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Jod\u00e5. Det \u00e4r s\u00f6ndag. Ny vecka. Ny tag. Sten p\u00e5 sten. Det g\u00e5r liksom bra nu. Inne i en andra andning liksom. Jobbar p\u00e5. Bry mig inte s\u00e5 mycket. En release brukar annars s\u00e4nka mig n\u00e5gra dagar. Utmattningarnas utmattning. Kr\u00e4va av mig att jag skall kravla mig upp igen. Men den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen k\u00e4nns det inte s\u00e5. Konstigt. Men bra. Men gott. Supergott. Tack! Liksom.<\/p>\n
Helgen. Vilsam. Filmer. L\u00e4sa. Sova. Noll melodifestival. Bra liv. Jag \u00e4r fortfarande f\u00f6rv\u00e5nad att jag tycker det. Att jag verkligen gillar det d\u00e4r. Jag som aldrig sl\u00e4ppte projekten f\u00f6rut. Aldrig. F\u00f6rl\u00e5t barn. Jag m\u00e5ste ha varit en v\u00e4rdel\u00f6s far.<\/p>\n
Musik p\u00e5 nu. H\u00f6gt. Nickelback. Pumpar p\u00e5. Utan musik dog jag. P\u00e5 fl\u00e4cken. Sv\u00e5rare \u00e4n s\u00e5 \u00e4r det inte.<\/p>\n
Tittar man ut genom f\u00f6nstret idag s\u00e5 skriker allt inom en “iv\u00e4g till n\u00e4rmaste backe och kasta dig ut”. Det \u00e4r gnistrande vacker. Riktig vinter. Bl\u00e5 himmel. Tolv grader kallt. Sn\u00f6. Men inte lyssnar man inte. Man har det d\u00e4r n\u00e4ra sig hela tiden. Kan ge sig iv\u00e4g till en backe n\u00e4r man vill. Det \u00e4r som n\u00e4r man bodde i T\u00e4by. Konserterna haglade \u00f6ver en. Det fanns alltid en till att g\u00e5 p\u00e5. N\u00e4sta vecka. N\u00e4sta m\u00e5nad. S\u00e5 man gick aldrig. Nu trettio mil bort \u00e4r det l\u00e4ttare att best\u00e4lla de d\u00e4r biljetterna. Ja n\u00e4r man har r\u00e5d. Det var allts\u00e5 ett tag sedan. Men n\u00e4r man hade det.\u00a0 Antagligen hade det varit detsamma med skidbackarna. Eller inte. Vad vet man.<\/p>\n
Sugen p\u00e5 att g\u00f6ra musik igen. Men sover allts\u00e5 bort helgerna. Dessutom \u00e4r studion kall. J\u00e4vligt kall. Det \u00e4r liksom inte l\u00e4ge att hoppa in d\u00e4r hursomhelst. Tanken var nog att flytta in grejerna in hit till l\u00e5tsaskontoret men det har inte blivit av. Nu kan det lika bra v\u00e4nta tills det blir varmare. Det \u00e4r faktiskt inte s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat l\u00e5ngt kvar. Se d\u00e4r. Lite hopp. Hoppsan. Liksom.<\/p>\n
\u00c4hhh…\u00a0 nu tar vi tag i en sten. Det ligger flera h\u00e4r som skall l\u00e4ggas uppe p\u00e5 andra stenar. Liksom<\/strong>.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" Jod\u00e5. Det \u00e4r s\u00f6ndag. Ny vecka. Ny tag. Sten p\u00e5 sten. Det g\u00e5r liksom bra nu. Inne i en andra andning liksom. Jobbar p\u00e5. Bry mig inte s\u00e5 mycket. En release brukar annars s\u00e4nka mig n\u00e5gra dagar. Utmattningarnas utmattning. Kr\u00e4va av mig att jag skall kravla mig upp igen. Men den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen k\u00e4nns det […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-26948","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":27234,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27234","url_meta":{"origin":26948,"position":0},"title":"St\u00f6ld och en ny skiva","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-02-18","format":false,"excerpt":"Vore det inte en s\u00e5dan uppenbar st\u00f6ld s\u00e5 skulle jag stj\u00e4la The fool on the hill som namn p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r bloggen. 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Och \u00e4ven om jag inte \u00e4r det just idag (fast allt inom mig \u00e4r det) s\u00e5 g\u00e5r jag s\u00e5klart ner till l\u00e5tsaskontoret vid vanlig tid. De flesta f\u00f6retagare i landet g\u00f6r samma sak, jobbar. 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