{"id":25389,"date":"2017-09-15T07:36:37","date_gmt":"2017-09-15T06:36:37","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25389"},"modified":"2017-09-15T07:36:37","modified_gmt":"2017-09-15T06:36:37","slug":"en-dag-till-snalla","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25389","title":{"rendered":"En dag till, sn\u00e4lla"},"content":{"rendered":"

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F\u00f6r mig har fredagen alltid den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan “\u00e5hhhhh om veckan \u00e4nd\u00e5 hade en dag til<\/em>l”, ja eller tv\u00e5 om man nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att \u00f6nska. Det finns saker att g\u00f6ra. Det finns saker som m\u00e5ste bli gjorda. Det finns ingen annan som g\u00f6r dom. Ja och det \u00e4r en ynnest att t\u00e4nka s\u00e5. Sj\u00e4lvklart \u00e4r det det. Jag \u00e4r bortsk\u00e4md eftersom jag t\u00e4nkt s\u00e5d\u00e4r st\u00f6rre delen av mitt liv. Jag vet det.<\/p>\n

Men fredagar \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 s\u00f6mnskuld. Jag l\u00e4gger mig f\u00f6r sent. Tar s\u00e4llan sovmorgon. Det blir f\u00f6r f\u00e5 s\u00f6mntimmar. P\u00e5 helgerna skall det d\u00e4r h\u00e4mtas igen. I gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa och i s\u00e4ng. Visst det g\u00e5r att k\u00f6ra n\u00e5gra veckor utan den d\u00e4r \u00e5terh\u00e4mtningen. Men det sl\u00e5r tillbaks till slut. Den d\u00e4r skulden skall betalas. Som alla skulder. F\u00f6r h\u00e4lsan finns ingen skuldsanering. Bara sammanbrottet. D\u00e4r har jag aldrig varit. Bara n\u00e4ra, s\u00e5 n\u00e4ra det nu g\u00e5r. Slak lina \u00f6ver helvetet.<\/p>\n

Jag s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r livefeeden fr\u00e5n Times Square. Den g\u00f6r mig inte mindre ensam p\u00e5 ett l\u00e5tsaskontor ute i skogen. Man kan aldrig k\u00e4nna sig mer ensam \u00e4n i en stor stad med massor av m\u00e4nniskor. Men det k\u00e4nns gott att ha den rullande. Det finns n\u00e5got annat att f\u00e4sta blicken p\u00e5. Det h\u00e4nder saker. Japp ocks\u00e5 nu en kvart \u00f6ver tv\u00e5 p\u00e5 natten. Andra tycker s\u00e4kert det d\u00e4r \u00e4r f\u00e5nigt. Ni som m\u00f6ter m\u00e4nniskor under dagarna kan ju inte f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Men man skall t\u00e4nka p\u00e5 att jag s\u00e4llan ser en enda person om dagarna. Jag h\u00f6ll n\u00e4stan p\u00e5 att skriva “levande person”. F\u00f6r defakto lever de ju de d\u00e4r personerna p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmen. Men “p\u00e5 sk\u00e4rmen”, jag bakom den och l\u00e5ngt borta, \u00e4r nyckelfraser \u00e4r. Fast det k\u00e4nns ju som om det \u00e4r mitt kontorsf\u00f6nster.<\/p>\n

En dag skall jag \u00e5ka dit. Ta K med mig. New York f\u00f6r mig \u00e4r bara n\u00e5gra timmars v\u00e4ntan p\u00e5 Kennedy. Ja och film och TV. Borde vara mer. D\u00e5 skall jag vinka till alla andra konstiga typer i andra delar av v\u00e4rlden som har den h\u00e4r feeden ig\u00e5ng. Moona kanske. S\u00e5 de s\u00e4tter kaffet i vr\u00e5ngstrupen. Men st\u00e5 en stund\u00a0 just d\u00e4r vid den d\u00e4r delen av Times Square som nu n\u00e4stan blivit mitt.<\/p>\n

Fast det \u00e4r l\u00e5ngt dit. Hur skulle man kunna \u00e5ka \u00f6ver Atlanten nu? Men det \u00e4r ingen br\u00e5dska s\u00e5klart. Dr\u00f6mmar fungerar n\u00e4r de “bara” \u00e4r dr\u00f6mmar ocks\u00e5. Farsan skulle till Island. Kom aldrig dit. Men man \u00e4r redan d\u00f6d n\u00e4r man har slut p\u00e5 dr\u00f6mmar. S\u00e5 man f\u00e5r h\u00e5lla dem vid liv och f\u00f6da nya.<\/p>\n

Men jag kan inte svamla bort en bra fredag s\u00e5h\u00e4r. Den kan anv\u00e4ndas b\u00e4ttre. Mycket b\u00e4ttre. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r inte anv\u00e4nda den s\u00e5 d\u00e5?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

F\u00f6r mig har fredagen alltid den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan “\u00e5hhhhh om veckan \u00e4nd\u00e5 hade en dag till”, ja eller tv\u00e5 om man nu \u00e4nd\u00e5 h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 att \u00f6nska. Det finns saker att g\u00f6ra. Det finns saker som m\u00e5ste bli gjorda. Det finns ingen annan som g\u00f6r dom. Ja och det \u00e4r en ynnest att t\u00e4nka s\u00e5. 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