{"id":2749,"date":"2013-01-24T12:45:48","date_gmt":"2013-01-24T11:45:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=2749"},"modified":"2013-03-14T23:10:26","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T22:10:26","slug":"medelmattor-ar-vi-allihopa","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2749","title":{"rendered":"Medelm\u00e5ttor \u00e4r vi allihopa."},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=2188\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2188\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/12\/gris-stor1.jpg?resize=500%2C333\" alt=\"gris-stor\" width=\"500\" height=\"333\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2188\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Dom flesta inser v\u00e4l n\u00e5gonstans i 30-40 \u00e5rs \u00e5ldern att dom \u00e4r medelm\u00e5ttor som alla andra. F\u00f6r mig &#8211; tr\u00f6gheten sj\u00e4lv &#8211; har det tagit lite l\u00e4ngre tid. Jag ligger nog sis\u00e5d\u00e4r 15 \u00e5r efter min \u00e5lder utvecklingsm\u00e4ssigt. Beh\u00f6ver fundera lite mer innan jag fattar liksom. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst nu efter 55 som jag b\u00f6rjar inse att det inte blir mer \u00e4n en gammal o-cool gubbe av mig. Att jag f\u00e5r n\u00f6ja mig s\u00e5. Alla dom d\u00e4r dr\u00f6mmarna man haft har man gett upp en efter en och \u00e4nda tills nu ersatt med nya.<\/p>\n<p>Det finns en sorg i det d\u00e4r &#8220;ge upp&#8221; s\u00e5klart. Det k\u00e4nns. Men det finns f\u00f6rdelar med det ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r man v\u00e4l insett medelm\u00e5ttigheten. Jag kan tillverka musik utan att f\u00f6rv\u00e4nta mig n\u00e5got annat \u00e4n att njuta av skapelseprocessen. Jag kan skriva olika saker utan att f\u00f6rv\u00e4nta mig att bli uppt\u00e4ckt och v\u00e4rldsber\u00f6md. Jag kan utveckla h\u00e5rdvara och mjukvara utan att f\u00f6rv\u00e4nta mig att de skall bli ekonomiska succ\u00e9er. Gl\u00e4djen finns d\u00e4r i alla fall, m\u00e5ste finnas d\u00e4r,  och den kan ingen ta ifr\u00e5n en. Det har ju varit den som varit drivkraften \u00e4nd\u00e5 hela tiden. Skapargl\u00e4djen.   <\/p>\n<p>Alla tycker v\u00e4l innerst inne att det man sj\u00e4lv g\u00f6r \u00e4r stort. Det \u00e4r inget konstigt med det. Man m\u00e5ste nog ha den inst\u00e4llningen f\u00f6r att orka med processen. Ta min musik till exempel. Lyssnar man tusen g\u00e5nger p\u00e5 en l\u00e5t s\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte underligt att man kommer att gilla den tusen g\u00e5nger mer \u00e4n den som snabbt lyssnar p\u00e5 introt och sen kastar bort den. Samma sak med det man skriver. N\u00e4r man l\u00e4ser sina egna texter har man ju bilder i huvudet som det definitivt inte \u00e4r s\u00e4kert att man har lyckats f\u00f6rmedla vidare till en annan l\u00e4sare. Utvecklar man nya tekniker s\u00e5 beh\u00f6ver man ekonomiska muskler f\u00f6r att sprida dem. Det beh\u00f6vs stora m\u00e5tt tur och timing om man skall lyckas med vad man \u00e4n f\u00f6retar sig. Att k\u00e4nna r\u00e4tt personer hj\u00e4lper ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 n\u00e4r man har insett detta s\u00e5 sitter man d\u00e4r d\u00e5. Man kan v\u00e4lja att gr\u00e4va ner sig och deppa ihop eller faktiskt inse att man tycker att det \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r r\u00e4tt roligt att g\u00f6ra det d\u00e4r man \u00e4nd\u00e5 g\u00f6r. Sj\u00e4lv har jag best\u00e4mt mig f\u00f6r det senare. Jag har alltid varit lustdriven s\u00e5 det \u00e4r iof enkelt.  Jag har kanske inte folk i min omgivning som \u00e4r uppmuntrande. Det har jag aldrig haft. Men jag vet i alla fall hur jag vill ha saker och vad jag tycker \u00e4r viktigt och \u00e4r kul. \u00c4r inte det jag producerar det f\u00f6r andra s\u00e5 m\u00e5ste det helt enkelt vara s\u00e5 d\u00e5. Jag m\u00e5ste leva med det.<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 som medelm\u00e5tta sitter man d\u00e4r d\u00e5. En av alla andra. Men hemligheten \u00e4r att det egentligen \u00e4r vi och inte dom upplyfta som bygger v\u00e4rlden. S\u00e5 det s\u00e5! \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Dom flesta inser v\u00e4l n\u00e5gonstans i 30-40 \u00e5rs \u00e5ldern att dom \u00e4r medelm\u00e5ttor som alla andra. F\u00f6r mig &#8211; tr\u00f6gheten sj\u00e4lv &#8211; har det tagit lite l\u00e4ngre tid. Jag ligger nog sis\u00e5d\u00e4r 15 \u00e5r efter min \u00e5lder utvecklingsm\u00e4ssigt. Beh\u00f6ver fundera lite mer innan jag fattar liksom. Det \u00e4r f\u00f6rst nu efter 55 som jag b\u00f6rjar [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2749","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":1982,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=1982","url_meta":{"origin":2749,"position":0},"title":"Medelm\u00e5ttor","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2012-11-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Just idag en s\u00e5n d\u00e4r v\u00e4rdel\u00f6s dag. 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Jucka fram och tillbaks. Men kul \u00e4r det inte. Det fungerar inte. Stoppet i k\u00f6ksavloppet sitter d\u00e4r det sitter. T\u00e4nker att, p\u00e5 onsdag skall det resas. Kan k\u00f6pa grejer d\u00e5. 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