Vissa livet ut som stj\u00e4rnor g\u00e5r
\ndom lyser som av inre kraft.
\nJust en stj\u00e4rna ser vi, n\u00e4r vi ser p\u00e5 dom
\nmen inte vilket liv dom levt och haft.<\/p>\n
Men jag, jag g\u00e5r som den jag \u00e4r
\nmin stj\u00e4rna aldrig lyst som deras gjort
\nMin \u00e4r matt och dum och borta
\nn\u00e4r deras lyser som en himmelsk port.<\/p>\n
Men \u00e4nd\u00e5 \u00e4r vi lika, n\u00e4stan samma
\nd\u00e4r inne tvivlaren hos b\u00e5da finns.
\nDen lille lever d\u00e4r och tvekar
\noch undrar om det n\u00e5gon framtid finns.<\/p>\n
Vi lever b\u00e5da liv som andra
\nn\u00e4r ingen ser oss blir vi sm\u00e5.
\nOch b\u00e5da livets tunga v\u00e4g vi vandra
\nsom yin och yang och ett och tv\u00e5.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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Men jag, jag g\u00e5r som den jag \u00e4r min stj\u00e4rna aldrig lyst som deras gjort Min \u00e4r matt och dum och borta n\u00e4r deras lyser […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":24,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_crdt_document":"","jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2}},"categories":[26,2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-2254","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-poesi-dikter","category-swedish"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[{"id":36402,"url":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=36402","url_meta":{"origin":2254,"position":0},"title":"\u00d6gonen","author":"\u00c5ke Hedman","date":"2020-10-11","format":false,"excerpt":"Jag ser det i \u00f6gonen. 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