{"id":25040,"date":"2017-08-16T11:29:25","date_gmt":"2017-08-16T10:29:25","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25040"},"modified":"2017-08-16T11:29:25","modified_gmt":"2017-08-16T10:29:25","slug":"ata-elefanter","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=25040","title":{"rendered":"\u00c4ta elefanter"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Sitter h\u00e4r och fryser. Standard denna sommar. Skitsommar. Dr\u00f6mmer s\u00e5klart om dagar n\u00e4r det var riktig sommar. Ja inte h\u00e4r i Los d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. N\u00e4rmare kusten. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara att ge upp. Best\u00e4lla pellets och ge upp. Hoppas p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00f6verleva till n\u00e4sta f\u00f6rs\u00f6k. N\u00e4sta sommar. Hoppas d\u00e5 igen. Ett hopp som alltid svalnar n\u00e4r juli \u00f6verg\u00e5r i augusti. ALLTID!<\/p>\n

Allt det d\u00e4r kan s\u00e5klart vara p\u00e5verkat av att jag \u00c4R en fryslort. Varf\u00f6r bor jag h\u00e4r egentligen? Borde inte ett medelhavsland vara ett intelligentare val? Ja, jag bara fr\u00e5gar.<\/p>\n

Man kan flytta ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r att gn\u00e4lla.<\/p>\n

Konstatera att det \u00e4r s\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Faktiskt.<\/p>\n

Lyssnar p\u00e5 sommar. Det blir inte mer gjort. Orsaken \u00e4r den nedkortade musiken. Uppeh\u00e5llen mellan “pratarna”, musiken, \u00e4r de st\u00e4llen d\u00e5 jag kan g\u00f6ra saker. Som att programmera. \u00c4r de f\u00f6r korta s\u00e5 kommer jag aldrig in. D\u00e5 sitter jag d\u00e4r och bara lyssnar. Finns musiken d\u00e4r s\u00e5 kan jag lyssna p\u00e5 en “pratare” utan att f\u00f6rlora fokus. N\u00e4stan alltid i alla fall. \u00c5tminstone om de inte \u00e4r f\u00f6r l\u00e5nga. Men med nedkortad musik \u00e4r jag f\u00f6rlorad. Skit. Tycker det \u00e4r ynkligt att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Musiken s\u00e4ger v\u00e4ldigt mycket om personen som pratar och jag tycker r\u00e4ttighetsinnehavarna skulle vara mer tillm\u00f6tesg\u00e5ende h\u00e4r. De skulle definitivt tj\u00e4na p\u00e5 det. Hursomhelst ett lyssningsv\u00e4rt sommar. Man fattar lite, lite, lite om helvetet i att sitta fast i det bipol\u00e4ra. Det finn ingen enkel v\u00e4g ut. Man f\u00e5r leva med det man har p\u00e5 gott och ont.<\/p>\n

S\u00e4tter p\u00e5 element. FAN skall man beh\u00f6va det i augusti. Japp tydligen. Kaminen \u00e4r s\u00e5klart fortfarande inte installerad. Nope, pengarna r\u00e4cker inte f\u00f6r det i \u00e5r heller. Men det \u00e4r som det \u00e4r. Det finns i alla fall tv\u00e5 h\u00e5l i v\u00e4ggen. Ett smart s\u00e4tt att \u00f6verf\u00f6ra energi p\u00e5. T\u00e4nka sig egentligen.<\/p>\n

\u00c4r i ge upp mod. Projekt k\u00e4nns s\u00e5 stora. Elefanter. En kompis l\u00e4rde mig att “skall man \u00e4ta en elefant s\u00e5 f\u00e5r man ta en tugga i taget”. Det g\u00e5r liksom inte p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt. Ja om programmerare l\u00e4r man sig ju det d\u00e4r. D\u00e4r g\u00e5r det inte heller p\u00e5 annat s\u00e4tt. Samma i ett elektronikprojekt. Eller i livet. Man f\u00e5r ta en bit i taget. Men ibland innan man b\u00f6rjar \u00e4ta, ser det d\u00e4r stora sv\u00e5ra framf\u00f6r sig, d\u00e5 k\u00e4nns allt \u00f6verm\u00e4ktigt. Men vet inte om man orkar ta den d\u00e4r f\u00f6rsta tuggan. Det \u00e4r d\u00e5, i de d\u00e4r stunderna, man skall ha m\u00e4nniskor omkring sig som uppmuntrar. Har man inte det f\u00e5r man f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00e4nd\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r just nu med besticken i h\u00e4nderna allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Hursomhelst s\u00e5 \u00e4r det lunch nu. Ja i alla fall alldeles strax. K \u00e4r ledig idag s\u00e5 att man slipper sl\u00e4nga i sig n\u00e5got helt ensam. Att \u00e4ta ensam \u00e4r ingen h\u00f6jdare faktiskt. Men de flesta luncher se s\u00e5klart ut s\u00e5 h\u00e4r. D\u00e5 skyfflar man in en best\u00e4md m\u00e4ngd. Fyller diskmaskinen och g\u00e5r ner f\u00f6r trapporna igen. Mer med det \u00e4r det inte.\u00a0 Man borde njuta ist\u00e4llet s\u00e5klart. Brukar det n\u00e4r jag kan ta en filtallrik med mig ut under lunchen och sitta d\u00e4r en stund.\u00a0 Men hittills i \u00e5r inte mycket av den varan s\u00e5dant allts\u00e5. Kanske hade fungerat med vinterjacka p\u00e5 iof. Men den utstyrseln f\u00f6rtar m\u00f6jligen en del av k\u00e4nslan<\/p>\n

Skitsommar!<\/strong><\/p>\n

Har jag sagt det f\u00f6rut?<\/p>\n

Fast b\u00e4ttre tid \u00e4n vinter \u00e4r det ju s\u00e5klart. Oavsett.<\/p>\n

Man f\u00e5r h\u00e4nga upp sig p\u00e5 det positiva.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 att man flinar lite.<\/p>\n

Tack och lov att det g\u00e5r.<\/p>\n

Nu mat…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Sitter h\u00e4r och fryser. Standard denna sommar. Skitsommar. Dr\u00f6mmer s\u00e5klart om dagar n\u00e4r det var riktig sommar. Ja inte h\u00e4r i Los d\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. N\u00e4rmare kusten. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l bara att ge upp. Best\u00e4lla pellets och ge upp. Hoppas p\u00e5 n\u00e4sta \u00e5r. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka \u00f6verleva till n\u00e4sta f\u00f6rs\u00f6k. N\u00e4sta sommar. Hoppas d\u00e5 igen. 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