{"id":23763,"date":"2017-03-20T23:03:28","date_gmt":"2017-03-20T22:03:28","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23763"},"modified":"2017-03-20T23:03:28","modified_gmt":"2017-03-20T22:03:28","slug":"valfangaren","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23763","title":{"rendered":"Valf\u00e5ngaren"},"content":{"rendered":"

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B\u00e5tarna l\u00e4mnar hamnen. Allesamman. Det \u00e4r bara min skuta som ligger kvar vid den rangliga bryggan som stormen n\u00e4stan tog f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra veckor sedan. Jag vill inte ge mig ut l\u00e4ngre. \u00c4r f\u00f6r gammal. D\u00f6dandet och blodet st\u00e5r mig upp i halsen. Valjaktss\u00e4songen f\u00e4rgar havet r\u00f6tt. En harpunerad val ger f\u00f6rs\u00f6rjning f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r f\u00f6r en familj. Valk\u00f6tt betalas bra h\u00e4r. Sp\u00e4ck till oljor lika bra. S\u00e5 den familj som har en b\u00e5t som lyckas harpunera en av bestarna har sin lycka gjord f\u00f6r det \u00e5ret. De vet att de inte beh\u00f6ver sv\u00e4lta den vintern. Inte under sommaren heller. De som blir utan d\u00e4remot, de k\u00e4nner vinterkylan och hungern gnaga i sig redan n\u00e4r de l\u00e4ger till vid bryggan utan en valkropp p\u00e5 sl\u00e4p efter b\u00e5ten. Det finns n\u00e4mligen inte m\u00e5nga andra s\u00e4tt att \u00f6verleva p\u00e5 h\u00e4r uppe i norr. Men det \u00e4r klart. Valjakten ses ocks\u00e5 som ett n\u00f6je. De som redan b\u00e4rgat en val ger sig ut n\u00e4sta dag ocks\u00e5. F\u00f6r m\u00e4nniskorna r\u00e4cker inte “nog”. Det \u00e4r v\u00e5r svaghet. V\u00e4rdens gissel. M\u00e4nniskans girighet.<\/p>\n

Men jag, jag har allts\u00e5 gett upp. Jag \u00e4r sj\u00e4lv nu. Jo jag har hunden s\u00e5klart. Den har jag ju. Eller han mig. En border collie som \u00e4r en\u00f6gd och galen. Men annars \u00e4r det bara jag. Min boning \u00e4r en stuga i l\u00e5ngt g\u00e5nget f\u00f6rfall. D\u00e4r bor jag med min galna hund, minnena och hungern. En dag kanske jag ber\u00e4ttar om mitt liv h\u00e4r uppe som valf\u00e5ngare. Varf\u00f6r jag gav upp jakten p\u00e5 de stora och m\u00e4ktiga den d\u00e4r stormiga h\u00f6stdan n\u00e4r jag s\u00e5g rakt in i valens \u00f6ga och s\u00e5g dess sj\u00e4l och d\u00e5 f\u00f6rst f\u00f6rstod, att vi, hon och jag, var syskon. F\u00f6rsent s\u00e5klart eftersom jag precis skickat en harpun genom hj\u00e4rtat p\u00e5 den syster som nu l\u00e5g d\u00e4r i havet och bl\u00f6dde till d\u00f6ds. Jo nog borde jag v\u00e4l ber\u00e4tta den historien f\u00f6r n\u00e5gon innan jag d\u00f6r. F\u00f6rs\u00f6ka f\u00e5 n\u00e5gon att se det jag s\u00e5g. Men inte idag. Nu \u00e4r det f\u00f6r sent. Klockan \u00e4r mycket. Det \u00e4r kallt och bara min s\u00e4ng kan v\u00e4rma mig nu i ensamheten. Kanske ber\u00e4ttar jag historien en annan dag. Eller ett annat \u00e5r. Vi f\u00e5r se. En dag skall du f\u00e5 h\u00f6ra min historia. Jag lovar. Godnatt!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

B\u00e5tarna l\u00e4mnar hamnen. Allesamman. Det \u00e4r bara min skuta som ligger kvar vid den rangliga bryggan som stormen n\u00e4stan tog f\u00f6r n\u00e5gra veckor sedan. Jag vill inte ge mig ut l\u00e4ngre. \u00c4r f\u00f6r gammal. D\u00f6dandet och blodet st\u00e5r mig upp i halsen. Valjaktss\u00e4songen f\u00e4rgar havet r\u00f6tt. En harpunerad val ger f\u00f6rs\u00f6rjning f\u00f6r ett \u00e5r f\u00f6r […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_feature_clip_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[24,57],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23763","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser","category-noveller"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":12861,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=12861","url_meta":{"origin":23763,"position":0},"title":"De f\u00f6rlorades land","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2014-04-16","format":false,"excerpt":"En till familj drar h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n i sommar. 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