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Det v\u00e4rsta som finns \u00e4r naturligtvis att lyssna p\u00e5 en gamling som pratar om sina sjukdomar. Ja och gamlingar \u00e4lskar att prata om sina sjukdomar. Eller hur? Omv\u00e4nt, g\u00f6r man det \u00e4r det liksom ett s\u00e4kert tecken p\u00e5 att man definitivt \u00e4r gammal. Mer vuxenpo\u00e4ng\/gammelpo\u00e4ng g\u00e5r det liksom inte att f\u00e5.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 h\u00e4r och nu \u00e4r det dags. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Det handlar om att om man sagt a s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man s\u00e4ga b ja och tro mig c kommer ocks\u00e5 vad det lider.<\/p>\n
Min ortoped\u00f6verl\u00e4kare ringer idag och ger status. Japp det v\u00e4xer bakterier p\u00e5 axelprotesen inne i benet. S\u00e5 det blir att “knacka loss” den gamla protesen, in med antibiotika i benet och i blodet och sen dit med en tillf\u00e4llig protes som skall sitta i tv\u00e5 m\u00e5nader och sen en st\u00f6rre operation with the latest greatest. Upp med alla muskler och senor igen och sen sy fast dom. Bra tycker s\u00e5klart jag. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4rt en chans. Kanske blir det b\u00e4ttre. Om inte kan det knappast bli allt f\u00f6r mycket s\u00e4mre. Ja om man \u00f6verlever operationer d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. I b\u00e5da fallen kan man f\u00e5 mindre ont. Och ont har den h\u00e4r sommaren gjort. J\u00e4vligt ont. Men vinters\u00e4song fungerar det inte med operation f\u00f6r mig. Det skall b\u00e4ra pellets. S\u00e5 jag ber om en icke under eldingss\u00e4songsoperation och det g\u00e5r bra. Maj kanske det blir. Bra. Att sen sommaren blir pajad m\u00e5 s\u00e5 vara.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 nu k\u00e4nns det allts\u00e5 som om man har ungef\u00e4r ett \u00e5r kvar och leva. Man f\u00e5r allts\u00e5 knappa p\u00e5. Kanske fixa en prostataoperation under tiden. S\u00e5 att man \u00e4r ny till n\u00e4sta h\u00f6st. Ja, eller d\u00f6d. T\u00e4nker man s\u00e5d\u00e4r fatalistiskt s\u00e5 g\u00e4ller det att knappa p\u00e5 allts\u00e5. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l som att flyga. F\u00f6r det mesta g\u00e5r det bra. Till och med f\u00f6r mig. Jag som lockar till mig trasiga bultar och maskiner som s\u00e4ckar samman var \u00e4n jag g\u00e5r. Man f\u00e5r helt enkelt lita p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r marginalerna. Ocks\u00e5 de sm\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Det \u00e4r allts\u00e5 som det \u00e4r. Som med allt annat.<\/p>\n
Dagen annars. Forkar kod f\u00f6r en webserver och fixar s\u00e5 den kompilerar i mitt projekt. Japp s\u00e5dant tar en dag. Vinst \u00e4r en MIT licens. Inte mycket mer. Men det blir bra till slut. Livet rullar p\u00e5 och jag med det. Fast nu f\u00e5r det r\u00e4cka f\u00f6r idag. Imorgon Ljusdal. T\u00e4nk s\u00e5 mycket av v\u00e4rlden man f\u00e5r se \u00e4nd\u00e5…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Det v\u00e4rsta som finns \u00e4r naturligtvis att lyssna p\u00e5 en gamling som pratar om sina sjukdomar. Ja och gamlingar \u00e4lskar att prata om sina sjukdomar. Eller hur? Omv\u00e4nt, g\u00f6r man det \u00e4r det liksom ett s\u00e4kert tecken p\u00e5 att man definitivt \u00e4r gammal. Mer vuxenpo\u00e4ng\/gammelpo\u00e4ng g\u00e5r det liksom inte att f\u00e5. 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