{"id":25657,"date":"2017-10-19T08:04:44","date_gmt":"2017-10-19T07:04:44","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25657"},"modified":"2017-10-19T08:04:44","modified_gmt":"2017-10-19T07:04:44","slug":"veckorna-flyr","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25657","title":{"rendered":"Veckorna flyr."},"content":{"rendered":"

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Veckorna flyr. Det \u00e4r redan Torsdag. Jag \u00f6nskar det fortfarande var m\u00e5ndag. G\u00e4rna f\u00f6rmiddag. Mitt liv flyr med veckorna. Tiden som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4ts upp av hastigheten som dagarna springer iv\u00e4g med. Det finns s\u00e5 mycket att g\u00f6ra. Ja och jag vill s\u00e5 g\u00e4rna hinna med. Ja och jag vet det \u00e4r en ynnest att l\u00e4ngta till l\u00e5tsasarbetsuppgifterna varje dag. Att tycka att behovet av att sova \u00e4r synd eftersom tid g\u00e5r till spillo som kunde anv\u00e4ndas till annat.. Att det inte \u00e4r alla f\u00f6runnat alla att ha det s\u00e5. Kanske \u00e4r jag bara ett bortsk\u00e4mt barn?<\/p>\n

Minusgrader. Rutskrap. H\u00e5rdskrapat. K skall ner till bibliotek och skola. Solen som precis bara n\u00e5tt upp \u00f6ver tr\u00e4dtopparna bombarderar med fotoner mot immig ruta. Man ser noll. Men det g\u00e5r den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen ocks\u00e5. Tio kilometer i timmen.\u00a0 Det skall inte skadas n\u00e5gon endaste en.<\/p>\n

Men Grekland, en \u00f6, vore st\u00e4llet att sitta p\u00e5. Det kunde g\u00e4rna finnas fiber. Jo s\u00e5 skulle jag g\u00e4rna vilja tillbringa vintrarna. Men nu fram till ny\u00e5r g\u00e5r v\u00e4l bra. Hulken \u00e4r visserligen inte ig\u00e5ngk\u00f6rd \u00e4nnu. Det beh\u00f6vs n\u00e4mligen vinterd\u00e4ck. Skuldsanerande f\u00e5r planera, trixa och fixa f\u00f6r att klara livet. Ja d\u00e4r f\u00f6rresten 1503<\/a> dagar kvar. Dag dras fr\u00e5n dag. Det skall frysas fler dagar. Men antalet dagar att g\u00f6ra det p\u00e5 minskar.<\/p>\n

Ont i axel s\u00e5 jag kan gr\u00e5ta. Men jag skall inte klaga. Operationer inplanerade. Ja, jag skall inte oja mig och gn\u00e4lla om det d\u00e4r alls. Men nu… ja, gjort \u00e4r gjort. Man \u00e4r en gn\u00e4llspik. Slutar i alla fall med just det gn\u00e4llet h\u00e4r och nu. S\u00e5 gammal \u00e4r jag i alla fall inte att mina sjukdomar \u00e4ger mig.<\/p>\n

Solen har letat sig upp en bit till \u00f6ver tr\u00e4den och tittar in genom f\u00f6nstren h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Ja tittar \u00e4r milt uttryck. Str\u00e5lkastare. Ljuskanon. Det tar emot att dra igen persienner. Men sk\u00e4rmar viktiga i l\u00e5tsasarbete. Mot solen f\u00f6rsl\u00e5r de inte. Man f\u00e5r ge sig med de d\u00e4r persiennerna. Sucka och vrida. Japp, inser att det d\u00e4r borde vara ett problem i Grekland ocks\u00e5, d\u00e4r p\u00e5 \u00f6n, med havsv\u00e5gornas v\u00e4g in mot land som bakgrundsljud. Men det perfekta st\u00e4llet finns inte. Det \u00e4r bara annorlunda. Allt handlar om perspektiv.<\/p>\n

Jens (Nylander) plockar in en kvarts miljard till sitt Automile.\u00a0 Fixar kontor i Sundsvall. Vi har snackat mycket. Men l\u00e4nge sedan nu. Jag f\u00f6ljer hans Spotify lyssningar. Han ha ringen vidare musiksmak. M\u00f6jligen \u00e4r det jag som inte har det. Men han \u00e4r en r\u00e4tt rolig snubbe. Men fast i Jantementaliteten fast han inte vet sj\u00e4lv att det \u00e4r s\u00e5 alla g\u00e5nger. Men vad fan. Han \u00e4r ung. L\u00e4r sig.<\/p>\n

Att \u00e4ndra konfigurationsparametrar f\u00f6r webservern i VSCP tar en vecka. Problemen man f\u00e5r n\u00e4r saker v\u00e4xer. K\u00e4nns som det inte skulle ta en dag ens. Om man sitter d\u00e4r med ett icke holistiskt perspektiv. Men \u00e4ven om man skriver konstant, det handlar inte om s\u00e4rskilt mycket t\u00e4nk, s\u00e5 g\u00e5r det inte att f\u00e5 in tecken snabbare. Sen skall saker testats ocks\u00e5. D\u00e4r en vecka till.\u00a0 Eller tv\u00e5. Liv som \u00e4nd\u00e5 anv\u00e4nds f\u00f6r att g\u00f6ra verklighet av visionen. Det enda viktiga f\u00f6rutom k\u00e4rleken. Di Leva och jag…<\/p>\n

Men nu s\u00e5. Lets go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Veckorna flyr. Det \u00e4r redan Torsdag. Jag \u00f6nskar det fortfarande var m\u00e5ndag. G\u00e4rna f\u00f6rmiddag. Mitt liv flyr med veckorna. Tiden som \u00e5terst\u00e5r \u00e4ts upp av hastigheten som dagarna springer iv\u00e4g med. Det finns s\u00e5 mycket att g\u00f6ra. Ja och jag vill s\u00e5 g\u00e4rna hinna med. Ja och jag vet det \u00e4r en ynnest att l\u00e4ngta […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25657","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":31595,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=31595","url_meta":{"origin":25657,"position":0},"title":"V\u00e4rstingarna","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2019-03-01","format":false,"excerpt":"S\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som har gjort v\u00e4rre operationer, eller har anh\u00f6riga som har gjort det, \u00e4n vad jag har gjort, som jag har f\u00e5tt ber\u00e4ttat f\u00f6r mig av otaliga personer under de senaste veckorna, g\u00e5r inte att r\u00e4kna till. 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