{"id":2650,"date":"2013-01-17T20:35:43","date_gmt":"2013-01-17T19:35:43","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?p=2650"},"modified":"2013-03-14T23:15:14","modified_gmt":"2013-03-14T22:15:14","slug":"missbruk","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2650","title":{"rendered":"Missbruk"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"http:\/\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/?attachment_id=2651\" rel=\"attachment wp-att-2651\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.eurosource.se\/akhe\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/Semla.jpg?resize=388%2C283\" alt=\"Semla\" width=\"388\" height=\"283\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-2651\" \/><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Det skulle inte bli n\u00e5gon semla idag. Det var best\u00e4mt sedan tidigare. Skrivet i sten liksom. S\u00e5 jag gick in i aff\u00e4ren med tillf\u00f6rsikt. S\u00e5g inga semlor men d\u00e4remot nybakta bullar som luktade v\u00e4ldigt gott. Borts\u00e5g fr\u00e5n dem och fortsatte med mina ink\u00f6p. K\u00e4nde mig \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite hungrig. Lunchtid.  Br\u00f6t loss en banan. Sund o-cool gubbe fr\u00e5n Los liksom. Fortsatte handlandet och s\u00e5 stod dom d\u00e4r framf\u00f6r mig helt pl\u00f6tsligt. En disk med tv\u00e5 paket dubbelsemlor. Bakade i Stockholm. Nytt otestat bageri. Ett man borde prova. Alla dom lokala testade jag f\u00f6rra s\u00e4songen och s\u00e4songen f\u00f6re den. Flera g\u00e5nger.  Men jag skulle ju inte ha n\u00e5gra. Jag hade ju dessutom k\u00f6pt en banan.<\/p>\n<p>Det \u00e4r d\u00e5 det b\u00f6rjar i huvudet. Det \u00e4r precis som det sitter en liten dj\u00e4vul p\u00e5 axeln och hittar en massa f\u00f6rdelar med att k\u00f6pa dom d\u00e4r semlorna och snabbt tugga i sig dom. Argumenten *f\u00f6r* bara haglar \u00f6ver en. Inte ett enda argument emot finns att uppbringa. Till slut finns inga nackdelar alls utan bara f\u00f6rdelar kvar med att k\u00f6pa dom d\u00e4r goda, l\u00e4ckra ja rent av vackra semlorna. I det l\u00e4get \u00e4r man ju korkad om man inte k\u00f6per dom. S\u00e5 ner i kundvagnen \u00e5ker dom. Man har \u00e4n en g\u00e5ng f\u00f6rlorat. Vad\u00e5 sj\u00e4lvkontroll? Beteendet k\u00e4nner jag s\u00e5 v\u00e4l igen n\u00e4r jag r\u00f6kte och man f\u00f6rs\u00f6kte sluta. Missbrukarbeteende. Man \u00e4r i skiten!<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e5 semlorna kommer med och \u00e4ts upp mellan Ljusdal och F\u00e4rila. Gott. Sj\u00e4lvklart. Dom lokala \u00e4r iof b\u00e4ttre. Speciellt p\u00e5 Wilmars. Det lokala bageriet. D\u00e5ligt samvete efter\u00e5t? Ja, lite kanske.  Men inte v\u00e4rre \u00e4n att jag \u00f6verlever och \u00e4nd\u00e5 har lite sj\u00e4lvrespekt kvar. N\u00e4sta g\u00e5ng klarar jag det. Har ju h\u00e5llit mitt andra beroende st\u00e5ngen i s\u00e4kert en vecka. Har n\u00e4mligen samma beteende n\u00e4r det g\u00e4ller Vicks Bl\u00e5. Det \u00e4r en st\u00e4ndig kamp. Mitt beroende av semlor och Vicks bl\u00e5 \u00e4r tvivelsutan ett missbruk men ett missbruk som jag skall vinna mot en dag. Imorgon fixar jag det l\u00e4tt!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Det skulle inte bli n\u00e5gon semla idag. Det var best\u00e4mt sedan tidigare. Skrivet i sten liksom. S\u00e5 jag gick in i aff\u00e4ren med tillf\u00f6rsikt. S\u00e5g inga semlor men d\u00e4remot nybakta bullar som luktade v\u00e4ldigt gott. Borts\u00e5g fr\u00e5n dem och fortsatte med mina ink\u00f6p. K\u00e4nde mig \u00e4nd\u00e5 lite hungrig. Lunchtid. Br\u00f6t loss en banan. Sund o-cool [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2650","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":2569,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=2569","url_meta":{"origin":2650,"position":0},"title":"Jag t\u00e4nker &#8220;negerboll&#8221;","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2013-01-04","format":false,"excerpt":"N\u00e4r Astrid Lindgren blir rasist med sin \"negerkung\" s\u00e5 \u00e4r jag det ocks\u00e5. 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