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Efter \u00e4nnu en natt i bl\u00e5ljuset s\u00e5 kommer dagen. -10 sis\u00e5d\u00e4r. Rutor skall skrapas. Det knarrar under f\u00f6tterna. En vacker morgon. Byn blir lite av en tomteby den h\u00e4r tiden p\u00e5 \u00e5ret. Man vet var tomtefar, tomtemor och alla nissar bor. De flesta husens \u00e4gare \u00e4r k\u00e4nda. Japp, man k\u00e4nner dem n\u00e4stan alla, eller vet i alla fall vilka de \u00e4r. En s\u00e5dan d\u00e4r morgon \u00e4r det n\u00e4r jag verkligen gillar att bo p\u00e5 en s\u00e5dan h\u00e4r liten plats. Lugnt. Stilla. Tyst.<\/p>\n
Jag \u00e5ker hem. Jag skall st\u00e4da idag. Sm\u00e5st\u00e4da. H\u00e5lla efter. Noop, inte i “the mancave”. D\u00e4r f\u00e5r det gro igen till v\u00e5ren. Men i l\u00e4genheten. Den beh\u00f6ver h\u00e5llas efter. Japp, det \u00e4r mitt “jobb”. Sen skall paketen iv\u00e4g idag. De som skall till sl\u00e4kt och v\u00e4nner. Tv\u00e5 paket numera. En g\u00e5ng i tiden var det tio. Men gamla sl\u00e4ktingar g\u00e5r bort. K’s far kvar nu. Sen minns vi en familj till som \u00e4r v\u00e4rd en julh\u00e4lsning. Det finns n\u00e5got sorgligt med det d\u00e4r s\u00e5klart. Att den sl\u00e4kt man har en relation till tunnas ut. Det \u00e4r s\u00e5 av naturliga sk\u00e4l p\u00e5 farsans sida.\u00a0 De var m\u00e5nga syskon. Men de i sin tur fick inte s\u00e5 m\u00e5nga barn. Jag och brorsan biologiska och en adopterad kusin som ocks\u00e5 \u00e4r borta nu blev det. Fyra m\u00e4n och tv\u00e5 kvinnor levde. Vi tv\u00e5 kvar. Ja och s\u00e5 v\u00e5ra barn s\u00e5klart. Helene, Teresa, Mikael, Jonas, Niklas som skall f\u00f6ra allt vidare. Tv\u00e5 mina, tre brorsans. Ja och Jessica och Jens s\u00e5klart. Kusinens barn. Man har inte bara relationer bak\u00e5t i tiden genom blodet.<\/p>\n
Kondensstrimmorna fr\u00e5n planen mot Amerika korsar himlen. Dr\u00f6mmar som flyger d\u00e4r h\u00f6gt uppe p\u00e5 10 000 meters h\u00f6jd. F\u00f6rhoppningar. En del skall \u00f6ver f\u00f6r att uppleva nya saker, andra \u00e5ker hem till jul, n\u00e5gon skall tr\u00e4ffa k\u00e4rleken, andra v\u00e4nnerna. N\u00e5gon skall bli grymt besviken. En annan kommer att bli r\u00e5nad. Det finns s\u00e5 mycket i de d\u00e4r kondensstrimmorna som solen lyser upp mot en r\u00f6d bakgrund. Hela liv. Om man l\u00e5ter sinnet fylla tankarna med deras ber\u00e4ttelser.<\/p>\n
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