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S\u00e5 d\u00e5 s\u00e5. Jag sitter och jobbar h\u00e4r ute. Inte “ute” allts\u00e5, bara ute i f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande till det lilla rummet jag satt i tidigare. Gillar det hur som helst. H\u00e4r ser jag sm\u00e5f\u00e5glarna. Det k\u00e4nns allts\u00e5 som jag har v\u00e4nner. Ja och s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det som om v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r st\u00f6rre \u00e4n jag minns den. Bra saker b\u00e5da tv\u00e5. Fast sm\u00e5f\u00e5glar f\u00f6rresten. Dinosaurie\u00e4ttlingar. Kan man kalla dem v\u00e4nner?<\/p>\n
Fast n\u00e5gon st\u00f6rre fart p\u00e5 l\u00e5tsasarbetet \u00e4r det inte. Att h\u00e4vda det vore att ta i. Men jag “jobbar” p\u00e5 det. Kanske mot kv\u00e4llen. Det g\u00e4ller att hitta d\u00f6rren in i den d\u00e4r v\u00e4rlden. Hittar man bara den s\u00e5 \u00e4r det lugnt sen. Sen \u00e4r det bara att kasta sig handl\u00f6st ner i flytets och inspirationens flod och \u00e5ka med i det som sker.<\/p>\n
Nollgradigt ute. Men varmare v\u00e4der \u00e4r p\u00e5 ing\u00e5ng. S\u00e4gs det. Prognoserna st\u00e4mmer s\u00e4llan h\u00e4r. Man f\u00e5r blanda det som s\u00e4gs med det som s\u00e4gs om fj\u00e4llv\u00e4dret. D\u00e5 hamnar man n\u00e4rmare verkligheten. Har blivit r\u00e4tt bra p\u00e5 det under de senaste \u00e5ren. Fast oftast spelar v\u00e4l v\u00e4derleken inte s\u00e5 stor roll. Man lever bara p\u00e5 som vanligt \u00e4nd\u00e5. Kallt eller varmt. Siffror mest. Jag, fryslorten, fryser \u00e4nd\u00e5. Oavsett.<\/p>\n
Man skall inte l\u00e4gga sig i. Det borde man v\u00e4l ha l\u00e4rt sig.\u00a0 Det kostar bara p\u00e5.<\/p>\n
Dags att k\u00f6ra ig\u00e5ng den gamla if\u00e5nen igen. Min “Samsung” b\u00f6rjar blir m\u00e4rkbart os\u00e4ker. Dessutom blir det mindre och mindre kvar av glaset p\u00e5 den. Var de bitar som f\u00f6rsvinner tar v\u00e4gen kan man undra. Jag laddar if\u00e5nen i alla fall utifall. Det h\u00e4r h\u00f6r till avdelningen separations\u00e5ngest.<\/p>\n
Fast n\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4\u00e4 liksom. Kan inte sitta h\u00e4r och skriva. Jag f\u00e5r klippa mig och skaffa ett jobb.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
S\u00e5 d\u00e5 s\u00e5. Jag sitter och jobbar h\u00e4r ute. Inte “ute” allts\u00e5, bara ute i f\u00f6rh\u00e5llande till det lilla rummet jag satt i tidigare. Gillar det hur som helst. H\u00e4r ser jag sm\u00e5f\u00e5glarna. Det k\u00e4nns allts\u00e5 som jag har v\u00e4nner. Ja och s\u00e5 k\u00e4nns det som om v\u00e4rlden \u00e4r st\u00f6rre \u00e4n jag minns den. 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