{"id":2679,"date":"2013-01-21T14:27:37","date_gmt":"2013-01-21T13:27:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=2679"},"modified":"2013-03-14T23:12:52","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T22:12:52","slug":"vit-vecka","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2679","title":{"rendered":"Vit vecka!"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00f6r ett uppeh\u00e5ll fr\u00e5n Facebook. Jag \u00e4r beroende och m\u00e5ste bevisa f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv fr\u00e5n tid till annan att jag faktiskt kan leva utan dom m\u00e4nniskor som finns d\u00e4r. Dom \u00e4r ju p\u00e5 riktigt s\u00e5klart men relationen \u00e4r liksom inte p\u00e5 riktigt. S\u00e5 jag tar en vit vecka ibland borta fr\u00e5n fejjan och g\u00f6r annat. Om sanningen skall fram s\u00e5 skulle jag inte vilja finnas d\u00e4r \u00f6ver huvud taget men nu \u00e4r min situation s\u00e5dan att i princip hela mitt sociala umg\u00e4nge finns d\u00e4r f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Patetiskt. Jag vet!<\/p>\n

N\u00e4r jag avst\u00e5r finns det n\u00e5gra m\u00e4nniskor som jag saknar d\u00e4r dock. Dom som man interagerar med. Dom som har n\u00e5got att s\u00e4ga och som g\u00f6r det bra. N\u00e5gra nya bekantskaper som \u00e4r mycket intressanta. S\u00e5dana som man k\u00e4nner att man nog ville utveckla. M\u00e4nniskor man skulle vilja l\u00e4ra k\u00e4nna b\u00e4ttre. Sen resten d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Skiten. F\u00f6r nog \u00e4r det mest skr\u00e4p d\u00e4r alltid. Men man skall s\u00e5klart vara sj\u00e4lvkritisk och inse att man bidrar till all den d\u00e4r skiten. Precis som jag g\u00f6r p\u00e5 den h\u00e4r bloggen. Men h\u00e4r blir det lite annorlunda \u00e4nd\u00e5. Man f\u00e5r liksom skylla sig sj\u00e4lv om man l\u00e4ser h\u00e4r. P\u00e5 fejjan r\u00e4cker det ju liksom att vara “v\u00e4n”.<\/p>\n

Men som sagt en vit vecka f\u00e5r det bli. Sen f\u00e5r vi se.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00f6r ett uppeh\u00e5ll fr\u00e5n Facebook. Jag \u00e4r beroende och m\u00e5ste bevisa f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv fr\u00e5n tid till annan att jag faktiskt kan leva utan dom m\u00e4nniskor som finns d\u00e4r. Dom \u00e4r ju p\u00e5 riktigt s\u00e5klart men relationen \u00e4r liksom inte p\u00e5 riktigt. S\u00e5 jag tar en vit vecka ibland borta fr\u00e5n fejjan och g\u00f6r annat. 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