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Skickar iv\u00e4g lite pelargonsticklingar fr\u00e5n l\u00e5tsaskontoret till sticklingsbytardag. K\u00e4nns som att skicka ut sina egna barn ut i v\u00e4rlden, ja \u00e5tminstone som sina kattungar. Jag blir lite gr\u00e5tmild rent utav. Hmmm…<\/p>\n
Men iv\u00e4g skall dom. F\u00e5 nya hem f\u00f6rhoppningsvis. Hem d\u00e4r de blir ompysslade. Det f\u00f6ruts\u00e4tter jag. Bli stora vuxna pelargoner vad det lider. Beundrade av \u00e4gare och kanske av bes\u00f6kare och m\u00f6jligen en dag spridas som sticklingar till ocks\u00e5 andra.<\/p>\n
Jo jag gillar mina pelargoner. De andra blommorna med. Men pelargonerna \u00e4r mina favoriter. Alla i min familj gillar v\u00e4xter. Ungarna med.<\/p>\n
Jag \u00e4r allts\u00e5 inte bara ocool gubbe – utan lite tant ocks\u00e5. Hmmmm….<\/p>\n
Eller ganska mycket tant. In veritas…<\/p>\n
Pelargonerna som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r i f\u00f6nstren kan ha g\u00e5tt i sl\u00e4ktled efter sl\u00e4ktled sedan artonhundratalet. Det \u00e4r lite h\u00e4ftigt tycker jag. Vi har flera s\u00e5dana med l\u00e5nga historier. Man \u00f6nskar att de kunde ber\u00e4tta.\u00a0 Som mormors blommor. Vad pratade mormor med dom om n\u00e4r hon vattnade dom? Eller morsan. Eller Ingrid? Eller Lillys mamma?<\/p>\n
Annars bra h\u00e4r. Som oftast. Fast f\u00f6rkyld. Tror jag. Kan vara det allm\u00e4nna s\u00f6nderfallet ocks\u00e5. Men ingen Alvedon idag. Bara det. Ett gott tecken.<\/p>\n
Men post Vasaloppstid allts\u00e5. Otroligt. Att vi tog oss dit till slut.<\/p>\n
Ute sn\u00f6ar det. Ingen \u00e4r v\u00e4l n\u00e4mnv\u00e4rt f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad \u00f6ver det. Windowsburken \u00e4r \u00f6vergiven. Sorgligt. En hel h\u00f6g Kineser skickar inte l\u00e4ngre till Sverige. Vilket s\u00e5klart \u00e4r j\u00e4vligt.<\/p>\n
Ja, jag skall knappa p\u00e5 lite. Eller l\u00e4gga sten p\u00e5 sten. S\u00e5 som jag nu framlever mitt liv. Det g\u00e5r. Men l\u00e4ngtar ut till tystnaden l\u00e4ngs stigarna s\u00e5klart och i samma grad till de “tr\u00e4ngsliga” gatorna och sorlet. Yin\/yang. Man beh\u00f6ver b\u00e5da sidorna. Eller alla f\u00e4rger, alla gr\u00e5toner, perspektiven, upplevelserna. Bakom sk\u00e4rmen har man bara ett perspektiv. Det finns miljarder till. Synvinklar d\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden ter sig helt annorlunda fr\u00e5n \u00e4n den man just nu sitter och besk\u00e5dar den p\u00e5. Att veta det \u00e4r en bit p\u00e5 v\u00e4gen. Att leva den insikten tar en l\u00e4ngre och n\u00e4rmare en fullkomlighet som ingen kan n\u00e5 bara n\u00e4rma sig.<\/p>\n
Liksom…<\/p>\n
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