{"id":24099,"date":"2017-04-12T17:55:53","date_gmt":"2017-04-12T16:55:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24099"},"modified":"2017-04-12T17:55:53","modified_gmt":"2017-04-12T16:55:53","slug":"fan-vad-kul","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24099","title":{"rendered":"“fan vad kul”"},"content":{"rendered":"

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F\u00f6rs\u00f6ker \u00f6verleva tills det \u00e4r dags att \u00e4ta. Ja, f\u00f6r mig g\u00e5r det ganska bra, men magen kurrar och skriker efter mat. Jag talar lugnt till den. Men stor som den \u00e4r har den en tendens att dominera min kropp och min person. Men en halvtimme till f\u00e5r vi nog tr\u00e4ta magen och jag. K \u00e4r inte hemma \u00e4nnu och det \u00e4r v\u00e4ldigt tr\u00e5kigt att \u00e4ta ensam. V\u00e4nta allts\u00e5<\/strong>. Det sista uttalat h\u00f6gt s\u00e5 att magen h\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Sn\u00f6v\u00e4der h\u00e4r idag. Inga m\u00e4ngder, de skall tydligen komma p\u00e5 l\u00e5ngfredagen, men tillr\u00e4ckligt f\u00f6r att missmodet skall v\u00e4xa. Jod\u00e5 man vet ju hur det \u00e4r. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5h\u00e4r varje \u00e5r. Men man blir lika missmodig varje g\u00e5ng ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r bara s\u00e5. Men jag har vinterd\u00e4ck p\u00e5 s\u00e5 upp och ner f\u00f6r backen tar jag mig upp till tv\u00e5 decimeter i alla fall. L\u00e5t sn\u00f6n falla.<\/p>\n

Fast s\u00e5 illa med hum\u00f6ret \u00e4r det nu inte. Livet \u00e4r gott. Man lever en dag till. Varje dag \u00e4r en vinst.<\/p>\n

Men nyser och snorar och kliar mig i \u00f6gonen g\u00f6r jag. Men just det \u00e4r inga problem. S\u00e5dant man \u00f6verlever efter att ha konstaterat att det finns d\u00e4r.<\/p>\n

Men drar p\u00e5 v\u00e4rmen lite. \u00c4r ju en fryslort. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5dant fryslortar g\u00f6r. Jag fryser i alla fall jag. Ocks\u00e5 det s\u00e5dant som fryslortar g\u00f6r. Per definition liksom.<\/p>\n

Det finns s\u00e5 mycket att g\u00f6ra. S\u00e5 lite tid, s\u00e5 lite pengar. Plus och minus. Blir till noll. Men man f\u00e5r \u00f6vertala sig sj\u00e4lv att det \u00e4r v\u00e4gen som \u00e4r sj\u00e4lva grejen. ja och ofta \u00e4r det v\u00e4l s\u00e5 ocks\u00e5. Speciellt efter\u00e5t. Jag utbrister ofta h\u00f6gt f\u00f6r mig sj\u00e4lv<\/p>\n

“fan vad kul”<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

h\u00e4r i lokalerna. \u00c4r inte det en ynnest att f\u00e5 utropa en vanlig vardag i min \u00e5lder s\u00e5 s\u00e4g.<\/p>\n

Fast man betalar ett pris f\u00f6r allt. Ingen skall tro n\u00e5got annat. Helt proportionerligt mot “kuligheten” likviden som skall erl\u00e4ggas. S\u00e4llan handlar den om pengar. D\u00e5 vore det enkelt.<\/p>\n

Hackspetten avl\u00f6ser ekorren och alla bergfinkar och bofinkar och domherrar utanf\u00f6r f\u00f6nstret h\u00e4r p\u00e5 eftermiddagen. Ja det \u00e4r l\u00f6vs\u00e5ngare och gr\u00f6nfinkar med. Den sista maten skall \u00e4tas upp. R\u00e4cker nog \u00f6ver p\u00e5sk. Jag \u00e4r glad att dom finns. Talgoxarna \u00e4r helt borta nu. Man h\u00f6r dom men ser dom inte l\u00e4ngre. Har v\u00e4l annat att bestyra den h\u00e4r tiden. Snart f\u00f6rsvinner Domherrarna ocks\u00e5. Dom ser man inte heller under sommaren. Dyker upp i oktober igen. Vet att h\u00e4r finns det k\u00e4k. Ja, och s\u00e5klart g\u00f6r det det.<\/p>\n

Men nu s\u00e5. Tio minuter. H\u00e4mta K och sen s\u00e4tta p\u00e5 lite k\u00e4k. Snabblagat idag. Jo annars ocks\u00e5 p\u00e5 “mina dagar”. Jag borde ha ett st\u00f6rre intresse f\u00f6r att laga mat. Men har inte det. D\u00e4remot \u00e4ter jag g\u00e4rna. Men \u00e4r v\u00e4l bortsk\u00e4md av K. Hon kan tycka det \u00e4r roligt. Fast vardagsmat kan det v\u00e4l inte finnas en enda levande m\u00e4nniska som kan tycka \u00e4r roligt att f\u00e5 till. Jo, n\u00e5gon idiot finns det v\u00e4l. Eller beundransv\u00e4rd. Beror p\u00e5 hur man ser p\u00e5 det. Hur men VILL se p\u00e5 det. Men beundransv\u00e4rd best\u00e4mmer vi oss f\u00f6r idag. Positivare.<\/p>\n

Nu skiter vi i det h\u00e4r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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