{"id":23580,"date":"2017-03-07T11:04:48","date_gmt":"2017-03-07T10:04:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23580"},"modified":"2017-03-07T11:04:48","modified_gmt":"2017-03-07T10:04:48","slug":"runt-runt-runt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23580","title":{"rendered":"Runt runt runt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Det \u00e4r s\u00e5d\u00e4r lite sk\u00f6nt kallt p\u00e5 min promenad. Minus nio. De d\u00e4r orden kan vara v\u00e4rda att spara p\u00e5, f\u00f6r de kommer inte upprepas allt f\u00f6rr ofta av en fryslort som mig. Men hur det \u00e4n \u00e4r \u00e4r det kring tio minus som vintern \u00e4r som b\u00e4st. Man fryser mindre d\u00e5 \u00e4n kring nollan. Underligt \u00e4r det. Men ett faktum. Kanske unikt f\u00f6r fryslortar bara men man skulle kunna t\u00e4nkas sig att det har att g\u00f6ra med en torrare luft. Om man nu vill t\u00e4nka sig saker.<\/p>\n

Men jag knatar p\u00e5. G\u00e5r genom byn som jag bott s\u00e5 j\u00e4vla l\u00e4nge i. Japp, som ofrivillig f\u00e5nge. Jo. Nog hade jag v\u00e4l flyttat kanske om det gick d\u00e5, f\u00f6rr, f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan. Men nu? \u00c4r det ens n\u00e5gon ide? Jag har inget svar p\u00e5 den fr\u00e5gan. Varf\u00f6r flyttade vi ens hit? \u00c4r det n\u00e5gon ide att \u00e5ngra det nu? Hade livet varit ett annat om vi inte gjort det? Valt en annan plats att leva p\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Jag funderar s\u00e5 ofta. Idag med. Men vet att s\u00e5 fort sn\u00f6n \u00e4r borta s\u00e5 kommer jag att \u00e4lska v\u00e5r plats h\u00e4r uppe p\u00e5 berget. JA skogarna, \u00e5n, sj\u00f6arna och bergen runt omkring ocks\u00e5. Det \u00e4r nu som min k\u00e4rlek till den h\u00e4r trakten inte riktigt r\u00e4cker till. Det hj\u00e4lps liksom inte att det har varit Vasaloppss\u00f6ndag i det avseendet. Vinterhelvetet \u00e4r inget f\u00f6r mig. I alla fall inte efter jul. Heja sommar. Kom och r\u00e4dda mig snabbt, sn\u00e4lla!<\/p>\n

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M\u00e5nga av husen om st\u00e5r tomma 98% av \u00e5ret \u00e4r v\u00e4l underh\u00e5llna. Skogsfastigheterna kan kostas p\u00e5 eftersom underh\u00e5llet blir avdragsgilla kostnader. Det \u00e4r bra och tur. Men samtidigt syd s\u00e5klart att n\u00e5gra av byns finaste hus bara st\u00e5r d\u00e4r tomma och \u00f6de.\u00a0 Men hur andra anv\u00e4nder sina hus har s\u00e5klart inte jag med att g\u00f6ra.<\/p>\n

Jag bara t\u00e4nker s\u00e5d\u00e4r. G\u00e5r sedan vidare. F\u00f6rbi kyrkog\u00e5rden som drar i mig mer och mer f\u00f6r varje \u00e5r fast jag inte t\u00e4nker “ligga” d\u00e4r och sen ner f\u00f6r Furubergsbacken och snart s\u00e5 \u00e4r man hemma igen, hemma och uppe p\u00e5 Brattberget igen. Huset st\u00e5r d\u00e4r det nu st\u00e5tt i hundra \u00e5r.\u00a0 Japp i \u00e5r faktiskt.J\u00e4mngammalt med revolutionen i Ryssland. Det r\u00f6da Los, f\u00f6r det var s\u00e5, k\u00e4nt vida omkring, kanske k\u00e4nde hoppet det \u00e5ret. Att revolutionen skulle komma hit ocks\u00e5: Befria arbetare och prolet\u00e4rer. Det \u00e4r klart det beh\u00f6vdes ett riktigt skolhus.<\/p>\n

Undrar f\u00f6rresten om man kommer att h\u00f6gtidligh\u00e5lla Ryska revolutionen. Eller \u00e4r revolutionerna inte p\u00e5 modet l\u00e4ngre? Februarirevolutionen<\/a>, n\u00e4r tsaren st\u00f6rtades,\u00a0 intr\u00e4ffade ju i Mars. F\u00f6rvillande? Men faktiskt \u00e4r det s\u00e5. Vi hade olika kalendrar d\u00e5.<\/p>\n

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Men efter jag har g\u00e5tt f\u00f6rbi brevl\u00e5dan, som \u00e4r tom, inga r\u00e4kningar, s\u00e5 \u00e4r det bara n\u00e5gra steg f\u00f6rbi garaget och sen \u00e4r jag hemma. N\u00e4r jag fyllt f\u00e5gelmat, fyllt pellets och satt mig framf\u00f6r datorn s\u00e5 \u00e4r s\u00e5klart den h\u00e4r dan som vilken annan dag som helst. Lite mer bl\u00e5 kanske. Men det bl\u00e5 ger mig mer \u00e4n det tar. Det \u00e4r d\u00e4r i det om jag \u00e4r som mest kreativ. S\u00e5 just det kanske bara \u00e4r en f\u00f6rdel. S\u00e5 jag knappar v\u00e4l p\u00e5. Kan jag annat? Nej, antagligen inte. Jo titta p\u00e5 tv kanske.\u00a0 Ja och kanske vore det b\u00e4ttre? Inte vet jag. Det finns s\u00e4kert \u00e5sikter om det ocks\u00e5. Speciellt “mellanchefer i Bor\u00e5s” brukar kunna ha \u00e5sikter om dylikt. Jag sj\u00e4lv? Icke. Antagligen f\u00f6r dum i huvudet f\u00f6r det. F\u00f6r att f\u00f6rst\u00e5. Har alltid varit. Det \u00e4r tur att det finns folk som kan och vill och f\u00f6rst\u00e5r. Inte ens dem h\u00f6r jag samman med. Suck. \ud83d\ude42<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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