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Hudiksvall st\u00f6rre delen av dagen. Fin stad. Bra stadsk\u00e4nsla. K p\u00e5 r\u00f6ntgen, jag klipper mig, kort, kort, kort, lite \u00f6ver \u00f6ronen, jovisst, sen gofika, princesst\u00e5rtsbit och Cappuccino, lite dagen till \u00e4ra. Det f\u00e5r liksom r\u00e4cka s\u00e5.<\/p>\n
D\u00e4ck levereras. M\u00e4rkesd\u00e4ck. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det att ta i. Men vafan. De var \u00e4nd\u00e5 de billigaste alternativet. Annars hade jag nog\u00a0 inte brytt mig om “Goodyear” ett endaste dugg.<\/p>\n
Vi ang\u00f6r Bolln\u00e4s ocks\u00e5. \u00c4ntrar Max. Tar en hamburgare var f\u00f6r att \u00f6verleva till kv\u00e4llen. Kaffe och bakelse sm\u00e4lta vid det laget. Sen kyrkog\u00e5rd. Kamrater, f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar och sl\u00e4ktingar ligger d\u00e4r. De \u00e4r s\u00e5 oerh\u00f6rt m\u00e5nga. En l\u00e5ng-l\u00e5ng-l\u00e5ng-l\u00e5ng lista numera, en som bara v\u00e4xer. Vi st\u00e4ller dit tv\u00e5 elektriska ljus p\u00e5 Morsan och farsans grav men de f\u00e5r st\u00e5 d\u00e4r och lysa ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r alla man\/vi k\u00e4nt och tyckt om. De man inte gillade kan gott f\u00e5 en och annan foton de med. Man skall inte vara l\u00e5ngsint.<\/p>\n
Kallt d\u00e4r p\u00e5 Ovan\u00e5kers kyrkog\u00e5rd. Vindarna som drar \u00f6ver den gravplatsen n\u00e5r verkligen in till skelettet. Till och med \u00e4r det s\u00e5 en relativt varm h\u00f6stdag som idag. Vi rusar snabbt d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. In i bilen. P\u00e5 med full v\u00e4rme. Ut med alla andar. Hem\u00e5t. Edsbyn \u00e5ker jag bara f\u00f6rbi utan en enda reflektion fast \u00e4n den viktigaste tiden i mitt liv antagligen fanns d\u00e4r. Men vem minns mig d\u00e4r nu? J s\u00e5dana h\u00e4r dagar f\u00e5r man svaret p\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan retorisk fr\u00e5ga.<\/p>\n
Men nu hemma. Borta bra med hemma b\u00e4st. Det st\u00e4mmer ju det d\u00e4r. Nu l\u00e5tsasjobba. Inte till n\u00e5gon nytta men i alla fall till gl\u00e4dje. N\u00f6jd \u00e4r jag. De som m\u00e5ste kan f\u00e5 sl\u00e5ss om tron och kungakrona. Jag aspirerar inte p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n
M\u00f6jligen skall man ta sig en whisky ikv\u00e4ll, bara f\u00f6r att det finns liksom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Hudiksvall st\u00f6rre delen av dagen. Fin stad. Bra stadsk\u00e4nsla. K p\u00e5 r\u00f6ntgen, jag klipper mig, kort, kort, kort, lite \u00f6ver \u00f6ronen, jovisst, sen gofika, princesst\u00e5rtsbit och Cappuccino, lite dagen till \u00e4ra. Det f\u00e5r liksom r\u00e4cka s\u00e5. D\u00e4ck levereras. M\u00e4rkesd\u00e4ck. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det att ta i. Men vafan. De var \u00e4nd\u00e5 de billigaste alternativet. 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