{"id":24128,"date":"2017-04-13T22:26:42","date_gmt":"2017-04-13T21:26:42","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24128"},"modified":"2017-04-13T22:28:46","modified_gmt":"2017-04-13T21:28:46","slug":"paskmust-och-frihet","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24128","title":{"rendered":"P\u00e5skmust och frihet"},"content":{"rendered":"
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V\u00e4gen mot Nyby.<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n

Jod\u00e5, jag sitter h\u00e4r och jobbar. Har flytet. Men klockan har passerat elva med en hel del minuter och det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4rf\u00f6r dags ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig att inse att p\u00e5sk, japp, det \u00e4r det h\u00e4r och fr\u00e5n och med nu, ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Ge sig allts\u00e5. Ge sig med f\u00f6rhoppning att flytet kvarst\u00e5r p\u00e5 m\u00e5ndagkv\u00e4ll n\u00e4r man \u00e4r tillbaks h\u00e4r igen. Utvilad d\u00e5 f\u00f6rhoppningsvis utan att vara helt f\u00f6rsl\u00f6ad. Nu huvudv\u00e4rk. Ovan koncentrations\u00f6vningarna kanske. Det var n\u00e5gra veckor jag var inne i det d\u00e4r flytet med den intensitet som den tog tag i mig ikv\u00e4ll. H\u00e4rligt n\u00e4r det bara fl\u00f6dar p\u00e5. The force \u00e4r det ju liksom. D\u00e4r inne kan man \u00e5stadkomma vad som helst.<\/p>\n

Jod\u00e5, p\u00e5skmust har runnit nedf\u00f6r min hals. En del godis har tuggats p\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. Finns s\u00e5ledes inget att klaga p\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Den gamle “jag” skulle s\u00e5klart ha jobbat imorgon. Men nu har jag blivit en sl\u00f6are person. Sover nog ut imorgon ist\u00e4llet, intar soffan med bok efter frukost. Skitv\u00e4der skall det bli. Vad annat att g\u00f6ra liksom.<\/p>\n

Men nu ge sig allts\u00e5. Hulken skall f\u00e5 sig en s\u00e4ck eller tv\u00e5, jag skall stappla upp f\u00f6r trapporna och sen l\u00e4sa god bok tills jag somnar. N\u00e5got som torde intr\u00e4ffa ganska snart efter s\u00e4ngg\u00e5ende idag k\u00e4nns det som.\u00a0 Jag f\u00e5r \u00f6nska alla som l\u00e4ser den h\u00e4r av h\u00f6gre makter f\u00f6rbannade bloggen, en riktigt glad och sk\u00f6n p\u00e5sk. Skit i Jesus Gud och hela faderullan nu i helgen. Bry er om varandra. M\u00e5 lite gott. Skippa alla m\u00e5sten. Vi \u00e4r alla f\u00f6dda fria. Beh\u00f6ver inte s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 oss en enda boja.\u00a0 Njut av att\u00a0 just du \u00e4r en av de som faktiskt lever. Lever i ett fritt land.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Jod\u00e5, jag sitter h\u00e4r och jobbar. Har flytet. Men klockan har passerat elva med en hel del minuter och det \u00e4r v\u00e4l d\u00e4rf\u00f6r dags ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig att inse att p\u00e5sk, japp, det \u00e4r det h\u00e4r och fr\u00e5n och med nu, ocks\u00e5 f\u00f6r mig. Ge sig allts\u00e5. Ge sig med f\u00f6rhoppning att flytet kvarst\u00e5r p\u00e5 […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-24128","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":28234,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=28234","url_meta":{"origin":24128,"position":0},"title":"Bl\u00e5tt","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2018-05-03","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag \u00e4r tr\u00f6tt som en nedlagd skofabrik. 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