{"id":24070,"date":"2017-04-10T07:40:56","date_gmt":"2017-04-10T06:40:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24070"},"modified":"2017-04-10T07:40:56","modified_gmt":"2017-04-10T06:40:56","slug":"orden-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=24070","title":{"rendered":"Orden"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Ett stilla regn faller h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Sn\u00f6sm\u00e4ltarregn. Regn som kan vara det s\u00e4msta under sommaren, ibland, n\u00e4r man planerat f\u00f6r sol, men som kan vara det b\u00e4sta under v\u00e5ren. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r det tar den sista sn\u00f6n med sig ner i b\u00e4ckarna och flodernas allt intensivare fl\u00f6de. Ger lift ut i havet f\u00f6r det som nyss var vackra stj\u00e4rnformade sn\u00f6kristaller men som liksom metamorfosen omformats till droppar av l\u00f6st sammanh\u00e5llna molekyler. Den d\u00e4r l\u00e4ngtan till havet. Den som smittar av sig p\u00e5 mig. Det \u00e4r n\u00e4stan s\u00e5 att jag f\u00f6ljer med jag med. Den \u00f6kar min l\u00e4ngtan den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Det stora bl\u00e5 drar i mig. H\u00e5rt. Som i en fl\u00e4ck sn\u00f6 p\u00e5 en v\u00e4stersluttning nu i april.<\/p>\n

Jag f\u00e5r allts\u00e5 skriva en d\u00f6dsruna p\u00e5 bloggen ig\u00e5r igen. V\u00e4nnerna tunnas ut. De som betyder n\u00e5got blir s\u00e5 f\u00e5. \u00c4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r jag v\u00e4l inte lastgammal. Man borde v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e4rma sig medel\u00e5ldern f\u00f6r m\u00e4ns d\u00f6d f\u00f6r qatt betraktas som det. En ingift faster som \u00e4r nittio\u00e5tta vittnar om det d\u00e4r. Ensam. Inga av de som en g\u00e5ng fanns finns ju kvar l\u00e4ngre.<\/p>\n

Det sista jag vill skriva \u00e4r d\u00f6dsrunor. Men om man bortser fr\u00e5n sv\u00e4rfars, s\u00e5 \u00e4r de \u00e4nd\u00e5 dom som st\u00e5r f\u00f6r l\u00e4srekorden h\u00e4r p\u00e5 bloggen. Med r\u00e5ge ocks\u00e5. Inget annat jag skrivit har s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga l\u00e4sare. S\u00e5 kanske fyller de \u00e4nd\u00e5 n\u00e5gon slags funktion. Kanske ger det faktiskt hela bloggens existens en mening. Om nu en enda av de d\u00e4r l\u00e4sarna finner tr\u00f6st i orden som finns d\u00e4r i ett inl\u00e4gg.<\/p>\n

Fast f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga \u00e4r det s\u00e5klart viktigare vem som s\u00e4ger orden \u00e4n vad som s\u00e4gs. D\u00e5 har jag s\u00e5klart inget att komma med. Om den lokale rockstj\u00e4rna uttalar sig eller dokus\u00e5pak\u00e4ndisen eller n\u00e5gon annan som pryder tidningarnas sidor. K\u00e4nner man sitt b\u00e4sta s\u00e5 h\u00e5ller man tyst d\u00e5. Problemet \u00e4r bara att jag aldrig har kunnat det. Dumheter \u00e4r dumheter ocks\u00e5 n\u00e4r den popul\u00e4raste uttalar dem. Ja och det omv\u00e4nda g\u00e4ller ocks\u00e5 naturligtvis. Fast det omv\u00e4nda \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga som bryr sig om. S\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n

Det \u00e4r OK.<\/p>\n

En regnig dag kan vara en bra dag. En dag att ta till vara p\u00e5. En dag n\u00e4r man g\u00e4rna sitter kvar inne. P\u00e5skvecka. Ja, tamefan. Igen. Nu k\u00f6r vi ig\u00e5ng den h\u00e4r veckan p\u00e5 riktigt.<\/p>\n

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Ett stilla regn faller h\u00e4r p\u00e5 kullen. Sn\u00f6sm\u00e4ltarregn. Regn som kan vara det s\u00e4msta under sommaren, ibland, n\u00e4r man planerat f\u00f6r sol, men som kan vara det b\u00e4sta under v\u00e5ren. D\u00e5 n\u00e4r det tar den sista sn\u00f6n med sig ner i b\u00e4ckarna och flodernas allt intensivare fl\u00f6de. 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