Jag m\u00f6ter en kvinna som skrattar och ler. Den perfekte v\u00e4rdinnan p\u00e5 alla bjudningar. Dyra kl\u00e4der. Dyra kr\u00e4mer. Fris\u00f6rbes\u00f6k med t\u00e4ta intervaller. En g\u00e5ng s\u00e4kert vacker.\u00a0 Men hon \u00e4r gammal nu. Snart helt utblommad. Men det finns inga rynkor i hennes ansikte. Inga gr\u00e5a h\u00e5rstr\u00e5n i hennes h\u00e5r. Hon har pengar p\u00e5 banken. Hus i varmt land och bor p\u00e5 r\u00e4tt adress i stan. En make med \u00e4nnu mer pengar. Han som dricker det som \u00e4r dyrt just f\u00f6r att det \u00e4r dyrt, men som inte vet hur man \u00e4lskar n\u00e5gon annan \u00e4n sig sj\u00e4lv. En dag skall jag skriva en s\u00e5ng om henne. F\u00f6r att jag undrar varf\u00f6r hon s\u00e5 ofta gr\u00e5ter sig till s\u00f6mns i allt det perfekta och f\u00f6r att s\u00e5nger kan ge svar p\u00e5 s\u00e5dana fr\u00e5gor n\u00e4r de ligger d\u00e4r f\u00e4rdigskrivna och nyss f\u00f6dda. Japp, s\u00e5 f\u00e5r det bli.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Jag m\u00f6ter en kvinna som skrattar och ler. Den perfekte v\u00e4rdinnan p\u00e5 alla bjudningar. Dyra kl\u00e4der. Dyra kr\u00e4mer. Fris\u00f6rbes\u00f6k med t\u00e4ta intervaller. En g\u00e5ng s\u00e4kert vacker.\u00a0 Men hon \u00e4r gammal nu. Snart helt utblommad. Men det finns inga rynkor i hennes ansikte. Inga gr\u00e5a h\u00e5rstr\u00e5n i hennes h\u00e5r. Hon har pengar p\u00e5 banken. 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