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Det \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. det \u00e4r lugnt. Bloggen har n\u00e5gra bes\u00f6kare. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l allt. Alla andra r\u00e4knare st\u00e5r p\u00e5 noll. Det \u00e4r OK. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5dant livet \u00e4r i den h\u00e4r \u00e5ldern. Utifr\u00e5n sett. F\u00f6r inifr\u00e5n, allts\u00e5 fr\u00e5n min synvinkel, s\u00e5 tuffar det p\u00e5 precis som det skall. Men man m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart k\u00e4mpa p\u00e5 med det d\u00e4r hela tiden. Hur man v\u00e4rdes\u00e4tter livet. Skall po\u00e4ngen tilldelas utifr\u00e5n vad andra tycker eller utifr\u00e5n vad man sj\u00e4lv tycker. Jag vet hur jag sj\u00e4lv ser p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. Vad jag sj\u00e4lv v\u00e4rdes\u00e4tter. Jag l\u00e5ter uppn\u00e4sorna sl\u00e5ss i leken herren p\u00e5 t\u00e4ppan.<\/p>\n
Vi \u00e4r f\u00f6rkylda h\u00e4r i huset. Hela paketet fr\u00e5n halsont till hosta. Just halsont var det l\u00e4nge sedan jag hade. Oklar varf\u00f6r, f\u00f6rr hade man det varje \u00e5r under n\u00e5gon period, men nu allts\u00e5 s\u00e4llan. OK f\u00f6r mig.<\/p>\n
Melodifestival ikv\u00e4ll. Chips ink\u00f6pta. Men vi skiter nog i festivalen. Kollar n\u00e5gon film eller serie ist\u00e4llet. Vinnaren l\u00e4r man v\u00e4l f\u00e5 h\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n
Livet tuffar allts\u00e5 p\u00e5. Som det g\u00f6r. Ingen konstigt med det. Ja, jag k\u00e4nner mig r\u00e4tt n\u00f6jd dessutom. Faktiskt. Man anpassar sig till det som \u00e4r.<\/p>\n
Kvinnorna p\u00e5 barrikaderna skriker p\u00e5 G\u00f6ran Person som s\u00e4ger n\u00e5got om “snygga tjejer och starka killar…” som inte \u00e4r s\u00e5 f\u00f6rv\u00e5nande n\u00e4r det kommer ur munnen fr\u00e5n fr\u00e5n n\u00e5gon i hans generation, eller ens fr\u00e5n munnen ur n\u00e5gon i min generation, men som kanske inte heller \u00e4r v\u00e4rt att l\u00e4gga den energi och spaltmetrar som l\u00e4ngs p\u00e5 det. Kvinnor d\u00f6r f\u00f6r i helvete! Kvinnor har de l\u00e4gre l\u00f6n \u00e4n m\u00e4n f\u00f6r helvete! Kvinnor anv\u00e4nds som slavar f\u00f6r helvete! Se d\u00e4r tre f\u00f6rslag p\u00e5 fr\u00e5gor att ta tag i ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r en j\u00e4vla ickefr\u00e5ga.<\/p>\n
Mer uppr\u00f6rd \u00e4n s\u00e5 t\u00e4nker jag inte bli idag.<\/p>\n
Nehej d\u00e5. \u00c5terv\u00e4nder nog till soffan helt enkelt.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Det \u00e4r l\u00f6rdag. det \u00e4r lugnt. Bloggen har n\u00e5gra bes\u00f6kare. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l allt. Alla andra r\u00e4knare st\u00e5r p\u00e5 noll. Det \u00e4r OK. Det \u00e4r v\u00e4l s\u00e5dant livet \u00e4r i den h\u00e4r \u00e5ldern. Utifr\u00e5n sett. F\u00f6r inifr\u00e5n, allts\u00e5 fr\u00e5n min synvinkel, s\u00e5 tuffar det p\u00e5 precis som det skall. Men man m\u00e5ste s\u00e5klart k\u00e4mpa p\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24358","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":28059,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28059","url_meta":{"origin":24358,"position":0},"title":"Avtryck","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-04-19","format":false,"excerpt":"Beh\u00f6ver kattsand. 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N\u00e4r de inte ids g\u00e5 ut.\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180419_190451549-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180419_190451549-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180419_190451549-1024x576.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":27846,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27846","url_meta":{"origin":24358,"position":1},"title":"V\u00e4ntar","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-04-08","format":false,"excerpt":"Sitter h\u00e4r och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 att de sista sn\u00f6n skall fara av taket. P\u00e5 norrsidan allts\u00e5. S\u00f6dersidans sn\u00f6m\u00e4ngder har redan brakat av. Kaboooom. Rakt p\u00e5 plommontr\u00e4det. S\u00e5klart. Var skulle sn\u00f6n annars hamna? Liksom. Fast framsidan (norrsidan) kvar allts\u00e5. Den ligger envist kvar d\u00e4r trotts regn idag, Ja och jag vet\u2026","rel":"","context":"In "Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse"","block_context":{"text":"Betraktelser & Ber\u00e4ttelse","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?cat=24"},"img":{"alt_text":"","src":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200","width":350,"height":200,"srcset":"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=350%2C200 1x, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/wp-content\/uploads\/2018\/04\/IMG_20180405_152632935-1024x576.jpg?resize=525%2C300 1.5x"},"classes":[]},{"id":20738,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=20738","url_meta":{"origin":24358,"position":2},"title":"Jag skall bli s\u00e4lgkramare","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2016-06-20","format":false,"excerpt":"Morgon. Sommar. 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