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Vardag. Fast s\u00f6ndag. Samma sak f\u00f6r mig. Mina vardagar b\u00f6rjar p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagar. Fast det skall sotas ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 det g\u00f6rs. Utf\u00f6rs. Sen s\u00e4tter jag mig. Kodar mig hela v\u00e4gen in i helvetet. Min vecka har b\u00f6rjat.<\/p>\n
Fast s\u00e5 mycket helvete \u00e4r det inte i mitt liv just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. Egentligen har det nog aldrig varit det, inte ens under sv\u00e5r\u00e5ren. N\u00e5ja… Men jag l\u00e4ngtar efter vanlig vardag. Dagar n\u00e4r livet liksom bara tuffar p\u00e5. Det har varit alldeles f\u00f6r mycket v\u00e4ntan p\u00e5 livsavg\u00f6rande beslut, ja och \u00e4r. Sen all d\u00f6d. Sn\u00e4lla, kan all d\u00f6d upph\u00f6ra en stund. S\u00e5 att man hinner \u00e5terh\u00e4mta sig. Vem ber man om det? Han\/hon\/det\/gud eller ber man till alla sina f\u00f6rf\u00e4der? Hur skall jag kunna veta? Hall\u00e5….<\/p>\n
Man kan lika g\u00e4rna \u00f6nska sig v\u00e4rldsfred. Medans man h\u00e5ller p\u00e5. Liksom.<\/p>\n
Fast hamnar man i vardagslunken s\u00e5 \u00f6nskar man sig sp\u00e4nning s\u00e5klart. Det \u00e4r som n\u00e4r man \u00e4r j\u00e4vligt tr\u00f6tt p\u00e5 allt s\u00f6tt. Nog kan man ge sig fan p\u00e5 att man blir sugen p\u00e5\u00a0 n\u00e5got salt eller surt ist\u00e4llet. Det skall stoppas in. H\u00e5llas ig\u00e5ng.<\/p>\n
Det var en g\u00e5ng en man som levde i bergen. Han gick ner p\u00e5 en dans till byn. Men ingen flicka ville dansa med honom. Han var f\u00f6r tjock. S\u00e5 han gick hem. V\u00e4gde sig. Jo han var tjock. V\u00e4gde 160 kilo. S\u00e5 han best\u00e4mde sig f\u00f6r att banta. Gjorde det. Gick ner fyrtio kilo. K\u00e4nde sig snygg. K\u00e4nde sig vacker. Gick ner p\u00e5 byn p\u00e5 dans igen. K\u00e4nde sig oemotst\u00e5ndlig. Bj\u00f6d upp en flicka som tackade nej till dansen f\u00f6r att han var f\u00f6r tjock.<\/p><\/blockquote>\n
De d\u00e4r perspektiven.<\/p>\n
Man kan inte lita p\u00e5 sig sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n
Endast.<\/p>\n
Det andra ser, ser man kanske inte sj\u00e4lv.<\/p>\n
De som anser sig smarta kan ta sig en funderare p\u00e5 det d\u00e4r. I alla fall de som anser sig vara smartare \u00e4n andra.<\/p>\n
Men vem f\u00f6rst\u00e5r en liknelse utan en ing\u00e5ende f\u00f6rklaring idag. Att dra paralleller mellan olika saker \u00e4r sv\u00e5rt f\u00f6r m\u00e4nniskorna. Numera.<\/p>\n
En s\u00e5dan som Jesus skulle f\u00e5tt det jobbigt. F\u00e5tt leta klatschiga rubriker. Liknelser. Noop. Fick fara hem till farsan & morsan. Kanske b\u00e4st det. S\u00e5 mycket el\u00e4nde v\u00e4rlden sett i hens namn. Fast det kan kanske inte hen lastas f\u00f6r s\u00e5klart.<\/p>\n
