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Man \u00e4r ut i v\u00e4rlden en tur. Ser riktiga m\u00e4nniskor. Jod\u00e5. Det h\u00e4nder inte s\u00e5 ofta. Men ibland s\u00e5. Som idag allts\u00e5. Jag f\u00e5r rent av fira tilldragelsen vid hemkomsten med ett glas apelsinsaft och n\u00e5gra kex. Det \u00e4r oftast den niv\u00e5n det handlar om h\u00e4r. Man skall liksom inte \u00f6verdriva. R\u00e4tt n\u00f6jd faktiskt. Speciellt med att ha f\u00e5tt sett annat \u00e4n Times Square och skog en dag.<\/p>\n
Men livet \u00e4r v\u00e4l som en n\u00e4ve kex och ett glas saft. Man dr\u00f6mmer om dyr whisky och Italienska bakverk men det blir \u00e4nd\u00e5 f\u00f6r det mesta just saft och torra l\u00e5gpriskex man f\u00e5r sig tilldelade. Ja och d\u00e5 har man tur. Det g\u00e4ller att f\u00f6rst\u00e5 det. Att vanlig vardag \u00e4r en vinstlott.<\/p>\n
Mer av min musik \u00e4r p\u00e5 v\u00e4g upp p\u00e5 Spotify och Itunes etc. Endera dan skall v\u00e4l det mesta vara d\u00e4r igen. Just det d\u00e4r gl\u00e4djer mig f\u00f6rbannat mycket. Saker som \u00e4r gjorda f\u00f6r att lyssnas p\u00e5 skall s\u00e5klart inte ligga undang\u00f6mda p\u00e5 en undanskymd del av en h\u00e5rddisks filstruktur. Ligga d\u00e4r i en ettorna och nollornas fj\u00e4ttrade tystnad. Nej musik skall spelas. Delas. H\u00f6ras. Sen f\u00f6rst\u00e5r jag s\u00e5klart att det d\u00e4r inte \u00e4r n\u00e5gon stor tilldragelse f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon annan att musik av \u00c5ke Hedman finns d\u00e4r. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e5klart OK det ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Man kan g\u00f6ra saker f\u00f6r att man vill g\u00f6ra dem eller man kan g\u00f6ra saker f\u00f6r att andra vill att man skall g\u00f6ra dem eller \u00e4nnu v\u00e4rre g\u00f6ra saker som man tror andra kommer att vilja ha och som man g\u00f6r f\u00f6r att de skall vilja ha dem.\u00a0 Man v\u00e4ljer sj\u00e4lv. Om man vill vara sann eller falsk. Inget val \u00e4r fel. Bara val. Ja och jag ville g\u00f6ra de d\u00e4r l\u00e5tarna. \u00c4lskade det.<\/p>\n
Fast nu, klockan n\u00e4rmar sig elva, det \u00e4r inte stor ide att dra ig\u00e5ng n\u00e5got.\u00a0 Boken som tagit mig in i s\u00f6mnen de senaste dygnen gav jag upp i g\u00e5r. Det h\u00e4nder s\u00e4llan, men ibland orkar jag inte med dem. H\u00e4r var det spr\u00e5ket som brast. Ja m\u00e4rker en kl\u00e5pare som jag att det g\u00f6r det, ja d\u00e5 brister det verkligen. En s\u00e4rskrivnings fascist skulle delas upp i atomer med en enorm sm\u00e4ll om hen fick boken i sin hand. Fast det \u00e4r en struntsak just h\u00e4r. Synd. Plotten \u00e4r bra. Men undanlagd allts\u00e5.\u00a0 Men \u00e4r man nu gift med en bibliotekarie s\u00e5 ligger det s\u00e5klart redan en ny bok och v\u00e4ntar d\u00e4r p\u00e5 nattduksbordet f\u00f6r kv\u00e4llens invaggande in i s\u00f6mnens rike.<\/p>\n
Japp, dags att ge upp. Imorgon \u00e4r en annan dag. Kanske.<\/p>\n
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