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Jod\u00e5, det levs h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen fortfarande. Skrivs g\u00f6rs det bara n\u00e4r det k\u00e4nns n\u00e5gorlunda skoj att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5. Ibland tar det en stund innan den k\u00e4nslan infinner sig. Andra g\u00e5nger \u00e4r den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan d\u00e4r redan i duschen. Idag nu innan jag ger upp f\u00f6r dan allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Varannan vecka g\u00f6r jag desperata f\u00f6rs\u00f6k att f\u00e5 n\u00e5got i soptunnan. Ja till soph\u00e4mtningen. F\u00f6rra g\u00e5ngen levererade vi en plastp\u00e5se. Den h\u00e4r g\u00e5ngen lyckades vi f\u00e5 till tv\u00e5.\u00a0 Vi \u00e4r helt enkelt inga stora sopproducenter. M\u00f6jligen g\u00e4ller det alla skuldsanerande. Men avgiften erl\u00e4gger vi s\u00e5klart solidariskt med alla andra.<\/p>\n
Men sten p\u00e5 sten idag. Det \u00e4r ju \u00e4nd\u00e5 s\u00e5 de flesta dagar ser ut. Man har s\u00e4llan s\u00e5d\u00e4r roligt som man hade f\u00f6rut n\u00e4r man kunde leka lite ibland. Fast somliga anser s\u00e4kert att jag leker hela tiden s\u00e5klart. Det och hur man ser p\u00e5 det beror givetvis p\u00e5 var man st\u00e5r. Olika perspektiv ger n\u00e4stan alltid olika slutsatser och “ett” \u00e4r v\u00e4l dessutom s\u00e4llan bara “ett”. Man vet ju det. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker l\u00e5ta bli att d\u00f6ma.\u00a0 Men kan s\u00e5klart inte l\u00e5ta bli att tycka. Men \u00e5tminstone med insikten om att man tycker fel ganska ofta.<\/p>\n
Times Square rullar fortfarande h\u00e4r. Men s\u00e5 mycket m\u00e4nniskor det finns… Alla med en historia och ett liv. Jag \u00e4lskar det. Ja och deras historier rullas upp i mitt huvud. Alltid. Det d\u00e4r \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 mitt n\u00f6je i tunnelbanevagnar och p\u00e5 bussar i Stockholm. Jag skulle kunna \u00e5ka i veckor och bara iaktta. Det \u00e4r som bra filmer. Nu New York allts\u00e5. Fungerar i brist p\u00e5 verkliga utflykter. Perfekt f\u00f6r att inte bli uttr\u00e5kad.\u00a0 Ungef\u00e4r som att ha ett f\u00f6nster ut mot en v\u00e4rld d\u00e4r m\u00e4nniskor r\u00f6r sig och inte bara ha skog och skog och skog som jag normalt har utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret. Nej d\u00e5, inget fel p\u00e5 skog. Den har sitt. Men ombyte f\u00f6rn\u00f6jer.<\/p>\n
Fast tittar man p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r bilderna fr\u00e5n Manhattan och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ker hitta ett tr\u00e4d eller en v\u00e4xt s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man titta f\u00f6rbannat noga.\u00a0 Det k\u00e4nns lite ot\u00e4ckt p\u00e5 n\u00e5got s\u00e4tt. H\u00e5rda ytor \u00f6verallt.\u00a0 Fast roligt st\u00e4lle \u00e5 andra sidan. Man fattar ju att det kan h\u00e4nda saker i en s\u00e5dan stor stad. Allt \u00e4r m\u00f6jligt liksom och de b\u00e4sta finns d\u00e4r. Nope, de g\u00f6r de inte i Los. Ja och jo d\u00e5. Jag \u00e4r medr\u00e4knad.<\/p>\n
Hamnade i ett reportage om Sevilla idag i en tidning. K och jag hamnade d\u00e4r av ren n\u00f6dv\u00e4ndighet. Den fyrfiliga v\u00e4gen gick helt enkelt rakt in i stan och det fanns inget s\u00e4tt att ta sig ur trafikstr\u00f6mmen. S\u00e5 p\u00e5 den bara. Vi var p\u00e5 v\u00e4g till Gibraltar i hyrbil fr\u00e5n Portugal men var nu allts\u00e5 d\u00e4r i stan. GPS’s tog oss n\u00e5gra varv genom exakt samma kvarter, horkvarter och sen f\u00f6rbi katedralen, tre v\u00e4ndor tror jag det blev innan vi tog oss ut igen. De bedagade kvinnorna trodde v\u00e4l vi var kunder d\u00e4r vid andra varvet. Tittade lite extra. K duckade. N\u00e5gonstans att parkera f\u00f6r att ta oss en titt p\u00e5 katedralen fann vi aldrig. S\u00e5 efter det tredje varvet drog vi vidare. En dag skall vi \u00e5ka dit igen. Fanns visst gott \u00f6l d\u00e4r enligt reportaget. Ja ch annat. Vackra gr\u00e4nder s\u00e5g vi gott om i alla fall.<\/p>\n
Fast nu s\u00e5. Min dag \u00e4r slut h\u00e4r. Har en dag imorgon ocks\u00e5. Man hoppas. Ocks\u00e5 den p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas s\u00e5klart. Allt \u00e4r p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsas.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jod\u00e5, det levs h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen fortfarande. Skrivs g\u00f6rs det bara n\u00e4r det k\u00e4nns n\u00e5gorlunda skoj att g\u00f6ra s\u00e5. Ibland tar det en stund innan den k\u00e4nslan infinner sig. Andra g\u00e5nger \u00e4r den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan d\u00e4r redan i duschen. Idag nu innan jag ger upp f\u00f6r dan allts\u00e5. 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