S\u00e4tter i ett nytt ljus i ljusstaken. Ett konsultljus. Fast IKEA ljus \u00e4r inga bra konsultljus. De brinner f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge. Ljus fr\u00e5n Rusta eller \u00d6&B \u00e4r b\u00e4ttre. De ljusen hinner man knappt t\u00e4nda innan de \u00e4r slut. Precis som man vill ha det som konsult. Ja om man nu tar betalt efter nedbrunna ljus, inte timmar. Ett ljus femhundra sp\u00e4nn, tv\u00e5 ljus tusen osv. Ja det g\u00e5r s\u00e5klart att k\u00f6pa konsulttid f\u00f6r en hel l\u00e5da ljus ocks\u00e5. Tjugofyra stycken. Mycket trevligare \u00e4n ett stoppur. I alla fall om man kan komma \u00f6verens om vilka ljus man skall anv\u00e4nda.<\/p>\n
Annars har jag funderat h\u00e5rt p\u00e5 att starta en b\u00f6rs. Fast ist\u00e4llet f\u00f6r f\u00f6retag s\u00e5 var det temperaturen p\u00e5 ett antal orter man fick satsa p\u00e5. Skall temperaturen g\u00e5 upp imorgon eller skall den g\u00e5 ner. Handelsbanken skulle gett s\u00e4ljrekommendationer f\u00f6re den senaste kallv\u00e4dret. Var s\u00e5 s\u00e4kra. Ja och k\u00f6prekommendationer n\u00e4r det slog om. Den sp\u00e4nnande fr\u00e5gan var s\u00e5klart om analytikerna SMHI hade r\u00e4tt. Att f\u00f6rv\u00e4ntningarna skulle infrias. Skulle temperaturen verkligen g\u00e5 upp till -2 grader. Eller skulle det bli rally. Plussgrader. T\u00f6v\u00e4der. Modd. Fatta vad sp\u00e4nnande. N\u00e5gon tillsynsmyndighet fick s\u00e5klart ha koll p\u00e5 kalibreringen av termometrarna s\u00e5 att det inte fuskades. V\u00e4derprognoserna och ekonominyheterna kunde sl\u00e5s samman. Det skulle sparas pengar.<\/p>\n
En hit. S\u00e5klart!<\/p>\n
N\u00e5ja.<\/p>\n
Sj\u00e4lv \u00e4r jag inte s\u00e5 inne i det d\u00e4r. Jag har sett f\u00f6r m\u00e5nga sluta leva f\u00f6r att de \u00e4r r\u00e4dda att mista sina pengar. Vad i helvete skall man med dem till d\u00e5?<\/p>\n
Tycker jag.<\/p>\n
Det r\u00e4cker inte med lufth\u00e5l. D\u00e5 lever man inte. Inte fullt ut. Det kr\u00e4vs bortkastade bojor.<\/p>\n
Men var och en g\u00f6r s\u00e5klart det man vill. I alla fall s\u00e5 l\u00e4nge det man g\u00f6r inte skadar andra.<\/p>\n
L\u00e5t nu veckan b\u00f6rja. Jag skall l\u00e5tsas hela den h\u00e4r veckan att jag \u00e4r en framg\u00e5ngsrik person som h\u00f6gaktas av alla i hela v\u00e4rlden. Speciellt av k\u00e4ra sl\u00e4kten. Varf\u00f6r inte liksom? Man kan lura sig sj\u00e4lv en massa konstiga saker. Om inte, varf\u00f6r inte det?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Vardag. Fast s\u00f6ndag. Samma sak f\u00f6r mig. Mina vardagar b\u00f6rjar p\u00e5 s\u00f6ndagar. Fast det skall sotas ocks\u00e5. S\u00e5 det g\u00f6rs. Utf\u00f6rs. Sen s\u00e4tter jag mig. Kodar mig hela v\u00e4gen in i helvetet. Min vecka har b\u00f6rjat. Fast s\u00e5 mycket helvete \u00e4r det inte i mitt liv just f\u00f6r tillf\u00e4llet. 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