{"id":25599,"date":"2017-10-12T08:35:19","date_gmt":"2017-10-12T07:35:19","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25599"},"modified":"2017-10-12T08:35:19","modified_gmt":"2017-10-12T07:35:19","slug":"ingenting","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25599","title":{"rendered":"Ingenting"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-25600\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2017\/10\/IMG_20131011_120422-MOTION.gif?resize=580%2C436\" alt=\"\" width=\"580\" height=\"436\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Ingen sn\u00f6. &#8220;INGEN sn\u00f6.&#8221; H\u00f6r ni hur jag ropar ut det i ren gl\u00e4dje. Jod\u00e5. Det regnar. Programmerarv\u00e4der. Men inte sn\u00f6. Risken fanns d\u00e4r. 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