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Onsdag. Allts\u00e5 torsdag imorgon. F\u00f6r K tar veckan slut d\u00e5. Hon har fredagar ledig. Men f\u00e5r ligga i. L\u00e5ng torsdag. Ja, jag har alla dagar lediga. L\u00e5tsasjobb r\u00e4knas inte. Har aldrig r\u00e4knats. Det \u00e4r jag den f\u00f6rste att h\u00e5lla med om.<\/p>\n
F\u00e5r erbjudande om en arbetsplatsf\u00f6rlagd introduktionskurs i programmering idag fr\u00e5n AF. Programmerar jag p\u00e5 fritiden? Vet jag vad en SQL databas \u00e4r f\u00f6r n\u00e5got? \u00c4r jag intresserad av programmering?\u00a0 Vad svarar man p\u00e5 s\u00e5dant? Kanske skulle man ta sig an det hela bara f\u00f6r att j\u00e4vlas. Fast s\u00e5 f\u00f6rbannat vr\u00e5ng som gammal gubbe f\u00e5r man v\u00e4l \u00e4nd\u00e5 inte vara. F\u00f6rresten har jag inte r\u00e5d att \u00e5ka till Hudiksvall tor vare dag. Nej jag uppb\u00e4r ingen av samh\u00e4llet sanktionerad ers\u00e4ttning. Har aldrig gjort. Noll kronor till mig som vanligt. Men jag klarar inte.<\/p>\n
Avgr\u00e4vd fiber idag ocks\u00e5. Eller om det var ig\u00e5r. Eller om det var b\u00e5da dagarna. P\u00e5passligt s\u00e5 var jag till Ljusdal f\u00f6r andra g\u00e5ngen idag n\u00e4r det h\u00e4nde. S\u00e5g gropen. Ljusdals Vatten gr\u00e4ver s\u00f6nder. Ljusdals Energi lagar kabeln. Samma bolag. Man borde dela kartor. Och rutiner. Eller n\u00e5got. Inte bara sjukskriven chef. Den utbr\u00e4nde. Men sj\u00e4lv m\u00e4rker jag det allts\u00e5 inte ens avbrottet idag. V\u00e4l hemma fungerar allt igen. V\u00e4ltajmat.<\/p>\n
Imorgon kommer sotare. Ringer idag. S\u00e4ger. “F\u00e5r man komma imorgon”. Jag svarar “jo, javisst”. S\u00e5 det hoppas vi p\u00e5. Klarar vi natten s\u00e5 klarar vi oss till sommaren allts\u00e5. Troligen. Gissar att det \u00e4r sotigt helt enkelt. Sotade i Maj f\u00f6rra \u00e5ret sist. Sotigt == h\u00f6ga r\u00f6kgastemperaturer == risk f\u00f6r soteld. Inte bra. S\u00e5 p\u00e5 tiden.<\/p>\n
Men brann huset upp och vi hann ut innan de brann ner s\u00e5 kom vi h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. Fast just huset gillas. Det kan inte hj\u00e4lpas. Liksom. Hade det inte varit f\u00f6r det s\u00e5 har vi kommit iv\u00e4g h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga \u00e5r sedan. Troligen. Men vad vet man. Ingenting. Man tror.<\/p>\n
St\u00e4ller ut pelargonerna i f\u00f6nstren. Det skall v\u00e4ckas. De \u00e4r tagna av vintervila. Men skall f\u00e5 st\u00e5 i ljuset n\u00e5gon vecka och sen skall det klippas och bytas jord. Det \u00e4r h\u00e4ftigt med pelargoner. De h\u00e4nger med l\u00e4nge. En vit \u00e4r fr\u00e5n mormors tid. Ja kanske f\u00f6re det. Vad vet man. Vill man ha evigt liv f\u00e5r man bli en blomma. Pelargon \u00e4r inte s\u00e5 dumt d\u00e5. Jag gillar dem i alla fall. Det \u00e4r en riktig tantblomma. I j\u00e4mlikhetens namn borde det allts\u00e5 ocks\u00e5 vara en bra gubblomma. Allts\u00e5 fullt med dem i alla f\u00f6nster hos ocool gubbe.<\/p>\n
Fast dags att ge sig h\u00e4r nu. Nesser ligger d\u00e4r vid s\u00e4ngen och v\u00e4ntar p\u00e5 mig.\u00a0 Jag l\u00e4ngtar. Men Hulken f\u00f6rst. Fylla p\u00e5. Rutinerna. M\u00e5stena. Man f\u00e5r ta s\u00e5dant i f\u00f6rsta hand. N\u00f6jena sen. Enklare att leva s\u00e5.<\/p>\n
S\u00e5 jag s\u00e4ger god natt h\u00e4r. Det d\u00e4r med att f\u00f6r\u00e4ndra v\u00e4rlden f\u00e5r vi allt ta tag i imorgon igen. Japp. Liksom.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Onsdag. Allts\u00e5 torsdag imorgon. F\u00f6r K tar veckan slut d\u00e5. Hon har fredagar ledig. Men f\u00e5r ligga i. L\u00e5ng torsdag. Ja, jag har alla dagar lediga. L\u00e5tsasjobb r\u00e4knas inte. Har aldrig r\u00e4knats. Det \u00e4r jag den f\u00f6rste att h\u00e5lla med om. F\u00e5r erbjudande om en arbetsplatsf\u00f6rlagd introduktionskurs i programmering idag fr\u00e5n AF. 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