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Jo lite storstadsbo \u00e4r det allt kvar i mig. Stockholmare. 08. Ja h\u00e4r i byn \u00e4r man ju det \u00e4nd\u00e5. Trotts trettio \u00e5r h\u00e4r nu. Jo jag har haft d\u00e4cken liggande i k\u00e4llaren ett tag. Borde v\u00e4l ha \u00e5kt iv\u00e4g till Lasse och bytt. Men inte kommit iv\u00e4g. Det finns annat att g\u00f6ra. Japp ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r l\u00e5tsasm\u00e4nniskor som jag. Men nu d\u00e5. Hela v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r full av sn\u00f6. Det finns inte mycket till val. I alla fall inte om man seri\u00f6st vill ut p\u00e5 v\u00e4garna. In med d\u00e4cken i bilen och iv\u00e4g. Lasse f\u00e5r fixa det d\u00e4r. F\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen i mitt liv f\u00e5r n\u00e5gon annan skifta dem ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Ja och f\u00f6rresten, tack gode gud f\u00f6r Lasse, byns bilmek. Hur skulle man g\u00f6ra om han inte fanns?\u00a0 Om det nu \u00e4r “Gud” man skall tacka? Som att tacka tomten. I min \u00e5lder… Men ett tack rakt ut i universum k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 “ET”.<\/p>\n
Det skottas h\u00e4r p\u00e5 morgonen. Det \u00e4r nu inte s\u00e5 mycket och egentligen \u00e4r v\u00e4l det d\u00e4r ganska sk\u00f6nt. Nu \u00e4r vintern h\u00e4r och man f\u00e5r ta det. Att skotta h\u00f6r till. Frysa med, har sv\u00e5rare f\u00f6r det. Men p\u00e5 det hela taget \u00e4r det \u00f6verlevnadsbart alltsammans.<\/p>\n
Det \u00e4r r\u00e4tt behagligt h\u00e4r i huset. Sex grader kallt ute, men allts\u00e5 varmt inne. OK att sitta h\u00e4r och fundera \u00f6ver livet d\u00e4rf\u00f6r. Man kan st\u00e5 ut. Ute f\u00e5glar vid en f\u00e5gelautomat. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r att hj\u00e4lpas \u00e5t. Men det kan vara k\u00e4mpigt att f\u00e5 till den d\u00e4r s\u00e4cken med f\u00e5gelfr\u00f6n ocks\u00e5. Men vi f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n
I USA f\u00f6rbereder sig alla f\u00f6r Torsdagen. Det skall resas, det skall handlas kalkon. Thanksgiving. En fin tradition. \u00c5tminstone om man plockar bort det rent religi\u00f6sa inslagen. Men att samlas. Tacka f\u00f6r det man har. Tacka f\u00f6r att man har varandra. Ja sen shoppa loss, dricka budwiser och se p\u00e5 fotboll. Konstigt nog k\u00e4nns det d\u00e4r s\u00e5 v\u00e4lbekant som om man sj\u00e4lv fira den d\u00e4r h\u00f6gtiden massor av g\u00e5nger. Men det har man ju inte gjort. Filmerna och b\u00f6ckerna sitter d\u00e4r i huvudet. Man har upplevt det d\u00e4r genom andras \u00f6gon. S\u00e5 n\u00e4ra man kommer. \u00c4nd\u00e5 finns et sl\u00e4kt d\u00e4r borta. En gren man k\u00e4nner. En som \u00e4r borttappad. Ella och Britta, systrarna som reste h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n bygden faktiskt, till en ny v\u00e4rld. De modigaste personer vi haft i min sl\u00e4kt skulle jag tro. Skulle man ha v\u00e5gat sj\u00e4lv. Som att resa till Mars idag. Jag hoppas de som nu fick leva sina liv d\u00e4r borta har en fin Thanksgiving helg.<\/p>\n
Men nu s\u00e5. Dags att ta tag i verkligheten. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att den \u00e4r v\u00e4rd det.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jo lite storstadsbo \u00e4r det allt kvar i mig. Stockholmare. 08. Ja h\u00e4r i byn \u00e4r man ju det \u00e4nd\u00e5. Trotts trettio \u00e5r h\u00e4r nu. Jo jag har haft d\u00e4cken liggande i k\u00e4llaren ett tag. Borde v\u00e4l ha \u00e5kt iv\u00e4g till Lasse och bytt. Men inte kommit iv\u00e4g. Det finns annat att g\u00f6ra. 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