{"id":23382,"date":"2017-02-17T10:24:23","date_gmt":"2017-02-17T09:24:23","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23382"},"modified":"2017-02-17T10:24:23","modified_gmt":"2017-02-17T09:24:23","slug":"sandar-man-blir-det-mindre-halt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23382","title":{"rendered":"Sandar man blir det mindre halt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Fyra veckors semester. I sommar. Det \u00e4r best\u00e4mt. F\u00f6rra sommaren l\u00e4t det s\u00e5h\u00e4r<\/a>.\u00a0 Och jag \u00f6verlevde de tv\u00e5 veckorna. Skulle kunna haft tv\u00e5 till. De jag tar i \u00e5r.<\/p>\n

Jag anpassar mig s\u00e5klart till K. I \u00e5r skall hon ocks\u00e5 ha de lagstadgade fyra sammanh\u00e4ngande veckorna. Man m\u00e5ste best\u00e4mma sig. Det finns hur mycket annat som helst som rycker och sliter i en biblioteksarbetande under somrar ocks\u00e5 men det finns andra m\u00e4nniskor ocks\u00e5 som kan ta tag i saker och livet \u00e4r inte bara arbete. Jo just det. Du h\u00f6rde det d\u00e4r fr\u00e5n mig.<\/p>\n

Jag funderade om man skulle ta och vara ledig hela sommaren. F\u00f6lja ungarnas sommarlov. Gudarna skall veta att jag har tj\u00e4nat in den ledigheten genom \u00e5ren. S\u00e5 varf\u00f6r inte liksom? Men fyra veckor \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 en l\u00e5ng tid.<\/p>\n

Har anv\u00e4nt en del av morgonen till att b\u00e4ra in pellets. V\u00e4ldigt v\u00e4nsterorienterat arbete det d\u00e4r. Ja, eftersom jag har min axelprotes p\u00e5 h\u00f6ger sida. Men det g\u00e5r. Min sjukgymnast s\u00e4ger att jag kommer att paja v\u00e4nster axel ocks\u00e5. Men den tiden den sorgen. Jag \u00e4r r\u00e4tt bra p\u00e5 att bita ihop mot h\u00f6geraxelont s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge jag inte utmanar gr\u00e4nserna. Lyfta h\u00f6gerarm t.ex. S\u00e5nt kan man inte syssla med. Annars var det st\u00f6rst problemet att inte halka omkull idag. F\u00f6rbannat halt efter g\u00e5rdagens regnande.\u00a0 N\u00e4r jag skulle h\u00e4mta K p\u00e5 kv\u00e4llen och dum nog tog v\u00e4gen ner f\u00f6r brantbacken s\u00e5 ins\u00e5g jag att det inte var n\u00e5gon ide att f\u00f6rs\u00f6ka bromsa. Det gick inte. Men turligt nog kom det ingen bil d\u00e4r nere. Men lite sp\u00e4nnande var det allt. Hem och upp igen tog vi andra v\u00e4gen. Den \u00e4r inte lika brant. Ja och det fungerade ed n\u00f6d och n\u00e4ppe. Upp kom vi i alla fall. \u00c4nnu har ingen sandat.<\/p>\n

M\u00e5ste knycka sand sj\u00e4lv n\u00e5gonstans ifr\u00e5n. I centralorten f\u00e5r man visst ta gratis av kommunen. Tv\u00e5 hinkar eller hur det var. Men h\u00e4r!? “Mina” grustag \u00e4r sedan l\u00e4nge \u00f6versn\u00f6ade.<\/p>\n

Imorgon fyller \u00e4ldste sonen 28 d\u00e4r borta i l\u00e4rdomsstaden. !984, lika gammal, flyttade jag fr\u00e5n samma stad, Uppsala, till T\u00e4by och b\u00f6rjade koda inb\u00e4ddat. Jag minns hur jag s\u00e5g p\u00e5 min farsa d\u00e5. Urgammal. Ja och han var ju tv\u00e5 \u00e5r \u00e4ldre \u00e4n mig s\u00e5klart. Men sj\u00e4lv k\u00e4nner man sig ju inte s\u00e5 urgammal. Men ses s\u00e5klart p\u00e5 samma s\u00e4tt. Som urgammal. En gubbe. Ibland \u00e4r det nyttigt att t\u00e4nka s\u00e5d\u00e4r, j\u00e4mf\u00f6ra, s\u00e5 att man f\u00f6rst\u00e5r. Sonen \u00e4r ju inte liten han heller. Vuxen. Klarar sig sj\u00e4lv. Precis som jag gjorde det d\u00e5.<\/p>\n

Men det \u00e4r 33 \u00e5r av kodande. Ja 37 om man r\u00e4knade det man gjorde p\u00e5 fritiden i Uppsala och p\u00e5 fysikum. Alla, utan n\u00e5gra f\u00e5 undantag, som kodar runt mig \u00e4r yngre. Oftast mycket yngre. Allihop borde k\u00f6ra runt mig och \u00f6ver mig och framf\u00f6r mig men det \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 ofta s\u00e5. Ja jag \u00e4r den f\u00f6rste att erk\u00e4nna att det borde vara s\u00e5. Men det \u00e4r INTE s\u00e5. Kanske \u00e4r det sk\u00f6ldpaddan och haren igen. Men jag har alltid hyllat den ungdomliga entusiasmen. Den vinner alltid \u00f6ver b\u00e5de kunskap och erfarenhet. S\u00e5 kanske h\u00e4nger allt det d\u00e4r bara p\u00e5 entusiasmen. Men den \u00e4r n\u00e4ra den d\u00e4r dagen n\u00e4r jag st\u00e5r d\u00e4r och ser andra vr\u00e5la f\u00f6rbi. Men jag ser fram emot den. Precis som jag gjorde med musiken. Ja det sm\u00f6g sig p\u00e5 det ocks\u00e5. Men helt pl\u00f6tsligt stod man d\u00e4r och f\u00f6rstod sig inte p\u00e5 ungdomarnas musiksmak. Japp, som det skall vara. Jag v\u00e4ntade tjugo \u00e5r p\u00e5 den d\u00e4r k\u00e4nslan.<\/p>\n

Men i kodandet d\u00e5 inte \u00e4nnu allts\u00e5. Men den dagen kommer. Det vet jag ju. Men jag v\u00e4lkomnar den. D\u00e5 \u00e4ntligen skall jag vila den gamle mannens vila. Men inte f\u00f6rr\u00e4n dess.<\/p>\n

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Fyra veckors semester. I sommar. Det \u00e4r best\u00e4mt. F\u00f6rra sommaren l\u00e4t det s\u00e5h\u00e4r.\u00a0 Och jag \u00f6verlevde de tv\u00e5 veckorna. Skulle kunna haft tv\u00e5 till. De jag tar i \u00e5r. Jag anpassar mig s\u00e5klart till K. I \u00e5r skall hon ocks\u00e5 ha de lagstadgade fyra sammanh\u00e4ngande veckorna. Man m\u00e5ste best\u00e4mma sig. 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