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Klockan \u00e4r v\u00e4l halv sju sis\u00e5d\u00e4r. En ung svart man med en s\u00e4ck \u00f6ver axeln g\u00e5r l\u00e5ngsamt fram och s\u00e4tter sig p\u00e5 den svarta avsatsen p\u00e5 Times Square. Tr\u00f6tt, det syns tydligt, som om han gjort en l\u00e5ng resa hit. Han sitter d\u00e4r och ser bortkommen ut. Han h\u00f6r egentligen inte hemma h\u00e4r. Han har ingen v\u00e4ska med sig. Jag tror han har sina kl\u00e4der i s\u00e4cken. De \u00e4r inte m\u00e5nga. Sina finaste kl\u00e4der har han p\u00e5 sig.<\/p>\n
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Tv\u00e5 timmar senare sitter han fortfarande d\u00e4r. Viggar en cigarett av en ung tjej. Vankar ot\u00e5ligt fram och tillbaks n\u00e4r han suttit en stund. S\u00e4tter sig sen igen. En \u00e4ldre svart man g\u00e5r fram till honom och fr\u00e5gar n\u00e5got. Men det \u00e4r inte honom han v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5. De har inget gemensamt annat \u00e4n hudf\u00e4rg. Den andre mannen g\u00e5r vidare med snabba steg.<\/p>\n
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