{"id":22522,"date":"2016-12-14T14:43:04","date_gmt":"2016-12-14T13:43:04","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22522"},"modified":"2016-12-14T14:43:04","modified_gmt":"2016-12-14T13:43:04","slug":"polis","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.akehedman.se\/wordpress\/?p=22522","title":{"rendered":"Polis"},"content":{"rendered":"

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Los-F\u00e4rila-Ljusdal-J\u00e4rvs\u00f6-Ljusdal-Delsbo-Ljusdal-F\u00e4rila<\/p>\n

Min v\u00e4rld. Vi m\u00f6ter “800” polisbilar n\u00e4r vi \u00e5ker upp. Antingen har det h\u00e4nt n\u00e5got eller ocks\u00e5 skall de k\u00e4ka julbord i Hamra. En halvdag g\u00e5r. Hemma igen. Poliskontroll. Bl\u00e5sa. Prata med frusen polis. Japp julbord ikv\u00e4ll. Jag nykter. F\u00e5 \u00e5ka vidare. Tv\u00e5 kilometer. Ny poliskontroll. Ny frusen polis. Bl\u00e5sa!? Nej, har ju just gjort det. Inte julbord i Hamra utan p\u00e5 “stationen”. Ikv\u00e4ll. Senare. Frysa f\u00f6rst – festa sen.\u00a0 Blir inte medbjuden. Har h\u00f6rt att det g\u00e5r hett till p\u00e5 polisernas fester. N\u00e5got att uppleva innan man d\u00f6r.<\/p>\n

Hemma en macka. F\u00e4rskt br\u00f6d. Lyx. Skjutsa iv\u00e4g K till jobb. Hem igen. Utan poliskontroll. Fyll pellets. H\u00e4mta posten. Mata f\u00e5glar. OJ skottat! Sicken lyx. Riktigt lyxskottat dessutom. Tack tack tack! P\u00e5 med kaffet.\u00a0 Sugen p\u00e5 det nu. Sugen p\u00e5 att koda. Tittar p\u00e5 platsjournalen. Jo jo. Sextio\u00e5ringar verkar vara i ropet fortfarande. Eller inte. Vad tror du?<\/p>\n

Ja s\u00e5 nu sitter ja h\u00e4r och skriver det h\u00e4r och dricker kaffe. Smakar utm\u00e4rkt.\u00a0 Jag som bara ser en sk\u00e4rm normalt om dagarna har f\u00e5tt intryck idag s\u00e5 att jag klarar mig resten av m\u00e5naden. Men det beh\u00f6vs v\u00e4l en julhandling i slutet av n\u00e4sta vecka antar jag. Den d\u00e4r handlingen som f\u00e5r en att anstr\u00e4nga sig till det yttersta f\u00f6r att h\u00e5lla sig lugn. Ni vet stirrande blickar. Robottr\u00e4ngsel. H\u00f6gljutt. Fritt spring. Slut p\u00e5 det man skall ha. Japp \u00e5rets pr\u00f6vning \u00e4r den d\u00e4r handlingen. F\u00f6rr j\u00e4ktade jag ofta med projekt hela v\u00e4gen fram till jul. Var ofta ganska seg och omt\u00f6cknad redan n\u00e4r jag gick in i aff\u00e4ren och utf\u00f6rde den d\u00e4r sista handlingen, \u00f6verlevde den just d\u00e4rf\u00f6r, ja jullugnet b\u00f6rjade n\u00e4r man betalt och g\u00e5tt ut. Men nu. Ovan vid den d\u00e4r pulsen. Ovan alla intryck. Klarar n\u00e4stan inte av det. Men tv\u00e5 s\u00f6ner har ryckt in och bist\u00e5r i det hela. Det hj\u00e4lper. Jag dirigerar. Mumlar. Sv\u00e4r. Sen \u00e4r man ju \u00e4ldre och gaggigare ocks\u00e5. Kan inte tr\u00e4nga sig fram mot de \u00e5tr\u00e5v\u00e4rda varorna med samma smidighet som f\u00f6rr. Men lik f\u00f6rbaskat. N\u00e4r allt \u00e4r betalt och nerpackat s\u00e5 b\u00f6rjar julen. Ja m\u00f6jligen n\u00e4r man st\u00e5r d\u00e4r p\u00e5 kyrkog\u00e5rden och t\u00e4nder ett ljus f\u00f6r dem som inte \u00e4r med l\u00e4ngre. Efter handlingen. P\u00e5 v\u00e4gen hem. En kall kyrkog\u00e5rd d\u00e4r de flesta ligger. Om aska och urnor nu kan “ligga”. Men det k\u00e4nns inte passande att s\u00e4ga att “de st\u00e5r p\u00e5 kyrkog\u00e5rden”. Liksom. Men det \u00e4r v\u00e4l det de d\u00e4r nergr\u00e4vda urnorna g\u00f6r. Om man inte blivit str\u00f6dd i minneslunden. D\u00e5 har man f\u00f6r l\u00e4nge sedan blivit bortfraktad fr\u00e5n kyrkog\u00e5rden i form av gr\u00e4sklipp.<\/p>\n

T\u00e4nka sig. En vecka kvar till julafton. Ungef\u00e4r. Ja, j\u00e4vlar. Nytt \u00e5r snart ocks\u00e5. Vet inte riktigt vart det h\u00e4r \u00e5ret tog v\u00e4gen egentligen. Ett \u00e5r som inleddes ganska d\u00e5ligt men som tagit sig. Kan bara hoppas att det forts\u00e4tter s\u00e5. Tar sig. Mer f\u00f6r varje dag. Att det \u00e4r goda tider d\u00e4r bortom n\u00e4sta kr\u00f6k. F\u00f6r nog tycker jag vi \u00e4r v\u00e4rd lite nedf\u00f6rsbackar h\u00e4rifr\u00e5n. L\u00e4ttpromenerat. Men det \u00e4r ganska f\u00f6r mycket beg\u00e4rt.\u00a0 Ingen har v\u00e4l\u00a0 en helt tillr\u00e4ttalagd v\u00e4g att g\u00e5 efter hur \u00e4n mycket det har krattas f\u00f6r dem.<\/p>\n

Fast jag l\u00e4ngtar efter att f\u00e5 koda n\u00e5gra rader nu. Japp, fast det \u00e4r Javascript. Det b\u00f6rjar n\u00e4mligen se ut som ett “hus” nu det d\u00e4r bygget jag h\u00e5ller p\u00e5 med. T\u00e4nka sig. Att det g\u00e5r om man segar p\u00e5. N\u00e4pp, jag t\u00e4nker inte fr\u00e5ga mig sj\u00e4lv till vilken nytta? Jag k\u00e4nner v\u00e4rdet av det jag g\u00f6r inne i mig. Det r\u00e4cker. Tro mig!<\/p>\n

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