{"id":24700,"date":"2017-06-17T17:36:13","date_gmt":"2017-06-17T16:36:13","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24700"},"modified":"2017-06-17T17:36:13","modified_gmt":"2017-06-17T16:36:13","slug":"stor-haftig-och-fran","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24700","title":{"rendered":"Stor h\u00e4ftig och fr\u00e4n"},"content":{"rendered":"

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\u00c4ven en s\u00e5dan som jag som inte \u00e4r lika stor, h\u00e4ftig och fr\u00e4n som er andra s\u00e5 har ocks\u00e5 jag ibland bra dagar. N\u00e5ja, inte p\u00e5 s\u00e5 s\u00e4tt att jag h\u00e4mtar hem medaljer, ryggdunkningar och segrar som er andra, ja, eller ens fyller konton med kronor och dollar, men bra dagar lik f\u00f6rbannat. Som idag allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Jag klipper n\u00e4mligen gr\u00e4s varandes mitt i sommaren under en vanlig dag. Jo det m\u00e5 s\u00e5 vara att h\u00e4lften av min gr\u00e4sklippartid g\u00e5r \u00e5t till att f\u00e5 ig\u00e5ng gr\u00e4sklipparen och sen h\u00e5lla den ig\u00e5ng, det k\u00e4nns OK, jag kan leva med det, det \u00e4r nu min lott i livet att det \u00e4r s\u00e5. Men n\u00e4r jag st\u00e4nger av det d\u00e4r vr\u00e5lande vidundret d\u00e5 sjunger f\u00e5glarna f\u00f6r full hals, h\u00e4nf\u00f6rda, solen skiner,\u00e5tta minuter bortifr\u00e5n, ljusv\u00e4gen,\u00a0 en ljum bris svalkar min kind som en \u00e4lskandes mjuka hand. Det blir fika. Kaffe och en butterkaka. N\u00e5gra kex. Ute. Det \u00c4R sk\u00f6nt att leva. Det doftar syren och liljekonvalj. Svalorna svirrar, hackspetten tjippar, koltrasten sjunger h\u00e4nf\u00f6rande, l\u00f6vs\u00e5ngare underh\u00e5ller. Som magiskt socker i kaffekoppen \u00e4r det det d\u00e4r alltsammans. Man blir lite h\u00f6g d\u00e4r ute. Inte en enda drog inblandad. Ja m\u00f6jligen gr\u00e4sklipparens avgas\u00e5ngor.<\/p>\n

Problemet, det skall ju alltid s\u00f6kas s\u00e5dana i v\u00e5r tid,\u00a0 med s\u00e5dana som mig, \u00e4r antagligen att vi inte beh\u00f6ver mer \u00e4n en och annan s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r dag f\u00f6r att vara tillfreds med livet. En hj\u00e4rnskada kanske? Eller n\u00e5got \u00e4nnu v\u00e4rre? Ja, vad vet jag. En ocool gubbe p\u00e5 en kulle i Los vet inte s\u00e5 mycket. Anses inte veta s\u00e5 mycket. Finns n\u00e4stan inte.<\/p>\n

Men n\u00e4r jag nu packat ihop, g\u00e5r in f\u00f6r kv\u00e4llen, hamburgare skall det bli s\u00e4gs det, ja vegetariska, sojavarianter, ja d\u00e5 \u00e4r jag n\u00f6jd med min dag. Ja, jag kan faktiskt inte bli n\u00f6jdare med en endaste enda dag. \u00c5tminstone det m\u00e5ste v\u00e4l ses som lite bra i alla fall. Om nu inte stort och fr\u00e4nt och allt det d\u00e4r, s\u00e5 i alla fall gott f\u00f6r en ocool gubbe befinnande sig i den senare delen av sitt liv.<\/p>\n

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\u00c4ven en s\u00e5dan som jag som inte \u00e4r lika stor, h\u00e4ftig och fr\u00e4n som er andra s\u00e5 har ocks\u00e5 jag ibland bra dagar. N\u00e5ja, inte p\u00e5 s\u00e5 s\u00e4tt att jag h\u00e4mtar hem medaljer, ryggdunkningar och segrar som er andra, ja, eller ens fyller konton med kronor och dollar, men bra dagar lik f\u00f6rbannat. 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