N\u00e4r jag klev ut genom d\u00f6rrarna p\u00e5 h\u00f6gstadiet s\u00e5 b\u00f6rjade liksom livet. D\u00e4r fanns frihetsk\u00e4nslor som bubblade som champagne inom en. Det fanns jobb. Man kunde v\u00e4lja p\u00e5 det och skola. Ja till och med p\u00e5 en dr\u00f6m som rockstj\u00e4rna om man nu var h\u00e5gad p\u00e5 det. Alla v\u00e4gar var \u00f6ppna. Tidigt sjuttiotal. Det skulle bli b\u00e4ttre. Ja om inte istiden tidningarna skrev om slog till f\u00f6rst d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n
Jag var ingen i h\u00f6gstadiet. Inte en av de d\u00e4r som mobbades. Inte en av de d\u00e4r som var en av de tuffa. Inte en av de d\u00e4r som var en av de vackra. Jag var bara en av de d\u00e4r som blev \u00f6ver n\u00e4r lag skulle v\u00e4ljas p\u00e5 idrottslektioner. Som gick sj\u00e4lv eller i grupp och bara var en av alla de andra. Ingen i korridorerna. Medelm\u00e5tta p\u00e5 proven. Medelm\u00e5tta i det mesta.<\/p>\n
\u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r det just d\u00e4r som s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga “f\u00f6rsta g\u00e5ngen” intr\u00e4ffade. Ja och man blev v\u00e4l lite av den man \u00e4r just idag d\u00e4r och under de \u00e5ren. Man hade br\u00e5ttom att bli vuxen. Kunde inte v\u00e4nta. Alla andra var ju s\u00e5 mycket mer erfarna \u00e4n man sj\u00e4lv var. Ja, precis som de “erfarna” s\u00e5klart trodde om alla andra. Men det l\u00e4rde man sig ju sen. N\u00e4r det var f\u00f6r sent.<\/p>\n
Det var en \u00e5tertr\u00e4ff tjugo \u00e5r efter den d\u00e4r dagen jag gick ut genom d\u00f6rrarna. Det tog tio minuter, sen var alla grupperade i sina gamla roller. Aldrig mer en \u00e5tertr\u00e4ff, allt det d\u00e4r var ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 oviktigt.<\/p>\n
\u00c4nd\u00e5 kunde jag inte l\u00e5ta bli att t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 gamla l\u00e4rare d\u00e4r p\u00e5 h\u00f6gstadiet n\u00e4r det gick bra p\u00e5 tentor p\u00e5 universitetet m\u00e5nga \u00e5r senare. Att varje betyg d\u00e4r var en seger \u00f6ver det d\u00e4r gamla medelm\u00e5ttiga. S\u00e5, javisst, satte de sig v\u00e4l inom en de d\u00e4r \u00e5ren. Men v\u00e4rlden blev b\u00e4ttre och roligare efter att man g\u00e5tt ut genom de d\u00e4r d\u00f6rrarna precis som den blir n\u00e4r man g\u00e5r ut genom nya d\u00f6rrar idag.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
N\u00e4r jag klev ut genom d\u00f6rrarna p\u00e5 h\u00f6gstadiet s\u00e5 b\u00f6rjade liksom livet. D\u00e4r fanns frihetsk\u00e4nslor som bubblade som champagne inom en. Det fanns jobb. Man kunde v\u00e4lja p\u00e5 det och skola. Ja till och med p\u00e5 en dr\u00f6m som rockstj\u00e4rna om man nu var h\u00e5gad p\u00e5 det. Alla v\u00e4gar var \u00f6ppna. Tidigt sjuttiotal. 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