Det \u00e4r vitt h\u00e4r idag. Inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r bl\u00e4ndande och gnistrande som n\u00e4r solen \u00e4r framme och belyser alltihop. Det bl\u00e4ndande kommer i Februari och Mars – nu \u00e4r det Januarivitt. Vitt av en sol filtrerad genom tjocka dunt\u00e4ckslika moln. V\u00e4rlden d\u00e4r ute, eller min v\u00e4rld snarare, har precis tagit sig ur en riktig k\u00f6ldkn\u00e4pp. Eller min v\u00e4rld f\u00f6rresten, min v\u00e4rld har n\u00e4stan slutat snurra. Flunsan har haft mig h\u00e5rt i sitt grepp n\u00e5gra dagar.<\/p>\n
Jag \u00e4r s\u00e4llan s\u00e5d\u00e4r sjuk s\u00e5 jag m\u00e5ste ta t\u00e4cket och l\u00e4gga mig p\u00e5 soffan och ojja mig. Men ibland h\u00e4nder det s\u00e5klart. Det d\u00e4r som Alvedon inte kan ta sig an. \u00c4r man inte d\u00f6dligt sjuk s\u00e5 kan det d\u00e4r vara lite mysigt ocks\u00e5. Ett g\u00e4ng bra b\u00f6cker, brasa, sjukkatter, te och fritt ligga d\u00e4r och tycka synd om sig sj\u00e4lv. Det kan liksom vara r\u00e4tt OK liksom. \u00c4r det inte det kan man ju alltid slumra till lite med j\u00e4mna mellanrum tills det blir det. V\u00e5ra katter gillar det h\u00e4r med sjuka personer mycket och gosar g\u00e4rna in sig b\u00e5de under och ovanf\u00f6r t\u00e4cket hos den person som f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet “lider”. Katter har ju annars en klar k\u00e4nsla fr\u00e4mst f\u00f6r sitt eget v\u00e4lbefinnande men just i det h\u00e4r fallet sammanfaller de tv\u00e5.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen finns det \u00e5terigen tecken p\u00e5 att jag och mina vita riddare ha g\u00e5tt segrande ur striden. Man skall hylla sitt immunf\u00f6rsvar d\u00e5 och d\u00e5 tycker jag. Livet haltar vidare.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Det \u00e4r vitt h\u00e4r idag. Inte s\u00e5d\u00e4r bl\u00e4ndande och gnistrande som n\u00e4r solen \u00e4r framme och belyser alltihop. Det bl\u00e4ndande kommer i Februari och Mars – nu \u00e4r det Januarivitt. Vitt av en sol filtrerad genom tjocka dunt\u00e4ckslika moln. V\u00e4rlden d\u00e4r ute, eller min v\u00e4rld snarare, har precis tagit sig ur en riktig k\u00f6ldkn\u00e4pp. Eller […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2630","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":11593,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=11593","url_meta":{"origin":2630,"position":0},"title":"Var \u00e4r den?","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-01-07","format":false,"excerpt":"Det beh\u00f6vs bara en kommentar p\u00e5 en artikel med DISQUS och s\u00e5 \u00e4r man aktiv facebookare igen. 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