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Jag \u00e4r glad att det \u00e4r fredag. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara. Inga konstigheter. L\u00e4ngtan efter en gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa och en film. H\u00f6gre \u00e4r inte mina dr\u00f6mmar f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. M\u00f6jligen skulle jag kunna t\u00e4nka mig tjugo grader och sol ute. Men vafan. Det kommer, det kommer…<\/p>\n
Jag s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 lite kaffe. Egentligen f\u00f6r tidigt och det \u00e4r det sista som finns i burken som g\u00e5r \u00e5t men vafan. Sugen p\u00e5 kaffe precis nu. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r v\u00e4nta. Gott smakar det. Konstigt nog. Jag b\u00f6rjade inte dricka kaffe f\u00f6rr\u00e4n jag b\u00f6rjade plugga igen. Allts\u00e5 n\u00e4r jag var tjugotv\u00e5 p\u00e5 det tjugotredje. Det tog ett tag att v\u00e4nja sig vid den d\u00e4r beska smaken. Sen satt man ju d\u00e4r. Kaffe och cigaretter en mass. Mycket av b\u00e5da har det blivit genom \u00e5ren. P\u00e5 tok f\u00f6r mycket. Men numera inga cigaretter. M\u00e5ttligt med kaffe. Att jag slutat r\u00f6ka gillar jag mycket. Det var en kamp. Men kaffet klarar jag inte att dricka inte i de m\u00e4ngder jag drack det f\u00f6rr l\u00e4ngre. Men det \u00e4r s\u00e4kert OK. Kunde man sen sluta med godis och “doppa”, ja och Vicks Bl\u00e5, s\u00e5 vore v\u00e4l allt precis som det skulle.<\/p>\n
Fast man m\u00e5ste unna sig ocks\u00e5.<\/p>\n
F\u00f6r varf\u00f6r skall man annars leva?<\/p>\n
Man f\u00e5r inte gl\u00f6mma att fr\u00e5ga sig det d\u00e4r ibland. “Lever jag verkligen?”<\/p>\n
Men fredag allts\u00e5. En bra dag.\u00a0 N\u00f6jd med det allts\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jag \u00e4r glad att det \u00e4r fredag. S\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara. Inga konstigheter. L\u00e4ngtan efter en gr\u00f6n IKEA-soffa och en film. H\u00f6gre \u00e4r inte mina dr\u00f6mmar f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. M\u00f6jligen skulle jag kunna t\u00e4nka mig tjugo grader och sol ute. Men vafan. Det kommer, det kommer… Jag s\u00e4tter p\u00e5 lite kaffe. 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