{"id":24759,"date":"2017-06-27T08:28:52","date_gmt":"2017-06-27T07:28:52","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24759"},"modified":"2017-06-27T08:28:52","modified_gmt":"2017-06-27T07:28:52","slug":"lon","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24759","title":{"rendered":"L\u00f6n"},"content":{"rendered":"

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L\u00f6ning, sen tar man sig an r\u00e4kningarna, sen \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 mycket l\u00f6ning kvar. Ja nu \u00e4r det ju inte min l\u00f6ning. Jag har ingen. Beh\u00f6ver inte gr\u00e4ma mig f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Lik f\u00f6rbaskat \u00e4r det en god k\u00e4nsla att kunna betala sina r\u00e4kningar. Det har inte alltid varit s\u00e5 n\u00e4mligen. Att g\u00e5 igenom dem och f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka avg\u00f6ra vilken som \u00e4r minst farlig att INTE betala just nu har varit lite av standard under m\u00e5nga \u00e5r. Vi fattihjon har det s\u00e5. Ja hade s\u00e5 f\u00f6rr \u00e5tminstone. Skuldsanering stabiliserar. Men det \u00e4r fortfarande miniminiv\u00e5er av liv vi talar om. Nu, 1617 dagar kvar till frihet<\/a>. Om det nu finns n\u00e5gon frihet. Inte ens Notch med alla sina pengar verkar ha funnit den.<\/p>\n

Under fem grader i natt. Skitsommar. Hittills. Kanske kommer det b\u00e4ttre v\u00e4der. F\u00f6rra \u00e5ret v\u00e4ntade jag p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r “b\u00e4ttre v\u00e4dret” fram till slutet p\u00e5 augusti d\u00e5 jag gav upp. Fast det fanns dagar, korn av sommar, att picka p\u00e5, d\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5 ett liv \u00e4r. Man lever p\u00e5 de d\u00e4r ljusa stunderna f\u00f6r att klara av det gr\u00e5 och hj\u00e4lpligt kunna klara de g\u00e5nger gr\u00e5tt \u00f6verg\u00e5r i svartaste svart.<\/p>\n

V\u00e4xterna verkar i alla fall inte bry sig ett skit om v\u00e4dret. De v\u00e4xer p\u00e5 som vanligt. Mindre k\u00e4nsliga \u00e4n undertecknad vad det verkar. Minsommarblomstertid. V\u00e4ltajmat och vackert i \u00e5r.<\/p>\n

Skriver Python f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Inte mitt spr\u00e5k. Men gillar hur som helst s\u00e5 v\u00e4rt att spendera tid p\u00e5. Men det blir m\u00e5nga flikar \u00f6ppna i webl\u00e4sarna. Lovar. Kan v\u00e4l inte s\u00e4ga att det \u00e4r mina b\u00e4sta tillf\u00e4llen i livet n\u00e4r jag vill g\u00f6ra saker men inte kan och m\u00e5ste l\u00e4ra mig. Jo. Sj\u00e4lva “l\u00e4ra mig” delen \u00e4r det som driver mig att h\u00e5lla p\u00e5 rent generellt. \u00c4lskar det. Men att inte kunna g\u00e5 fr\u00e5n vision till resultat som man med l\u00e4tthet g\u00e5r fr\u00e5n a-b n\u00e4r man \u00e4r p\u00e5 sin hemmabana (C\/C++) irriterar alltid. Det tar s\u00e5n tid. Men det finns ingen annan v\u00e4g att g\u00e5 s\u00e5klart. Man f\u00e5r stressa av. L\u00e5ta livet flyta p\u00e5.\u00a0 Hakuna Matat. Sten p\u00e5 sten.<\/p>\n

\u00c4ldste sonen med flickv\u00e4n \u00e4r hemma en kortis. Det r\u00f6r sig allts\u00e5 lite mer i huset. V\u00e5r folkskygga katter gillar inte det d\u00e4r med “ok\u00e4nda” m\u00e4nniskor i huset. Flyr ut. Men alltid roligt att ha barn hemma f\u00f6r oss f\u00f6r\u00e4ldrar s\u00e5klart. I dag ger de sig ner till l\u00e4rdomsstaden igen. Till sina liv. Som det skall vara.<\/p>\n

Hittar ett gammalt foto p\u00e5 farsan. T\u00e4nker att vi nog \u00e4r j\u00e4mngamla d\u00e4r. Men sen t\u00e4nker jag till. Han m\u00e5ste vara fyrtio\u00e5tta p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r bilden. K\u00e4nns overkligt p\u00e5 n\u00e5got vis. Men borta nu s\u00e5klart sen l\u00e4nge. Han blev bara sjuttio.<\/p>\n

Fast min dag skall b\u00f6rja nu. Jo fast den har redan gjort det s\u00e5klart. Men b\u00f6rja p\u00e5 riktigt. Ja det blir v\u00e4l en Python dag till med avbrott f\u00f6r skjuts av ungdomar till Ljusdal p\u00e5 eftermiddagen. Som synes h\u00e4nder det sp\u00e4nnande saker i mitt liv varje dag. ;-\/<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

L\u00f6ning, sen tar man sig an r\u00e4kningarna, sen \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 mycket l\u00f6ning kvar. Ja nu \u00e4r det ju inte min l\u00f6ning. Jag har ingen. Beh\u00f6ver inte gr\u00e4ma mig f\u00f6r det d\u00e4r. Lik f\u00f6rbaskat \u00e4r det en god k\u00e4nsla att kunna betala sina r\u00e4kningar. Det har inte alltid varit s\u00e5 n\u00e4mligen. Att g\u00e5 igenom […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24759","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36457,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36457","url_meta":{"origin":24759,"position":0},"title":"Gl\u00e4djen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-10-15","format":false,"excerpt":"Djup koncentration hela dan ig\u00e5r. 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