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Att leva med floden var att alltid uppleva den i olika skepnader. Fast vi kallade den s\u00e5klart bra “\u00e5n”, eller Voxnan om n\u00e5gon utsocknes fr\u00e5gade vad den hette. Men annars alltid bara \u00e5n, inget mer. Precis som om den inte betydde n\u00e5got. \u00c4nd\u00e5 fanns den d\u00e4r alltid. Folk hade drunknat i den, andra varit n\u00e4ra att g\u00f6ra det. Vi hade alla f\u00e5ngat fisk i den, badat i den, trott att n\u00e4cken bodde d\u00e4r i dess djupaste h\u00e5la tills vi genomsk\u00e5dade det d\u00e4r. P\u00e5 vintern gick v\u00e4gen \u00f6ver till skolan \u00f6ver den. P\u00e5 sommaren fick man g\u00e5 runt. f\u00f6rbi J\u00e4rvefelts, Ivarssons, l\u00e5nggatan, fruktaff\u00e4ren, sen mot skolan. De som var modiga, eller sena, gick \u00f6ver isen tidigt och sent om \u00e5ret. Blev man p\u00e5kommen d\u00e5 fick man anm\u00e4rkning. Kvarsittning. Samtal. Rapport. S\u00e4nkt betyg i uppf\u00f6rande. Ingen drunknade just d\u00e4r vid \u00f6verg\u00e5ngen \u00e5tminstone.<\/p>\n
Den d\u00e4r floden stannar alltid levande inom mig.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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