{"id":24196,"date":"2017-04-24T19:45:47","date_gmt":"2017-04-24T18:45:47","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24196"},"modified":"2017-04-24T19:45:47","modified_gmt":"2017-04-24T18:45:47","slug":"kameran-dubbelattan","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24196","title":{"rendered":"Kameran (dubbel\u00e5ttan)"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Jag s\u00e4ljer den gamla kameran. Den som betydde s\u00e5 mycket en g\u00e5ng i tiden. Den som filmade den d\u00e4r filmen om mobbing<\/a>, som gav den f\u00f6rsta radiointervjun, den som bar iv\u00e4g mig mot stillbildsfotografering, fotolabben och la grunden till ett tidigt intresse och en tidig eld och dr\u00f6mmen om en karri\u00e4r som fotograf. Ursprunget f\u00f6r den d\u00e4r kameran var Stockholm som vanligt, Fastrar, farbror. Jag vet inte.\u00a0 Men det som l\u00e5g utanf\u00f6r ramarna kom d\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. B\u00f6ckerna (Pojken och Delfinen bland annat). Fl\u00f6jten. Gitarren. Jag vet inte vad vi ens varit utan den d\u00e4r stadskopplingen. Vilka intryck vi f\u00e5tt. Det var livsviktigt.<\/p>\n

Den \u00e4r vacker att se p\u00e5. Schweizisk precisionsmekanik. Man skulle kunna ha den st\u00e5ende i hyllan som en p\u00e5minnelse fr\u00e5n f\u00f6rr. Ja s\u00e5 vacker \u00e4r den. Men jag \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 mycket f\u00f6r artefakterna som man h\u00e4nger p\u00e5 sig som tyngder och ankare tillbaks till en annan tid, en tid som varit. Jag minns det som \u00e4r v\u00e4rt att minnas. Jag minns det som inte \u00e4r v\u00e4rt att minnas ocks\u00e5. Men det r\u00e4cker med det d\u00e4r. Det mesta av v\u00e4rde i mitt liv \u00e4r \u00e4nd\u00e5 immateriellt.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 den f\u00e5r \u00e5ka iv\u00e4g till Motala. Jag gissar den g\u00e5r till en samlare. Eller kanske n\u00e5gon som spekulerar p\u00e5 just de h\u00e4r precisionsmaskinerna. Jod\u00e5, jag ser att betingar r\u00e4tt h\u00f6ga priser p\u00e5 den internationella marknaden. Har man tid, har an lust, vill man, kan man anv\u00e4nda sitt liv till att f\u00e5 ut s\u00e5 mycket kosing som det bara g\u00e5r f\u00f6r de artefakter man har liggandes. Men jag \u00e4r nu inte s\u00e5dan. I min samling v\u00e4ger ett slumpvist leende givet av en ok\u00e4nd just d\u00e4r den dan mer \u00e4n alla de d\u00e4r samlingsattiraljerna tillsammans.<\/p>\n

Men visst var den viktig den d\u00e4r kameran. Jag kan inte minas att jag brann f\u00f6r n\u00e5got innan jag fick den. Den f\u00f6rsta elden, lite som den f\u00f6rsta k\u00e4rleken allts\u00e5. Ja, och h\u00e5ll med om att den \u00e4r vacker.<\/p>\n

En dubbel\u00e5tta var det. Inte en super-8<\/a>. De kom senare. Dubbel\u00e5ttan filmades p\u00e5 16 mm film och rullen fick v\u00e4ndas. Sattes sedan ihop till en film. Kr\u00e5ngligt men smart.<\/p>\n

Men nu \u00e4r den allts\u00e5 historia. Ett minne. Ett fotografi. Det r\u00e4cker s\u00e5 gott. F\u00f6r jag har goda och starka minnen av min tid med en d\u00e4r svartkromade saken.<\/p>\n

Fram\u00e5t alltid fram\u00e5t. Andra f\u00e5r g\u00e5 bak\u00e5t alltid bak\u00e5t.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jag s\u00e4ljer den gamla kameran. Den som betydde s\u00e5 mycket en g\u00e5ng i tiden. Den som filmade den d\u00e4r filmen om mobbing, som gav den f\u00f6rsta radiointervjun, den som bar iv\u00e4g mig mot stillbildsfotografering, fotolabben och la grunden till ett tidigt intresse och en tidig eld och dr\u00f6mmen om en karri\u00e4r som fotograf. Ursprunget f\u00f6r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24196","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":27126,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=27126","url_meta":{"origin":24196,"position":0},"title":"Det \u00e4r gott","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-02-13","format":false,"excerpt":"Det \u00e4r gott. 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