l\u00e4gga den p\u00e5 en annan. Ja, eller \u00e5tminstone vill man svara p\u00e5 n\u00e5gra av dr\u00f6sen av mail som dimper ner i inkorgen. Fick jag en krona fr\u00e5n var och en som jag har svarat p\u00e5 en fr\u00e5ga fr\u00e5n sedan VSCP startade s\u00e5 skulle jag vara miljon\u00e4r. Det \u00e4r jag nu inte. Det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 det fungerar. Det flesta tar, \u00e4gnar ingen tanke \u00e5t att det \u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Men Edsbyn vinner bandyfinalen. Det \u00e4r bra. D\u00e5 \u00e4r jag Edsbybo igen. Det \u00e4r l\u00e4tt att vara med n\u00e4r det g\u00e5r bra. Sk\u00e4ms lite f\u00f6r att jag inte finns d\u00e4r n\u00e4r det g\u00e5r s\u00e4mre. Minns hur jag l\u00e4ngtade bort fr\u00e5n den inst\u00e4ngdhet som Edsbyn representerade, d\u00e5, p\u00e5 sjuttiotalet, n\u00e4r jag stack, lyfte flera meter. Nej, jag skulle aldrig kunna flytta tillbaks. Inte ens i framg\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n
Allt \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Skulle s\u00e4kert m\u00e5 bra av att dra h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n ocks\u00e5. Inskr\u00e4nkthet finnes i rej\u00e4la m\u00e4ngder h\u00e4r med. Men s\u00e5 trivs man ocks\u00e5. H\u00e4r finns bra m\u00e4nniskor. Fler bra \u00e4n d\u00e5liga. Folk man vet var man har. Ja de usla \u00e4r inte fler \u00e4n att man kan h\u00e5lla reda p\u00e5 dem heller. Det \u00e4r sk\u00f6nt det ocks\u00e5.Ov\u00e4nskap h\u00e4r uppe sitter dessutom i i n\u00e5gra generationer. Jesus och hans l\u00e4ror om f\u00f6rl\u00e5t har aldrig n\u00e5tt hit. Men f\u00f6r mig \u00e4r det framf\u00f6rallt markerna som h\u00e5ller mig kvar. De d\u00e4r inga m\u00e4nniskor finns. \u00c5ker man till en sj\u00f6 och det st\u00e5r en bil vid den eller det \u00e4r en b\u00e5t ute p\u00e5 den s\u00e5 anse man den upptagen och \u00e5ker till n\u00e4sta. Naturen upplever man b\u00e4st ensam. Utan f\u00f6r mycket prat och dissekerande av det man ser.<\/p>\n
Min \u00e4ldste son har alltid vurmat f\u00f6r krypteringen. Nu n\u00e4r Turkiet blockerar Protomail f\u00f6rst\u00e5r jag att han har r\u00e4tt. Det \u00e4r klart vi skall kryptera. Sen urminnes tider har brevhemligheten varit helig. Japp, till och med brottslingar har kunnat skicka brev till varandra, jod\u00e5 till och med med utf\u00f6rliga kartor och beskrivningar om hur brott skall utf\u00f6ras har funnits i s\u00e5dana brev, slutna, skyddade av brevhemligheten, det har varit olagligt att \u00f6ppna n\u00e5gon annans brev. Det \u00e4r klart det skall forts\u00e4tta att vara s\u00e5. Det d\u00e4r skall inte luckras upp. Vi har r\u00e4tt att ha hemligheter. Det \u00e4r v\u00e5r sj\u00e4lvklara r\u00e4tt. Beviset p\u00e5 att den r\u00e4tten delvis \u00e4r satt ur spel bevisas av att skurkl\u00e4nder som Turkiet st\u00e4nger ner tj\u00e4nster som Protomail och f\u00e4ngslar m\u00e4nniskor f\u00f6r sina \u00e5sikter. KRYPTERA!<\/p>\n
Fast nu skall jag forts\u00e4tta. Musik och kod. Gott liv!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jag sover i princip en hel dag. Japp. Ser p\u00e5 film, tv, l\u00e4ser och sover. Borde b\u00e4ra in pellets, men skiter i det. Orkar inte. Beh\u00f6ver en vilodag. Passande nog blir det en s\u00f6ndag. Han\/hon\/det\/gud blir lycklig att jag h\u00f6rsammar order fr\u00e5n de sju himlarna eller var gudomar nu h\u00e5ller till. 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