{"id":23122,"date":"2017-01-31T12:29:59","date_gmt":"2017-01-31T11:29:59","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23122"},"modified":"2017-01-31T12:29:59","modified_gmt":"2017-01-31T11:29:59","slug":"som-vanligt","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=23122","title":{"rendered":"Som vanligt"},"content":{"rendered":"

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G\u00e5r upp. \u00c4ter frukost. Snurrig. Vill duscha men orkar inte. L\u00e4gger mig p\u00e5 soffan och somnar igen.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 kan ocks\u00e5 en morgon se ut. Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r nere igen. Sm\u00e5snurrig men duschad och p\u00e5 benen. Jag vet inte. Men blir jag sjuk s\u00e5 snurrar det alltid till. Efter det kan det utvecklas \u00e5t vilket h\u00e5ll som helst. Frisk, vinterkr\u00e4ksjuka, influensa eller ebola. Man vet liksom inte vad det blir.<\/p>\n

S\u00e5 nu vill i alla fall g\u00f6ra n\u00e5got. Ja v\u00e4l h\u00e4r nere liksom. Viljan \u00e4r ju alltid n\u00e5got. Om den sedan exekveras ut i handling vet man dock inte.<\/p>\n

Ute \u00e4r det februarisol, ja februariv\u00e4der. Kalla n\u00e4tter fina dagar. Ur led \u00e4r tiden. Man blir rent utav sugen p\u00e5 att ge sig ut och \u00e5ka skidor en stund. Apelsin, ostmackor, choklad och iv\u00e4g. Men det blir nog inte s\u00e5. Inte idag i alla fall.<\/p>\n

Imperiet pumpar p\u00e5 i h\u00f6gtalarna. Medicin. Som en Alvedon. “Fred<\/a>“. “\u00c4r vi alldeles s\u00e4kra p\u00e5 det…” Nej det\u00a0 \u00e4r man ju inte. Hur skulle man kunna vara det.<\/p>\n

Borde v\u00e4rma upp studion n\u00e5gon helg. Bara f\u00f6r att jag gillar det d\u00e4r.\u00a0 Det borde man v\u00e4l f\u00e5 g\u00f6ra utan att beh\u00f6va sk\u00e4mmas f\u00f6r det. Helt s\u00e4kert \u00e4r det inte s\u00e5klart.\u00a0 Men jag har aldrig f\u00f6rst\u00e5tt mig p\u00e5 v\u00e4rlden. S\u00e5 d\u00e5 kanske man kan g\u00f6ra det \u00e4nd\u00e5. F\u00f6r att j\u00e4vlas liksom.<\/p>\n

Monster \u00e4r monster hur \u00e4n gulligt de \u00e4n beter sig. Jo det har ja ju alltid vetat.\u00a0 Bekr\u00e4ftat ig\u00e5r igen. Tystnad \u00e4r ocks\u00e5 ett medgivande.<\/p>\n

Men se d\u00e4r. Nu blev det lunch. Sicket gl\u00e4dje\u00e4mne.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

G\u00e5r upp. \u00c4ter frukost. Snurrig. Vill duscha men orkar inte. L\u00e4gger mig p\u00e5 soffan och somnar igen. S\u00e5 kan ocks\u00e5 en morgon se ut. Nu sitter jag h\u00e4r nere igen. Sm\u00e5snurrig men duschad och p\u00e5 benen. Jag vet inte. Men blir jag sjuk s\u00e5 snurrar det alltid till. Efter det kan det utvecklas \u00e5t vilket […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":true,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[24],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-23122","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-betraktelser"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":40493,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=40493","url_meta":{"origin":23122,"position":0},"title":"Det regnar i alla fall inte","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2021-12-03","format":false,"excerpt":"Photo by Sam Willis on Pexels.com Det enda som drar, och l\u00e4ngtas till, nu \u00e4r en gr\u00f6n IKEA soffa som st\u00e5r d\u00e4r osutten och oliggandes i uppe i l\u00e4genheten. 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