{"id":25948,"date":"2017-11-14T11:39:26","date_gmt":"2017-11-14T10:39:26","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25948"},"modified":"2017-11-14T11:40:22","modified_gmt":"2017-11-14T10:40:22","slug":"25948","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25948","title":{"rendered":"Flytta?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-25949\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR-1024x768.jpg?resize=580%2C435\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"435\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?resize=1024%2C768&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?resize=300%2C225&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?resize=768%2C576&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?resize=400%2C300&amp;ssl=1 400w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080149610_HDR.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Jag tittar p\u00e5 v\u00e5rt gamla hus n\u00e4r jag har tagit mig upp f\u00f6r backarna efter promenaden och undrar om det \u00e4r h\u00e4r jag vill d\u00f6. Ja man kan allts\u00e5 v\u00e4nda p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. &#8220;\u00c4r det h\u00e4r man vill leva&#8221; ja och l\u00e4gga till &#8220;tills man d\u00f6r&#8221;. Men min utg\u00e5ngspunkt \u00e4r n\u00e4stan alltid d\u00f6den. D\u00e4rf\u00f6r att det \u00e4r dit och inte l\u00e4ngre. Det p\u00e5minner en om vikten av att leva helt enkelt.\u00a0 S\u00e5 d\u00e4rf\u00f6r min vinkling av fr\u00e5gest\u00e4llningen. Det \u00e4r inte bara ett st\u00e4ndigt n\u00e4rvarande Strindbergskt svartmod allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n<p>Hursomhelst \u00e4r det inte en l\u00e4tt att ge ett svar p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r fr\u00e5gan Jag har en hatk\u00e4rlek till den h\u00e4r bygden. Visst \u00e4lskar jag <a href=\"https:\/\/open.spotify.com\/track\/31HkQZI1LvvNulCcEWewOX\">H\u00e4lsingland.<\/a>\u00a0Folket, skogarna, sj\u00f6arna, \u00e5arna, b\u00e4ckarna och floderna och allt det andra. Men visst hatar jag tr\u00e5ngsyntheten mer \u00e4n allt annat, &#8220;<em>vi-vet-allt-om-v\u00e4rlden-fast-vi aldrig-bott-n\u00e5gon-annanstans-\u00e4n-i-den-h\u00e4r-byn<\/em>&#8220;-mentaliteten \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 sv\u00e5r att leva med, den som det finns gott om h\u00e4r, navelsk\u00e5dandet, tr\u00f6ttheten i att h\u00e4nga med i en f\u00f6r\u00e4nderlig v\u00e4rld ja och allt det d\u00e4r andra sm\u00e5stadst\u00e4nket \u00e4ter liksom p\u00e5 ens hj\u00e4rna h\u00e4r ute. Om man vill annat \u00e4n resa monument \u00f6ver det f\u00f6rg\u00e5ngna.<\/p>\n<p>Fast det \u00e4r klart. Det \u00e4r alltid enklast att f\u00e4rdas i den riktning man redan f\u00e4rdas. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4rf\u00f6r vi blivit kvar h\u00e4r i trettio \u00e5r. T\u00e4nka sig egentligen. Vem hade trott det n\u00e4r vi flyttade upp hit 1987 fr\u00e5n T\u00e4by.<\/p>\n<p>Men det finns bra saker h\u00e4r. S\u00e5klart g\u00f6r det det.\u00a0 Man kan lita p\u00e5 folk. De flesta i alla fall. De som man inte kan lita p\u00e5 \u00e4r inte fler \u00e4n att man utan f\u00f6rlust kan be dem dra \u00e5t pipsv\u00e4ngen. De \u00e4r dessutom l\u00e4tta att uppt\u00e4cka. Allt g\u00e5r runt h\u00e4r. Kommer tillbaks till slut. Sladdrar man och sviker f\u00f6rtroenden s\u00e5 vet snart alla om det.<\/p>\n<p>Men det b\u00e4sta med att bo h\u00e4r \u00e4r nog att man \u00e4r den man \u00e4r h\u00e4r. Jovisst m\u00e4ts man kanske av en viss avvaktande attityd initialt. Men inte avvisande. Definitivt inte. Men det finns en puckel att ta sig \u00f6ver innan man blir H\u00e4lsing p\u00e5 riktigt (ha fast man f\u00f6ddes som en ocks\u00e5). N\u00e4r man v\u00e4l \u00e4r den d\u00e4r puckeln s\u00e5 \u00e4r det ingen skillnad om man \u00e4r Mick Jagger, Bill Gates eller en s\u00e5dan som jag eller bygdens st\u00f6rtse skogs\u00e4gare. Du blir behandlad efter hur du behandlar andra. Inte efter vem du \u00e4r eller hur mycket pengar du har eller hur ofta du syns p\u00e5 tv. Sk\u00f6nt. Japp. Ursk\u00f6nt.<\/p>\n<p>Ja vi f\u00e5r v\u00e4l se helt enkelt. Kanske blir vi kvar. Kanske sl\u00e4nger vi in en t\u00e4ndsticka genom husets \u00f6ppna d\u00f6rr och drar. En sak \u00e4r i alla fall s\u00e4ker. Sig sj\u00e4lv flyr man aldrig ifr\u00e5n. S\u00e5 hitta hem d\u00e4r, inne i huvudet, \u00e4r det f\u00f6rsta man m\u00e5ste g\u00f6ra. Sen kanske man kan dra till Portugal eller Spanien eller till n\u00e5got annat varmt st\u00e4lle. Ja eller inte dra d\u00e5. Stanna h\u00e4r och frysa sig igenom fler vintrar.<\/p>\n<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-large wp-image-25950\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO-1024x360.jpg?resize=580%2C204\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"204\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?resize=1024%2C360&amp;ssl=1 1024w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?resize=300%2C105&amp;ssl=1 300w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?resize=768%2C270&amp;ssl=1 768w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?resize=500%2C176&amp;ssl=1 500w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?w=1920&amp;ssl=1 1920w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?w=1160&amp;ssl=1 1160w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/11\/IMG_20171114_080332144_HDR-PANO.jpg?w=1740&amp;ssl=1 1740w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 580px) 100vw, 580px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Jag tittar p\u00e5 v\u00e5rt gamla hus n\u00e4r jag har tagit mig upp f\u00f6r backarna efter promenaden och undrar om det \u00e4r h\u00e4r jag vill d\u00f6. Ja man kan allts\u00e5 v\u00e4nda p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. &#8220;\u00c4r det h\u00e4r man vill leva&#8221; ja och l\u00e4gga till &#8220;tills man d\u00f6r&#8221;. Men min utg\u00e5ngspunkt \u00e4r n\u00e4stan alltid d\u00f6den. 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