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Guldbaggegala ikv\u00e4ll. Men jag tittar inte. Ser bara int\u00e5get av svartkl\u00e4dda kvinnor som h\u00e5ller varandra i hand och g\u00f6r det p\u00e5 Twitter, inte p\u00e5 televisionen. Men m\u00e4ktigt. H\u00e5ret reser sig p\u00e5 armarna.\u00a0 En g\u00e5ng kunde det d\u00e4r blivit min v\u00e4g ocks\u00e5. Filmen allts\u00e5, men bakom kameran.\u00a0 Men musiken kom i v\u00e4gen. Den g\u00e5ngen. Det d\u00e4r som kommit i v\u00e4gen \u00e4r lite av ledmotivet i mitt liv. Jag v\u00e4ntar bara p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta passion. Hinner man med en till m\u00e5nne? En till rotuppryckande passion som liksom av en slump kommer i ens v\u00e4g och f\u00f6r\u00e4ndrar allt. Som g\u00f6r att man byter riktning.<\/p>\n
Men idag fiskar Sting efter en programmerare. Jag k\u00e4nner mig hedrad. Men det g\u00e5r s\u00e5klart inte. Hade det gjort det skulle jag nog tagit chansen. F\u00f6r att f\u00e5 s\u00e4tta ned en av tv\u00e5 tunga f\u00f6tter i Stockholm igen. Ja och dyka in i \u00f6verfinansierat sp\u00e4nnande projekt s\u00e5klart. T\u00e4nk vad h\u00e4rligt. Att f\u00e5 vr\u00e4ka p\u00e5. K\u00f6ra s\u00e5 det ryker.<\/p>\n
Men jag f\u00e5r tacka nej. M\u00f6jligen l\u00e4ste de slarvigt och s\u00e5g inte min \u00e5lder. Troligen n\u00e4stan. Det \u00e4r inte m\u00e5nga s\u00e5dana fr\u00e5gor som kommer min v\u00e4g idag. Upplyft av fr\u00e5gan hur som helst.<\/p>\n
Mats Qviberg f\u00f6ljer mig inte l\u00e4ngre p\u00e5 Twitter. Jag undrade iof varf\u00f6r han var d\u00e4r fr\u00e5n b\u00f6rjan. Misstog mig antagligen f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan. Nu blir jag \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite st\u00f6tt. “Kapitalistgubbe” liksom. Ja om jag \u00e4r ocool gubbe kan v\u00e4l han vara det.\u00a0 Fast han verkar ju vara r\u00e4tt skojig. Men har troligen inte samma socialistsympatier som jag har. Fast det \u00e4r ju sina motsatser man skall s\u00f6ka heter det ju. Ja, ja, f\u00f6r sent f\u00f6r det nu allts\u00e5. Men man har v\u00e4l en och annan kapitalistf\u00f6ljare kvar \u00e4nd\u00e5. Jojo. Tr\u00e4ffar jag kapitalistgubben en dag f\u00e5r jag fr\u00e5ga vad det d\u00e4r \u00e4r f\u00f6r s\u00e4tt.<\/p>\n
Men nu. L\u00e4sa och sen sova. Ja Hulken skall ha pellets ocks\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r arton minus d\u00e4r ute. J\u00c4VLIGT KALLT om du fr\u00e5gar mig. Men tack vare samme Hulk \u00e4r de allts\u00e5 inte kallt h\u00e4r inne.\u00c5tminstone det \u00e4r bra. J\u00e4ttebra. Liksom.<\/p>\n
Men nu godernatt p\u00e5 b\u00e5de fattiga och rika.<\/p>\n
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Guldbaggegala ikv\u00e4ll. Men jag tittar inte. Ser bara int\u00e5get av svartkl\u00e4dda kvinnor som h\u00e5ller varandra i hand och g\u00f6r det p\u00e5 Twitter, inte p\u00e5 televisionen. Men m\u00e4ktigt. H\u00e5ret reser sig p\u00e5 armarna.\u00a0 En g\u00e5ng kunde det d\u00e4r blivit min v\u00e4g ocks\u00e5. Filmen allts\u00e5, men bakom kameran.\u00a0 Men musiken kom i v\u00e4gen. Den g\u00e5ngen. 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